Samarpan !!!

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navyab

@navyab

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Posted: 13 years ago

Well my thoughts...could not stop myself ...do not know how the future episodes & Gohem will work out but I actually feel very sad not for Gopi but for Ahem !!!

Well you may ask me why...he had fun & he does not remember...so what is there to feel bad...

My take:

We all know Ahem loves Gopi & he is falling in deep love with her...he needs her & wants her around him all the time, he cares for her, he believes in her & trusts her, she is his confident & he does not want anybody but only her to take care of him. He thinks that the misunderstanding between him & his wife in the past were due to lack of communication between them in the past & that he did not understand her then. He missed her like crazy when she was at her mami's place & the next day he ensured she was back with him in their room. In a crowd all he can think is about her & his eyes just keep on looking for her !!! He pleases her, cajoles her, uses fake anger to get her to agree to him. He does not let her confidence waiver & supports her in building it along with her.

Ahem wants to move ahead in his relationship with Gopi but never did he force or make a decision in which she is forced to accept their relationship. He is courting her to get to know her & also let her know him, so that she can make a decision on their relationship & marriage. Only her opinion counts for him & he can go to any extent to just to listen to her. He sees a future with her & he hopes she also loves him as much as he loves her. He knows it in his heart she loves him & in her own subtle ways shows it to him. In recent past, in her happiness she though not in many words but she shared what he means to her !!!

What his heart was hoping, is what has happened during holi. Her samarpan to him & their relationship. During that special moment in the privacy of their room, she showed him how much he means to her, how much she loves him & how much he is her world by completely giving herself in heart, deed & soul & her tears were a proof of this. As she made love to him not only she gave her body to him, but also gave her soul to him. For any lover who has loved his or her companion with deep love he or she would always want to be there when that special moment of samarpan happens. Thats when you naturally show your partner how much you love him or her. Those feelings, thoughts, wanting to please each other the 1st time, the emotions attached to those actions are very very special & shows the other person how much his or her partner loves him !!! These are the special feelings which will live all thru life with that couple knowing that special moment of samarpan from both !!!

Gopi had given her samarpan to her husband who would have done anything even beyond his control to just be in his senses when they shared those special moments between them. But he was not & he does not remember now what has happened. Im very sure that he will remember part by part as time goes by, but by then time has also moved on. Ahem will literally beg for her forgiveness of not remembering that special time with her & also with his ignorance of what has happened she would have shed tears at him for not remembering it. But time has passed away & even when things become alright & they move ahead in their relationship with love, ensuring both are happy with each other, that samarpan which had happened on that magical day will not comeby. Ahem will be ready to do anything to just remember that day & relive those moments of seeing her happy for feeling his love. He would want to remember her face when she shed those tears of happiness of finally claiming his love & giving herself to him !!! And this is the reason I feel sorry & sad for Gopi's Ahemji !!!

Do not know if I made sense...but this was the thought which I had when I saw Ahem not remembering anything what has happened !!!

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Dhabu89

@Dhabu89

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Posted: 13 years ago

Navya, that was beautifully written and beautifully exlalined. There are no more words to add. I may not agree with everything you said, but it is something I am going to ponder over and rethink if what I thought is real or what you said is real or it is somewhere in the middle...Thanks for this post and it was beautifully done👏

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Justlikethat1

@Justlikethat1

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Posted: 13 years ago

Aww Navya.. That was so good and made total sense👏

Yes.. I think it will be a bigger heartbreak for Aham than to Gopi.. For Gopi remembers every moment, every expression, every touch. To Aham it is not clear now.. And he will want to remember so badly.. It was a special day to him too.. So yes.. It is Aham who will suffer more because he does not remember and also because he will remember and then realize that he could not immediately make it special to her and she had to shed tears😕

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Navya I have to add more.. So please bear with me😳

I really think Navya that Aham will be hurt also because it is after now that he will realize the extent to which his wife in some sense has drifted from him. He knows that she loves him unconditionally but inspite of his repeated attempts to make her comfortable, till before Holi he had not acheived what he set out to do.

