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Hello everyone ...
I am back with an os ...
Actually m so happy,thats why this os is like a gift for you all from my side ...
The reason of my happiness is that i brcame goldie in such a short time spam
I posted my first os in this forum on 27th october 2014 ... after that i kept on posting my writtings & i became senior member on 16th november 2014 ... and yesterday night i became goldie ...
Thank you so much for loving my writtings ...
Though i am very happy but this os is a sad one .. Actually everyone here told me that i am very good at writting sad os ... So here you go ...
Do read,like and leave your comments 😊
Please ignore mistakes .. bcoz i hate proof reading
I WILL FORGET YOU TOMORROW
Randhir's Pov
My alarm buzzed,When i opened my eyes,the first thing i saw was my angel sany ,the sole reason of my life laying on bed beside me ...
I pecked her forhead and went to kitchen for making breakfast ...
Today isn't any normal day .. today is 16th of december ... This date changed my whole life five years back ...
I took breakfast in room
"Wake up sany baby"- I said trying to wake her up
"Five minutes more please"- She said in her innocent voice
"No,koi five minutes nahi,jaldi se utho .. you know na today is 16th december and your birthday too"- I said trying to control my tears,but they made their way to came out from my eyes
She got up from bed,came near me and wipped my tears with her tiny hands ...
"Aap aise mat ro,jaldi se ready ho jao,mumma se milne jana hai na"- She said innocently,she was also on verge of crying
How can i make my angel cry ... i wiped my tears and smiled at her
"Okk no tears"- I said while giving her breakfast
We had our breakfast and got ready ...
After that me and my angel sany got ready and went to the place where we used to go every year on 16th december from past five years
No one's Pov
Randhir purchased a buquet and went to the place ...
It was a place where dead people's were buried under earth...
He saw a board
IN MEMORY OF MRS.SANYUKTA SHEKHAWAT
was inscribed on it ...
Randhir's eyes became moist so were his angel sany's ..
Randhir went near it ... He kept the flowers there and sat near there looking at the place where his sanyukta was buried ... Sany sat beside him
He didn't wanted to get weak in front of his five years angel... But he failed ... he started crying in front of her .. and started talking to his sanyukta's place...
Sanyukta died five years back while giving birth to their angel sanny ...
Since that time,he used to go to that place every year with his angel
I adore you, sweetheart ... It is such a terribly long time since I last met to you almost one year but I know you'll excuse me. whenever i comes her,i felt bad that i didn't kept my promise .. i didn't completed your last wish .. I failed in getting a new mom for our sany. I want to tell you I love you.I find it hard to understand in my mind what it means to love you after you are dead but I still want to comfort and take care of you and I want you to love me and care for me. I want to have problems to discuss with you I want to do little projects with you.
I never thought until just now that we can do that. What should we do. We started to learn to make clothes together or getting a movie projector.Can't I do something now?
No. I am alone without you and you were the "ideal-woman" and general instigator of all our wild adventures. When you were near death you worried because you could not give me something that you wanted to and thought I needed. You needn't have worried.Just as I told you then there was no real need because I loved you in so many ways so much. And now it is clearly even more true you can give me nothing now yet I love you so that you stand in my way of loving anyone else but I want to stand there.I'll bet that you are surprised that I don't even have a girlfriend after five years. But you can't help it, darling, nor can I I don't understand it, for I have met many girls ... but in two or three meetings they all seem ashes. You only are left to me. You are real.My darling wife,I love my wife ... why did you left me alone ...
It has been another year I am saying that I WILL FORGET YOU TOMORROW, I WILL MOVE ON TOMORROW
Last weekend I finally took the step of cleaning out your clothes from the closet, which is very barren now. I invited our friends over to take your what they liked, it was an awkward session. I think they took them more as a favor to me than anything else. kaustoki cried when we pulled out all of your shoes, vidushi joined in and then sany broke down. It was strange to stand in our bedroom surrounded by three crying girls.
I made a joke about them crying for joy at the prospect of some free Manolo Balhniks which they didn't seem to find very funny.
A few girls have put the moves on and as you know picking up women is not a forte of mine. It seems the grieving boyfriend seems to be a good angle.
Who knew! I went on one date and spent it talking aboutyou, the poor girl. You would have found it quite witty I think. No other dates to report,I am going against your orders to move on for now. I can't move on
I found one of those hair tie things that somehow managed to squeeze into every crevice in the apartment. It was under the bed. I sat on the floor holding it and cried. Until then I had held everything together but it just all came flooding out.
Every morning when I wake up I forget for a fraction of a second that you are gone and I reach for you. All I ever find is the cold side of the bed beside me and sany.
My eyes settle on the picture frame of us, on the bedside table,which was made you , and I am overjoyed that even though the time was brief I loved you and you loved me.
"Papa,don't cry .. yaad hai na mumma ne kya bola tha, hum dono ko rona nahi hai"-Sany said wipping his tears ...
"Yea angel,my bacha i won't cry from now"- Randhir said making her sit on his lap
"Everytime you says this papa,mumma ne mere lyi jo letter choda tha usmein likha tha k apko rone nahi dena hai,aur sany shekhawat ab apko rone nahi degi"- Sany said
"Ok my baby,i won't cry from now onwards .. you are just like you mumma .. same sturnboness,same way of talking .. ab se papa mumma ko miss nahi karenge,promise"- Randhir said to his angel ..
And they went back to their place...
Same thoughts were running in randhir's mind .. that HE WILL FORGET HER TOMORROW. But no one knows that when that tomorrow will come
so guys kaise lagi ye os ...
I hope you all liked it ...
