Originally posted by: *Eva*
Lekin kya faida yaar?! The only thing that is going through my mind is Sadhna...Ragini...Sagini...Alekh...Ranvir...Salekh...Ragvir. I tried studying today but it was of no use...Sadhna's face, Ragini's smile, Sagini's love, Alekh's care, Ranvir's naughtiness...everything is popping up...it's so painful.
Exactly yaar...I dont think any fan of any show deserves what we are going through...because nothing can compare to what we are going through...most shows only lose one lead...sometimes the main couple. But for us...its the whole foursome that are going down in this battle...its all four...
Right when I woke up...I see "SHOCKING PROMO..." I literally was numb and was like "is this a joke?" Got worried when I saw all the threads...started the petition and everything...and now I feel as lifeless as a zombie chopped up into 34746384 pieces...
The memories...oh God the memories...
I'm starting to wish Angad quits this show ASAP...let someone else act out Alekh's agony and madness...after this...he won't even be that naughty Alekh Ji pre-normalcy...he'll be truly MAD...I mean...no one deserves such a horrible life...he got like 3 years of a reason to live...and now the person who gave him that reason is leaving the world. WHY WHY WHY!???????
I cannot forget these Salekh moments...old and new...they live and breathe one another...the way he helps her tie the sari when they return to RV House...and he catches Sadhna staring at him.
I don't know yaar. I don't know. I'm a numb from pain zombie creature thing right now...I don't know what can make us feel better right now.
The days are passing, like I said. I wish we could stop the inevitable.