Ahem's dilemma and Mystery solved.

An interpretation of Ahem's speech:

Since the day of my birth and as I grew up I have never wished or have asked you for anything. For you, because of your love, and respect I even deserted my long time love Anita. I married Gopi because in a way somewhere in my heart I believed that the person you would choose would be the best person, she would be my life partner, because of this belief and trust I placed upon you, I married Gopi.

I know inside out I was a shattered man because she was not the one I loved; she was not the one I had wished to spend the rest of my life together with. I know I could have backed out, gone against your wishes, yet like I said, I thought you had chosen me the best life partner. I was the broken hearted man back then and I know back then I often vented my frustration out on her and I know I made mistakes, I admit I was not perfect and still am not...

BUT apart from that somehow with her goodness and dedication my broken heart began to bloom again. I fell in love, It was the best moment of my life. In that period of our love, came in the key charm, Meera. I felt complete then and I could cherish those memories forever. But my happiness was short lived as my Meera got taken away from me for eight long years. Eight years I suffered after Gopi even walked out of my life, and it was because you kicked her out. Yes back then I didn't stop her when I should have, somewhere deep down I too was angered especially after she was back, with the fact that she hid a truth from me, she hid the fact that we had a daughter, Vidhya. I was broken mother. I was angered she hid such truth from me.

Yet I know again I ranted and vented my frustrations at her, I even went as far to marry someone else, Yet again that was my mistake and I apologised for it and even my joys of life came back after Meera was found. Slowly but steadily enough, Again we had the bliss moments of Joy; it was special moments and the most amazing ever. I thought now we are fully complete, my job was going well, all was going in a very good pace...

But in came the typhoon where Gopi killed Radha without thinking twice. Jailed for 14 whole years, what I'm I to do without her Mother? I don't know what to say any more mother. I am hurt. What did she say just now? Not to meet her for 14 long years, not to keep in contact with her, what was that all about? 😭😡 And continue living the way we've been Living? What was that?😭 Mother she is my everything, my life. I'm a human too and I get hurt, do I not? I am not a robot mother I too have feelings. What about ME? Heck what about the god damn kids? What about them? They are not the one to be blamed. They are innocent kids Mother! She did not even think twice about me heck even the kids, instead got involved in Radha nonsense and you, mother supported her, I ask you why did you do it? I am again alone mother, she left me again with such a promise. Who does she think she is?

I had told her not to get involved in other people's business, I had warned her that it would be costly especially tackling Radha, Yet she chose to ignore me. Okay fine, yet I supported her again and went with her supporting her but now I am broken mother.What answer should I give mother? Mother she deserted me. 😭 And now I wish I'd never married her or even met her.😭

You know mother, I've always admired you, respected you and trusted you, but now I feel like you were totally wrong too. Gopi deserted me and I never wish to see her again and you, I don't want to see you either mother, never again. I am going away with the kids, I don't know where but I am going...

Good bye forever

A heart-broken son, tired son of yours,

Ahem

🥺😭

Brillant Sophie. 👏

Originally posted by: touch_of_pink

Brillant Sophie. 👏

I think this is my favourite from all your work so far. I always enjoy reading about Ahem's POV.

One of the things that have really irritated me about the show is that we don't hear Ahem's POV as much as we should. I remember in the first 2 years especially, sometimes we were left to guess what he was thinking. This aspect was particularly lacking in the Gopi vs Anita track. But considering he is the 'saathiya' in the title, I think it's important that the CVs show his feelings more.

I'm yet to see the episode. Interested to see how this pans out.

Awesome Interpretation of Ahem's speech. Although he had these feelings he has been suppressing them for years. In Meera's drowning case too, he had suppressed his feelings for Gopi.

If he had expressed like this before, things would have been different.

I didn't watch today's episode as I was travelling but just read written updates on another website before reading your post. In written updates they just narrate the scenes but your post has clearly depicted Ahem's emotions with each word uttered by him. I am feeling bad for ahem. Though I don't wanna pass any judgement if he did right or wrong by breaking all his relations with kokila and gopi but he did vent out all his deep seated frustration that he had harboured all these years. Poor ahem! He always obeyed kokila like a devoted son but what did kokila do. Without consulting with him she kept taking his life's important and crucial decisions which failed ahem as an individual to a great extent. How can she always decide things for gopi and ahem every time. They are grown up individuals and mature enough to decide about their life. But kokila always has to poke her big fat nose in their marital life. I feel gopi was more married to kokila than ahem. She really ignored him (though unknowingly) and put their relation on stake sometime for the sake of other members of the family and many times for her Maaji 😡. How can a marital relationship bloom and flourish if you don't give any importance to your partner. Even after returning from jail, she looked first for kokila and straightaway went to meet her instead of asking about her husband. Gossshhh. Then you say SAATH NIBHANA SAATHIYA. It should rather be named as SAATH NIBHANA SAASU MAA

Originally posted by: sharoon3210

Awesome Interpretation of Ahem's speech. Although he had these feelings he has been suppressing them for years. In Meera's drowning case too, he had suppressed his feelings for Gopi.

If he had expressed like this before, things would have been different.

Originally posted by: sunny.gurl

I didn't watch today's episode as I was travelling but just read written updates on another website before reading your post. In written updates they just narrate the scenes but your post has clearly depicted Ahem's emotions with each word uttered by him. I am feeling bad for ahem. Though I don't wanna pass any judgement if he did right or wrong by breaking all his relations with kokila and gopi but he did vent out all his deep seated frustration that he had harboured all these years. Poor ahem! He always obeyed kokila like a devoted son but what did kokila do. Without consulting with him she kept taking his life's important and crucial decision which failed ahem as an individual to a great extent. How can she always decide things for gopi and ahem every time. They are grown up individual and mature enough to decide about their life. But kokila always has to poke her big fat nose in their marital life. I feel gopi was more married to kokila than ahem. She really ignored him (though unknowingly) and put their relation on stake sometime for the sake of other members of the family and many times for her Maaji 😡. How can a marital relationship bloom and flourish if you don't give any importance to your partner. Even after returning from jail, she looked first for kokila and straightaway went to meet her instead of asking about her husband. Gossshhh. Then you say SAATH NIBHANA SAATHIYA. It should rather be named as SAATH NIBHANA SAASU MAA

Originally posted by: sophiewonzer14

@BOLDS: Agree with all your points. He has out of respect and love always followed what Kokila has said. Yet Kokila I'd say never really understood what her son wanted, constantly interference and frustration inside Ahem finally lead him to burst the bubble but wish he'd done it way earlier. But then he probably was in the hopes that Koki would back out and as a mother would understand him. Unfortunately she didn't and neither did Gopi truly understand the guy. 😡😭

and @RED: 😆 True indeed, it should be renamed because for her she never ends her Kokila Jhap. ( I mean I admire the respect she has for her but this is just OTT).

great post and thanks for laying it so clearly. I was floundering when doing the write up because of the sound quality, so cheers.

Originally posted by: Xarina

great post and thanks for laying it so clearly. I was floundering when doing the write up because of the sound quality, so cheers.