With Ahem seeing that his work clothes were not taken out by Gopi who usually takes care of this clothes & things, he was suprised & questioned her on it. She explained that she assumed that since there was a pooja at home, he would not go to work. She offered that she will get his work clothes ready for him when he realised his mistake & told her that it is good that she had reminded him & that he has forgotten about it. Ahem has no ego or pride where Gopi is concerned. He feels very comfortable to share & demand everything with her. Let it be his happiness, his worries, his sadness, his mistakes , things which he has forgotten in front of her. His trust in her is growing in strength day on day that she is there to handle & take care of things pertaining to him ! Gopi has always been the same but with Ahem's changed feelings he is starting to appreciate her being with him all thru & demands that she takes care of him!!! His glance at her form when she was leaving the room said what would i have done without you !!!
When Ahem came down for the pooja, its been sometime that he has seen her & he just needed a glance of her to pour life into his soul !! He scanned for her all thru the crowd all around the house but did not find her. Those few moments of not finding her, troubled his heart ! His was just coming into terms of her being away from him for a day & not finding her now troubled him even more!! He had questions on where she was, why was she not around in this pooja, how can she do this to me...does she understand what will happen to me with her not being around. He did not know where to search for her & what he had to do to get her back to him.
With Jigar asking him if he was looking for Gopi, he was 1st shocked & taken back on how could his brother read him & if his feelings were transparent for others to read!! He shook his head in denial but as Jigar pointed towards Gopi, his heart & eyes just looked for her in the direction Jigar pointed !!! Just as Jigar pointed, Gopi also lifted her head to look at her husband & finally her one glance poured life into his soul !!! He silently questioned her with his eyes if she knew what she put him thru in those few minutes of not being around !!! He finally felt at peace as she calmed his troubled heart !!!
In the past, even with her being in the same room he ignored her, each & every time he destroyed her silent plea for his single glance ! It irritated him that he had to always acknowledge her especially during the pooja time when he had to perform it with her !!! From the time he had taken the responsibility of her education, he started to observe her & absorb everything related to her...& as he taught, spent time with her during navratri, during the difficult times his family faced he understood her & she slowly started to became important to him !! With seeing her almost dying, he could not live those moments & need her for his own survival...and then onwards she became his life, his source of happiness & joy & the reason for his whole existance !!.
From the start of their marriage Gopi always looked for him all thru day & night...but was always ignored by him. Her presence always irritated with him & he never wanted to do anything with her even a pooja...then as time went by he started to acknowledge her presence !! Now she always finds his eyes on her letting her know that it very much matters him that she always be with him !!!
Both are shy in nature but when it comes to their feelings for each other, they are comfortable to share it with each other thru their hearts but when it comes to others, they are very hesitant to let them come into their private world !!! So who will take the lead to let the other partner know about their feelings ??
Edited by navyab - 13 years ago
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