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GOpi was feeling very guilty about the b'day . .. and was tryin to stay away Ffrom Ahem who she though will be very angry on her. . .. She was scared to meet her face with anyone. . . but then remembered last year's b'day. . . and some dark memories floated back in to her that AHem never really liked her decorations and arrangements. . so the fact that he was hapy wiht how the birthday was orgnised this year is fine. . i mean if he's happy, Gopi thought. . then "i should be happy and fine with it""
But that did not sound quite right to her. . . . but she pulled thru the day . . . till night time. . .
after usual night ritual of getting dressed in night clothers. . .both GOhem were ready to call it a day. . . when GOpi approached Ahem and apologised once more. . AHem said it was Ok. . .and they quietly go to sleep . . .
Gopi cud not get herself to sleep. . . the words from Antia kept ringing in her head. .. she tried to indirectly tell Anita no for Anita help in birthday set up. . but then remembered how her maaji came before GOpi cud talk any further and supported Anita. . she though how could she go against her maaji. . . Then when decorations came. . she was confused that she hadnd called the decorators, but when Anita sweet talked her she cud not say now. .. this was what started making some tears come off her eyes. . .she jsut cud not say no . . plain and simple. . . She had stood up for family during batwara track and guided the ship home to safety. . . but her own discomfort was playing games in her mind. . .
slowly she somehow got up in the middle of the night. . just before 12 midnight. . . and went to the small sofas in their room and took out pen and paper and started writing stuff (after lighting a candle of course). . . "I am sorry Ahem ji that i was not able to wish you happy birthday on time. . we had planned a surprise but forgot to inform Anita ben and she spoilt the surprise unknowingly. . ., , very sorry."" I know AHem ji that you never liked my organisations from last year. . i also never got a chance to say sorry for the cartoon chocolate cake that was brought in .. but I promise that i never really knew how that happened. . ."" very sorry . . ."" and at end of it all . . ."she writes "happy birthday Ahem ji. .. I love you. . . .""
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she immediately realised what she had written . .. and felt rather guilty. . she remembered when they were trying to play cupid to Raji . . and there was a gift exchange issue, .. that GOpi had mistakenly left the I love you teddy gift in room for Ahem . . and he appeared to be shocked. . and saying that he did not expect her to gift such things. . . . she was veyr confused. . .
with some pain. . . she madwe a ball out of that paper and netted it into teh dustbin nearby. . . and she started riting other leters . . .(GOpi apparently is a very undecided letter writer lol. . she wrote like 20 different evrsion. . binning all"2 and finally decided to stick to a basic sorry letter for this year's b'day. . and with him a plain and simple happy birthday. . .)
She then left that leter in Ahem's infamous BLUE file. . .and made her way back to bed. . . .All along. . Ahem had been fast asleep, but all tat was pretense. . . he had notices Gopi reawaken , do the writing stuff. . and come back. . . He had decided not to wake up coz he felt that Gopi wud not be able to get her hearts feelings out. . because she had looked sad all day . . he vey well knew that Gopi wud find it very hard to cite her true feeling sand he held himself rather responsible. . so he decided to pretend to sleep yet half eyed watching what his wife was doing. . he loved her complexion under the candle light and really wanted to go and caress her face. . and show her how much he really loved her. .. but he realised that it was too early for tha. . .his relation needed some time to recuperate and then mve on slowly. . and most importantly was to get Anita out of Mm. . . because he could not stand his past around him and did not wish Gopi to find out anything about Anita at all. . ..
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Comin closer to the bed. . Gopi was lost in her own world. . she caught a glance of AHem ji . .who had by now gone into pretense of full time sleep lol. . .and she went closer to him 😉
Gopi the grabbed his hand. . and sang out. . in her won cute way. .
Happy Birthday to You
Happy Birthday to You
Happy Birthday Ahem ji . .
Happy Birthday to You.
How old are you now?
How old are you now?
How old, How old
How old are you now?
Happy birth . . . day . . . . to . .. . you Ahem jii i /
H ap py birth . . . da y . . . . to . .. . U A he m jii i /
(: how does she know how to sing this well now?:: well from last year b'day. . and assume that kids from Gopi last year birthday singing really made her remember the lyrics perfectly) 😃)
And with that she let off smoe tears. . and laid her head on Ahem ji .. grandpa Sofa. . and gradually fell asleeep .. . . just seated on the floor. . .
Ahem by now had hapiness in his heart. . .and tears of joy runing down just one of his eyes. .
