LETTER 2:JEALOUSY
dear farziI SAW YOU HOLDING PARTH'S HAND BEFORE PKC'S CLASSES
CLASSY
I WISH I COULD HAVE SLAPPED HIM
OR YOU
OR PUNCHED HIM
I JUST WANT TO HURT YOU
HURT YOU AS BAD AS U HAVE HURT ME SO MANY TIMES
I DID
BUT IT WOULDNT MATTER TO YOU
BECAUSE I HATE THAT I LOVE YOU AND U LOVE THAT I AM GONE
AND THATS WHY I WILL CONTINUE TO WRITE LETTERS THAT WILL NEVER BE SENT
I WONDER HOW IT FELT TO HOLD OTHER GIRL'S HAND
AFTER YOU HELD MINE
I WONDER IF PARTH'S HAND SWEATED
I WONDER IF YOURS DID
LIKE THEY DID WHEN WE HELD HANDS
I WONDER IF IT FELT WRONG
I FELT WRONG WHEN I HELD VIDHUSHI'S HAND
IT FELT STICKY AND OUR FINGERS WERE MESHED IN ACKWARD POSITION
BUT I DIDNT COMPLAIN
BECAUSE THIS IS HOW IT SHOULD BE
AND I NEED TO GET USED TO VSTICKY FINGERS AND THE WAY MY CHEST CONCAVES WHEN I SEE YOU HOLDING HANDS OF YPUR PRETTY BFF PARTH
I NEED TO GET OVER YOU
I NEED TO HATE YOU
I NEED A BEER
LETTER 3
I FOUND THAT BEAR
OH YEAH
DEAR YOU BIMBO
I ALSO FOUND SIX SHOTS OF WHISKEY AND THREE MORE BEARS
I AM SUPRISED I CAN EVEN FORM COHERENT THOUGHTS
LET ALONE WRITE THIS
BUT WE BOTH KNOW I HAVE A HIGH TOLERANCE FOR ALCOHOL
MY FINGERS ARE SHAKING AS I WRITE THIS AND THE LETTERING IS COMING OUT SLOPPY
JUST LIKE OUR RELATIONSHIP
DID WE EVEN HAVE A RELATIONSHIP
I LIKE TO THINK SO
I HAVE TO GO
BEFORE I CONFESS MY LOVE FOR YOU
IN REAL LIFE I MEAN
WE ALL KNOW I HAVE CONFESSED TO U IN LETTERS
BUT LETTERS DONT STARE AT ME WITH WIDE TOFFEE BROWN EYES
BUT THEN AGAIN
NEITHER DO U
NOT ANYMORE
I DONT WANT YOU TO THINK YOU ARE ALL BAD
EVEN THOUGH YOU ARE
I LOVE YOUR DRUNKEN LAUGH
ITS LOUD AND SHAKY AND IT BRIGHTENS MY VEINS AND MAKES MY HAND WARM
I LOVE UR TONGUE
I LOVE HOW WELL IT DANCES ALONGSIDE MINE
I LOVE THE FEEL OF IT
THE TASTE OF IT
BUT GOD
I LOVE YOUR LIPS MORE
SO MUCH MORE
I LOVE THE WAY U ROLL YOUR EYES
YOU DO THAT A LOT
OR MAYBE THATS WHEN I AM AROUND
THAT WOULDNT SUPRISE ME
I LOVE WHEN U GNAW ON THE TIP OF YOUR SLEEVE
ITS PROBABLY A FILTHY HABIT
BUT WHEN I SEE YOU PARTICIPATING IN CHILDISH ACTION I CANT HELP BUT GRIN
I ADDITION
I LOVE YOUR SMIRK SO MUCH
AND UR SCOWL
I HATE U BUT NOT COMPLETELY
COZ I LOVE YOU
LETTER 4
SANYU I FEEL SICK
I TOLD MYSELF I WILL KEEP MY NAME TO MYSELF FAR AWAY FROM MY LETTERS BUT I ALSO TOLD MYSELF TO KEEP LETTERS TO MYSELF
GOD SANYU I FEEL SO SICK
I JUST THREW UP
YOU DONT EVEN KNOW ITS ME ,NECCESSARY
HONESTLY
WITH ALL THE GIRLS YOU TALK I AM PROBABLY LOST IN THE SEA OF THEM
LETTER 5
DEAR FARZI
YES I AM BACK TO YOU
BECAUSE I HATE YOU AGAIN
YOU DIDNT KNOW WHO I WAS
YOU DIDNT KNOW WHO SENT THOSE LETTERS
I WATCHED U TODAY BUT I WATCH YOU EVERYDAY
I ASKED YOU NOT TO TAKE IT AS CREEPY BUT WE BOTH KNOW IT IS
U LOOKED ON THE EDGE AND I KNEW WHY
YOUR EYES WERE ALL OVER DARTING
U LOOKED AT LOT OF GUYS
STUDIED THEM
I WAS ONE OF THEM
YOU LOOKED RIGHT AT ME
AND THEN LOOKED AWAY
DISMISSING ME
YOU ARE SO STUPID
I SAW YOU KISSING THAT SUGAR PARTH KASHAYAP AGAINST YOUR SCOOTER
I LOVE YOUR SCOOTER
I HATE WHO DRIVES IT
[YOU IF YOU DONT GET IT BECAUSE U ARE STUPID]
LETTER 6
dear farzi
i hope you know how it scares the hell out of me that these letters are being sent to you through kaustuki and you are reading them
i miss the way your name tastes like forbidden toxins in my mouth
note
IN THE NEXT UPDATE SANYUKTA WILL START REPLYING BACK FOR his LETTERS.
this update is too small but pakka promise next letter will be from sanyukta to his MCP
Edited by anjipankaj - 11 years ago
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