Being the man he is, he knows intrinsically that it has to do more with him than with her love. So that was what he was trying to bridge. Now imagine when Aham realizes or remembers what happened. Gopi would not have told him and he knows how much of a heart break it would have been for her. But she would have chosen to bear the pain alone instead of sharing it with him. Yes.. That is her love.

But then he loves her too.. Will it not hurt to see the person you love so much not confident enough to trust your reaction.. For that will be his thought. We know Gopi will hide because she will be worried for him, but to Aham it is just his failure to make his wife comfortable enough to share her deepest thoughts. His love was just not enough..

That is pretty hard to digest unless Gopi saves him from it.. So yeah, I definitely think Aham will be more sad

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navyab

@navyab

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Posted: 13 years ago

Originally posted by: Dhabu89
Navya, that was beautifully written and beautifully exlalined. There are no more words to add. I may not agree with everything you said, but it is something I am going to ponder over and rethink if what I thought is real or what you said is real or it is somewhere in the middle...Thanks for this post and it was beautifully done👏

Oh Rupal I definetly want you to think & tell me if what I thought was correct or not...because this has been bugging me from evening...😊 ...will wait for you to come back with your thoughts !!!

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Munni

@munnihyderabad

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Posted: 13 years ago

Awww navya... that was sooo beautiful to read and very though out post 👏⭐️

made complete sense⭐️

the title says it all...samarpan... gopi very much lives through the samarpan... she showered all her love, her emotions ... gave away everything...her senses, her body, mind, heart and soul... but Ahem cannot remember these moments... he cannot recollect the happiness, the contentment on her face during the samarpan...Gopi will be sad that he does not remember it.. but Ahem will be in more sad and disappointment for not being in senses when he had his special moments with her...and due to which she had to shed tears...

beautiful take on samrpan👏

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Tahira

@tamzin43

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Posted: 13 years ago

I just googled the meaning of samarpan which means surrender ..what you've written makes perfect sense i mean when your in love you either give or you dont give there is no in between ..here gopi surrender to her ahemji and he felt her lets loose and relax in other words surrender to him and she was at peace ..he was at peace ...we were at peace ... i hope i made sense otherwise forgive my rant 😆😆😆

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navyab

@navyab

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Posted: 13 years ago

Originally posted by: Justlikethat1
Aww Navya.. That was so good and made total sense👏
Yes.. I think it will be a bigger heartbreak for Aham than to Gopi.. For Gopi remembers every moment, every expression, every touch. To Aham it is not clear now.. And he will want to remember so badly.. It was a special day to him too.. So yes.. It is Aham who will suffer more because he does not remember and also because he will remember and then realize that he could not immediately make it special to her and she had to shed tears😕

Harini it was a very very special day for Ahem, he expressed his love for her & she had expressed his love for him & he has no knowledge about it. I have a feeling he will be very heartbroken to having not been in his senses when such a wonderful moment happened between them & worst that he does not remember atleast a minute of it.

He will remember how happy she was that evening & how she had come to him with hopes & dreams in her eyes of finally being one with him & Im not talking only about a physical relationship but also of the soul which has united during the act of love making...In his ignorance he will realise that he would have hurted her more than anytime in their married life & his heart will squeeze out the living breath out of him !!!

Though they will have very many special days in their life but it will not be as special as this day is & he will regret that one special day will never comeback to him !!!

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Dhabu89

@Dhabu89

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Posted: 13 years ago

When you think about it, Ahem would be struggling along with Gopi. One for not remembering and the other for not forgetting. Did that make sense?

What I mean is that for me, I still have doubts about it actually happening. I mean they were playing with each other during the song and at the end of the song it was over? I think not. I may get a few bashers after me, it just seems unrealistic that it happened...

I think they started to get hot and heavy, and during that time the effect took over and Ahem started to feel sleepy. And our Gopi being the good dutiful wife and all, probably told him to sleep.