😭 He was lost in his old la la la land. . and Gopis song was just runing in his mind over and over again. . the more he remembered it the more he felt good. . and more tears popped out until even the other eye was filled. . 😃
Break TIme:: (no tool usage. . .Too early for that guys ./ . . )
In the morning. . GOpi was the first to wake up . . and she felt a wierd sleep in posture. . and looked up . . the roof looked different lo. . so she realised she wasnt in her normal place. . and realised she was on top of AHem ji .. with her head just under his chin.. and holding him tight. .
wooo . . 😲 😲 😲 she was pretty shocked. . and tried to get up form that spot. . btu noticed AHem still holdnig on to her. . . she struggled but cud not get off. . . and meanwhile ahe woke up as well. . . . .
he realised her struggels for independence LOL. . and released her with a big smiley face. . Gopi blushed hard. . .and mvoed away slowly. . . and said . . .i will get ready then get your green tea. . ⭐️ green tea IS A MUST lol
he smiled more widely 😃 and slowly got up . . he remembered all the happenings oflast night. (THANK GOD. . .I dont think Anita mixed any sedatives in his drinks LOL) and proceeded straight for the writings that Gopi had doin during the night. .
He read the letters and felt a bit sad. . because his Gopi was sad. . and that sadness clearly reflected in the writing. . . he then saw a lot of other draft writing sin the bin. . .and this time. . (in real SNS this might neve happen coz if smoethin lands in the big its DONE FOR) ) he approached the lovely BIN. . took out all the drafts and ready em one by one. . . he was surprise abotut he variety of styles and expressive ways that GOpi was able to convery her feelings. . and kinda felt proud of himself for being a gud teacher. . Lol
and he finally ended up at one of the first letters bottom of the pile. . that had "I LOVE YOU" . . .
but he noticed that that letter was the most aggressively folded. . and had scribbles all over . . but at least he cud make the meanings out. . . he read Gopi sthoughts on the letter. . and realised that the past was still buried within her. . she had been very strong to take everything that he threaw at her in the dak days.a. and wud always move on in forgive and forget style. . and this was her one unique trait taht he had always unwantedly taken advantage of. . . .
BUt as we know SNS CVs are memory patients, so I will also borow low memory from them . . and I will only say that ahem only had flashbacks of his last birthday . . THATS IT. . no more flashbacks )
he slowly realised. . that he needed to make up for his past undoing. . and was just lost there. . until he heard Gopi talkin to Rashi near the room . . he quickly . . put the letters in his pocket. . and (well he wud have ball size pockets lOL) but he instead opte to hide the BIN . . the Lovely BIN. .
Gopi this time round did not remember much what hapened coz she was very lost in her own thhoughts on how to say sorry to her Ahem ji . . and just proceeded in with the normal routine of the day btu this time had a weary face. . .
Ahem say this, approached her. . grabbed her hands. . and said . "GOpi. . thanks. . ." SHe was in deep thougth , what had gotten in to her Ahem ji ??? he conntinued. . " GOpi dont feel bad about yesterday. . its fine. . and thanks again. . " She again looke dup . .what the HELL. . why thanks. .
He then popped up the letter and say s thanks for this. . This is the best gift that I have ever got in any of my birthdays. .
Gopi had tears of happiness flowing freely.. . and slowly got herself to say , , "pleasure is mine". . . He then approached to give her a tight hug. . 😳
And as soon as he engulfed her.. she shot off just like she had done on Holi. . but guys, one sad thing. . a bhangofied AHem follows. an Sober Ahe does not but just smiles wil teeth all out. . 😭
but good thing. . he had pieced one part of Holi memory together. . the start of Gohem raas leela. . and cud somehow understand how he had applied color on her face and how she made a run for it and how he followed. . . That was a post- b'day gift to him . . He slowly realised that he needed to start a new chapter in his life mroe alertly and erase some bad memories . . I have a feeling if he realyl does this in real SNS he will have a long list of memory erasions to do LOL.
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will he remember the entire SD, at least the main parts only lol?? will he be able to make a new chapter in a serious note to improve hsi marriage with Gopi??? TO get an answer to this. . . Keep watching SNS (coz this is just a 1 part OS. . I am not gud at writing lol. . so dont think i will update any further lol . . but if I do will make sure to publisise it if many pple like it LOL)
hmm sorry if any errors. . I had skimmed thru Harini's OS then read it . . and that section where it looks like a condensed cetred version amde me feel it wa s birthday song. . but wasnt exactly. . so I decided to make my own OS with birthday song just from GOpi . . .and tried to encompass the moment as easily as i cud. .
YAY