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Hello my dear friends! I'm back with a One Shot.. This is a revised version of my FF titled the same.. I made a mess by making it a FF and discontinued the same.. Now I'm posting the gist of it in the form of a OS... The whole shot is based on Sanyukta's pov..
This is dedicated to my first reader of my first FF and the one who dislikes me cz I post my writings late...😆 She's Rashi (Newmoom18)😳
Enjoy reading!
My Personal Diary
~Bhula Dena Mujhe~
This story proves that True luv lies in sacrifices..
Love is not just a mere commitment.
It is the master of heart...
One who loves, knows to sacrifice...
Bhula Dena Mujhe
Hai Alvida Tujhe
Tujhe jeena hai mere bina
Tujhe jeena hai Mere bina...
With a blind rage and tears rolling down my cheeks like a river flowing through a Silver blade, I ran to my house... The house which gave me a solace before, where my happiness flooded in nook and corner of the house turned into a haunted place leaving me in deep waters... It was so eerie without him..! My heart was paining...My life seemed to be blank without him..."Where has he gone..? He could have taken me with him... He left me all alone... Because of him, his Farzi is suffering weirdly now... He cheated me...He broke his promise... I hate him for this...!"Many thoughts like these were circling in my mind... My whole body was shivering and burning as if I was thrown into a furnace... With all these thoughts I opened my closet and took out my personal diary which contains my love story, a precious one... Even Romeo and Juliet could fall for our love...! Yea, Im none other than Sanyukta Agarwal, Juliet of this love story...!
I took out our Love tome and threw myself on the bed...! With tears escaping out my delicate eyes, I wrapped open the cover of the diary... His name and photo on the wrapper with mine made me cry even more, more and more as if my tears had no full stop..! I gently touched his name "Randhir Singh Shekawat" followed by his charming snap on the wrapper... The face of him seemed to convey the meaning of the words charming, love, handsomeness, honesty, arrogant yet care! He is the Romeo of this story of luv, Randhir..I mean MCP Randhir!
As I turned the folio of my Diary, Memories came flashing in front of my eyes...
Flashback
Im a Software engineer by profession and I hated being in a relationship... But my parents were seeking a groom for me...I tried a lot to push them from this but no, they were adamant than me... My parents, how they could be? I rejected all the proposals but atlast they understood my motive and fixed one for me... I agreed to marry for the sake of them. They fixed our engagement on the day of our marriage due to my compulsion... I had never seen him till the very moment before my marriage, still hated him..
"RANDHIR SINGH SHEKHAWAT weds SANYUKTA AGGARWAL " This name board made my blood boil... I silently went inside the Mandap... It was my engagement, we exchanged our rings... I lifted my head up to get a look... He was damn awesome, handsome, hot... But me,filled with lots of ego pulled my head off making a weird face...
The time of our marriage, We took the pheras and he made a lot of promises... Then he tied the Mangalsutra around my neck.. It was like fastening a rope for suicide... I rushed into my room and I started taking pills, i was not in my senses... Still, none were able to identify that i took those pills. As a result That night, I was his... Ms.Sanyukta Aggarwal was transformed to Mrs. Sanyukta Shekawat...
I was fed up with myself... I used to remove my frustration on him. I used to Scold him,hit him, humiliate him but at the end of a day, he would just mouth an I LOVE YOU to me.. This kinda behaviour of him, transformed me... He taught me to love and to live... My life was moving wonderful... I loved being in relationship.. I was waiting for a right time to tell those 3 magical words to him..
Days passed, it was our first anniversary... I thought it was the right time for me to tell my love... He came up to me that morning and held my hand "Sanyukta, I know you don't remember what day is this. But remember, I'll always be ready to give you my heart.. I love u... "
I instantly hugged him... "I know it's our anniversary today... You know what... I.. I.. Tooo Lo..."
My breath hitched and I fell down unconscious...I gained my consciousness at the hospital and i was being taken to ICU...He was there, holding my hands and was crying... I understood that i had a block in my heart and the doctors couldn't get an heart for transplant it seems... I understood that I'm gonna leave him forever... Moreover, i was 9 months pregnant... I was being taken to the ICU for cesarean. The guilt of humiliating him killed me... I was unable to speak, but I managed to speak... I said to him "I Love u Randhir
... More than me...I want to tell this to u before I die, I told..Iam very happy!! I'll close my eyes with u in my heart...Sorry for everything" His tears wet my face..!!! Then I became unconscious.. !!!
After many a hour, I opened my eyes with utmost difficulty with a new heart , Cries of my child hit my ears... Happy tears flowed from my eyes... I was overwhelmed dreaming about my life with my randhir and my son... I saw my mother with tears having the baby...I asked for Randhir.From her I learnt that, The heart inside me was Randhir's before... !!! For me to be alive, he sacrificed his life... He gave me his life.. His words echoed in my ears..."Remember I'll be ready to give you my heart and soul " He was true to his love...
Flashback ends
The moment I turned the last page of my Diary , I realized that the Diary which I was holding was completely drenched with my tears... I found a piece of writing at the last page... In it was written...
"I know u would open this diary, Sanyukta ... Though we lived together for 1 whole year ...The moment when u said ur love, I was lost and I got an opportunity to fulfill my promise...Ours is a true love even though it was for a second, Even though U cannot see me or realize my presence, I be with u forever in our heart...Take care Sanyu , I Love u... Miss u and our darling kid.. I saw him before I die...He is our hybrid...Bring him up well!! With love, ur darling hubby and his sweet dad ~ Randhir "
The End
"Life is too short... Fill it with Love! "
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And yeah!! Pleach don't find logic in this... I'm not a biology student, I'm a computer science student 😆😉
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