Why is her reaction the way it is...simple. She is an innocent girl who does not even know what happens between a man and a woman. How would she know? Who would have told her? To her being with Ahem in such a close proximity and in such a romantic position is enough to make her act all shy and smiling all the time. She remembers Ahemji touching her all over. And that is where I am in disagreement...Please don't hate me for thinking this way. I just cannot come to terms that the "deed" actually happened.

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sadiltl

@sadiltl

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Posted: 13 years ago

wow very well written.

This topic really made me feel pity for Ahem. But I think he will remember the act. Gopi not remembering her bhaang experience is different scenario. She never tried to remember it. But seeing gopi shying away and acting strangely would definitely force ahem to think what happened. and there are still some evidences of their closeness like photos taken. So Ahem will be forced to remember.

Coming to heartbreaking. Yes Gopi has to bear it all. Ahem will sure have his heartbreak too. But that is required to strengthen their love. :)

Gold will shine only when it is subjected to Fire. Diamond will shine only when it is subject to Friction.

GOHEM LOVE IS ALSO THIS PRECIOUS. SO it has to endure some heartbreaks.

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navyab

@navyab

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Posted: 13 years ago

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Originally posted by: Justlikethat1
Aww Navya.. That was so good and made total sense👏
Yes.. I think it will be a bigger heartbreak for Aham than to Gopi.. For Gopi remembers every moment, every expression, every touch. To Aham it is not clear now.. And he will want to remember so badly.. It was a special day to him too.. So yes.. It is Aham who will suffer more because he does not remember and also because he will remember and then realize that he could not immediately make it special to her and she had to shed tears😕

** Edited***

Navya I have to add more.. So please bear with me😳

I really think Navya that Aham will be hurt also because it is after now that he will realize the extent to which his wife in some sense has drifted from him. He knows that she loves him unconditionally but inspite of his repeated attempts to make her comfortable, till before Holi he had not acheived what he set out to do.

Being the man he is, he knows intrinsically that it has to do more with him than with her love. So that was what he was trying to bridge. Now imagine when Aham realizes or remembers what happened. Gopi would not have told him and he knows how much of a heart break it would have been for her. But she would have chosen to bear the pain alone instead of sharing it with him. Yes.. That is her love.

But then he loves her too.. Will it not hurt to see the person you love so much not confident enough to trust your reaction.. For that will be his thought. We know Gopi will hide because she will be worried for him, but to Aham it is just his failure to make his wife comfortable enough to share her deepest thoughts. His love was just not enough..

That is pretty hard to digest unless Gopi saves him from it.. So yeah, I definitely think Aham will be more sad

Yeah Harini I also had a similar thought ...remember Ahem is trying hard to get Gopi to trust him & telling her to share everything...do not be scared of me is one such example...Ahem knows in his heart she adores him but he was the one who has put distance between them & this is what he has been working in his relationship is closing this distance...

Im sure Gopi will keep her distance from him but still serve him with dedication & when he realises this & what has happened he will be devastated for he will now have broken her dreams...In one of the post I said...even if the past kalakaari's come out , it will not make much of a difference to Ahem as it is all in the past & it will end with a sorry & a thank you for enduring everything & still being there for me...Similar to the slap...he hit her & if that thing comes out he will do that because he will not understand the pain associated it with it...but when she accidently hit, that is when he knew what it must have been for her!!!

So seeing it in front of his eyes the pain she will undergo will make him realise how much she would have gone thru when he hated & verbally attacked her at every instance...he will feel the pain along with her as she will distance herself from him & will not share anything with him...he will realise the lonely existance of his own heart as she existed in the past & the yearning of being loved by her...& this is where he will actually realise what suffering is...

And on top of it missing out on the special moment from where their life & relationship would have been different would kill him...and her pain associated with him not remembering at all will devastate him !!! For then he will realise that he is not wortly of her & their relationship & it will all depend on Gopi on how she takes care of him & his broken heart !!!

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