If you liked it,then do like and leave your feedbacks
I am back with an os ...
Actually m so happy,thats why this os is like a gift for you all from my side ...
The reason of my happiness is that i brcame goldie in such a short time spam
I posted my first os in this forum on 27th october 2014 ... after that i kept on posting my writtings & i became senior member on 16th november 2014 ... and yesterday night i became goldie ...
Thank you so much for loving my writtings ...
Though i am very happy but this os is a sad one .. Actually everyone here told me that i am very good at writting sad os ... So here you go ...
Do read,like and leave your comments 😊
Please ignore mistakes .. bcoz i hate proof reading
Randhir's Pov
My alarm buzzed,When i opened my eyes,the first thing i saw was my angel sany ,the sole reason of my life laying on bed beside me ...
I pecked her forhead and went to kitchen for making breakfast ...
Today isn't any normal day .. today is 16th of december ... This date changed my whole life five years back ...
I took breakfast in room
"Wake up sany baby"- I said trying to wake her up
"Five minutes more please"- She said in her innocent voice
"No,koi five minutes nahi,jaldi se utho .. you know na today is 16th december and your birthday too"- I said trying to control my tears,but they made their way to came out from my eyes
She got up from bed,came near me and wipped my tears with her tiny hands ...
"Aap aise mat ro,jaldi se ready ho jao,mumma se milne jana hai na"- She said innocently,she was also on verge of crying
How can i make my angel cry ... i wiped my tears and smiled at her
"Okk no tears"- I said while giving her breakfast
We had our breakfast and got ready ...
After that me and my angel sany got ready and went to the place where we used to go every year on 16th december from past five years
No one's Pov
Randhir purchased a buquet and went to the place ...
It was a place where dead people's were buried under earth...
He saw a board
IN MEMORY OF MRS.SANYUKTA SHEKHAWAT
was inscribed on it ...
Randhir's eyes became moist so were his angel sany's ..
Randhir went near it ... He kept the flowers there and sat near there looking at the place where his sanyukta was buried ... Sany sat beside him
He didn't wanted to get weak in front of his five years angel... But he failed ... he started crying in front of her .. and started talking to his sanyukta's place...
Sanyukta died five years back while giving birth to their angel sanny ...
Since that time,he used to go to that place every year with his angel
I adore you, sweetheart ... It is such a terribly long time since I last met to you almost one year but I know you'll excuse me. whenever i comes her,i felt bad that i didn't kept my promise .. i didn't completed your last wish .. I failed in getting a new mom for our sany. I want to tell you I love you.I find it hard to understand in my mind what it means to love you after you are dead but I still want to comfort and take care of you and I want you to love me and care for me. I want to have problems to discuss with you I want to do little projects with you.
I never thought until just now that we can do that. What should we do. We started to learn to make clothes together or getting a movie projector.Can't I do something now?
No. I am alone without you and you were the "ideal-woman" and general instigator of all our wild adventures. When you were near death you worried because you could not give me something that you wanted to and thought I needed. You needn't have worried.Just as I told you then there was no real need because I loved you in so many ways so much. And now it is clearly even more true you can give me nothing now yet I love you so that you stand in my way of loving anyone else but I want to stand there.I'll bet that you are surprised that I don't even have a girlfriend after five years. But you can't help it, darling, nor can I I don't understand it, for I have met many girls ... but in two or three meetings they all seem ashes. You only are left to me. You are real.My darling wife,I love my wife ... why did you left me alone ...
It has been another year I am saying that I WILL FORGET YOU TOMORROW, I WILL MOVE ON TOMORROW
Last weekend I finally took the step of cleaning out your clothes from the closet, which is very barren now. I invited our friends over to take your what they liked, it was an awkward session. I think they took them more as a favor to me than anything else. kaustoki cried when we pulled out all of your shoes, vidushi joined in and then sany broke down. It was strange to stand in our bedroom surrounded by three crying girls.
I made a joke about them crying for joy at the prospect of some free Manolo Balhniks which they didn't seem to find very funny.
A few girls have put the moves on and as you know picking up women is not a forte of mine. It seems the grieving boyfriend seems to be a good angle.
Who knew! I went on one date and spent it talking aboutyou, the poor girl. You would have found it quite witty I think. No other dates to report,I am going against your orders to move on for now. I can't move on
I found one of those hair tie things that somehow managed to squeeze into every crevice in the apartment. It was under the bed. I sat on the floor holding it and cried. Until then I had held everything together but it just all came flooding out.
Every morning when I wake up I forget for a fraction of a second that you are gone and I reach for you. All I ever find is the cold side of the bed beside me and sany.
My eyes settle on the picture frame of us, on the bedside table,which was made you , and I am overjoyed that even though the time was brief I loved you and you loved me.
"Papa,don't cry .. yaad hai na mumma ne kya bola tha, hum dono ko rona nahi hai"-Sany said wipping his tears ...
"Yea angel,my bacha i won't cry from now"- Randhir said making her sit on his lap
"Everytime you says this papa,mumma ne mere lyi jo letter choda tha usmein likha tha k apko rone nahi dena hai,aur sany shekhawat ab apko rone nahi degi"- Sany said
"Ok my baby,i won't cry from now onwards .. you are just like you mumma .. same sturnboness,same way of talking .. ab se papa mumma ko miss nahi karenge,promise"- Randhir said to his angel ..
And they went back to their place...
Same thoughts were running in randhir's mind .. that HE WILL FORGET HER TOMORROW. But no one knows that when that tomorrow will come
so guys kaise lagi ye os ...
I hope you all liked it ...
If you liked it,then do like and leave your feedbacks
Ye Hai Mohabbatein
