that sinking feeling :Apoorva

A page from the personal diary of Apurva Agnihotri

Today I am feeling low and have been feeling like that since morning because Bidaai is going off air now and this is something I am still not ready to accept. Today I woke up in the morning with this feeling, went for my routine work out but there is this emptiness surrounding me. Nothing seemed right today. There is this sinking feeling within me; it is the end of the journey I started six months back. It's strange I have become so attached to the show even though I joined Bidaai six months back, even though the show has been going on for three years now. I was teary eyed. Almost everyone on the sets was upset the show is shutting down now. There were a lot of talks when I joined the show after Kinshuk's exit whether the audience would be able to accept me but I had absolutely no pressure on me. I take no pressure on myself and I continued doing my work with honesty which is what clicked with the audiences and they accepted Ragini and Anmol as a couple.

The unit has become like an extended family and I had a great time working with everyone. I love Angad and I regard him as my younger brother. He is a great guy and so are others who I have worked with. Vibhaji, Alokji have been in the industry for a long time and it was nice working with them. It was a privilege to be a part of the show with a great cast and I would describe my journey to be a sweet one. Now I move ahead, looking at newer ventures, something that excites me. I hope I chance upon something that makes me happy. I am keeping my fingers crossed till then, hope everything turns out well.