Before I start just a small note the blue text will be used for Sanyukta and the red for Randhir. Part 1 : " The Ex"
I don't know why I still think about her. Maloom hai she made a change in me, she made me experience a new change but why did she leave me. Rather how did I let her leave me,letting our breakup happen? No matter how many dates I go on, or how many people I meet, despite the many girlfriends I've had since the past -there's none like her. I don't know why but today it felt as if I saw her. I felt her presence around me but I couldn't see her. It doesn't matter what will I do when I see her, beg her to come back ? Never! I'm Randhir Singh Shekawat; mujhe kisse se koi farq nahi parta hai. I don't care now or at least if I act that way mujhe kabhi parega bhi nahi. If I act as if I don't care then kabhi jab voh mil bhi gayi tho I hope to hurt her like she hurt me. That's my second reason for dating so much after our breakup: she lives in this city so she's bound to hear about it. And that stupid counselor! yeh diary ke alava koi aur acha idea bhi nahi! Telling me ke meri life abhi bhi uske around revolve karti hai. How stupid! Mujhe usse koi farq hii nahi parta . For I am myself and no one can change me. I have another date tonight. Agar voh hai yaha kahi close toh she'll see me with another girl. Koi baat nahi-we'll see each other. She'll see how strong I am and how uska meri zindagi mein hona ya na hona doesn't matter to me.
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Aaj aisa laga ke I saw him but it's good I didn't . I don't want him to see me this way: broken and shattered. Even though its been a year, I still haven't recovered from it. Aur voh hai ke har month ek nahi girlfriend. Mujhe pata hai this is all to show me. To show me how little I meant to him, To show me how much strong he is. Par mujhe bhi koi farq nahi parta. I'm warning you Randhir Singh Shekawat ke I'm coming back. Aur I'm coming back with a bang. I promise you jitna hurt tumne mujhe kiya hai I'll hurt you right back. Aaj raat I'm also going out with friends. If you see me you'll see how happy I am without you. I'll show you. If you come in front of me toh dekho mein tumara kya haal karti hoon.