SHJ...I'm not watching the episode again. I can't...it's way too difficult for me. The flashbacks, the bad dreams, the happines...only to come crashing down and to get the carpet pulled underneath from us. 😭
I cried today. Cried more than I ever have. I'm not the one to cry...but today I just let it all out. 😭
I know there are a lot of people disagreeing that Sadhna should come back...and I know how they feel, because it just seems super unrealistic and illogical.
But I dont know...I cant watch Bidaai without a SADHNA, ALEKH, RANVIR OR RAGINI. And waise bhi...they didnt show Sadi's face at the end. I have a gut feeling she'll come back...and I dont think her character will be demoted or anything.
Sadhna is a beautiful creation...and I just think that without her, Bidaai isnt Bidaai. The journey started off with Sara as Sadhna & Parul as Ragini...I'd feel really cheated if they didnt end it off with them.
I'm still gonna fight for this...because honestly, I know its not just me who feels EXTREMELY cheated by SP / DKP.
Listen Eva yaar...this is my stance on this. Sure, Bidaai has always been realistic and sure life is never easy...and we all don't have a happy end...but yaar we know that already. If we are going to receive such unhappiness even from our TV shows...then what's the point?
I really..always had a blind faith in Bidaai that the end will be good. I TOTALLY expected the Sagini reunion...I knew Salekh would be together again too...and the whole time during Anmol/Anamika while my Mom and Aunt buzzed about what would happen, I said OF COURSE those two will marry!
I need my serial to end happily. I do. I have seen bad things in my life, I know life is full of thorns and evil people...and bad endings...but I watched this show for 3 years hoping for something different...and I haven't gotten it.
If you think about it...Bidaai has never been a happy show...it's always had way too much sorrow...but this is just extreme.
I want Sadhna back...if they can manage this...I will be highly grateful to them. Sadhna's sacrifices will not be diminished, her character will not be stained or tarnished by God giving her another chance to live and be a mother, wife, sister, and daughter.
I want my Sadhna back!