September 24th 2010 – Personal Journal of Aham Parag Modi
I have decided to forget the chor incident and I have also set aside the question of whether Gopi is dishonest or not. Mom trusts her; therefore that is enough for me. If mom is happy with Gopi, then who am I to question her presence in the house? I will just ignore her and go on about my business as if she is not there.
This morning I needed a file for a meeting and had to get the file from my room. Gopi was there; she was standing in front of the mirror. I was able to observe her in the mirror for a few seconds, before she realized I was there. Her beauty took my breath away and for a few moments I froze in my tracks. Then she saw me and the terrified look was back on her face..that look does something to me. She gets that look just by seeing me? How do I get her not to be afraid of me? When she went to get the file I saw the sari she was had dropped on the floor. I picked it up for her and when I gave her the sari she just stared at me then the sari. Then her face blossomed into a smile beaming radiance of the sun. She transformed like a flower after soaking up water at the end of a dry hot day. My knees almost gave out. Before anything else could happen I handed her the sari and left. *taps his lips with the mont blanc pen and turns in his chair towards the window of his office and gets lost in his thoughts*
September 24th 2010 – Recorded Diary of Gopi Aham Modi
Kanaji, maaji is so nice and so good to me. She gave me a beautiful sari for Teej because of my relationship with Ahamji. She didn't want me to miss out on the festival. She is a wonderful mother-in-law … she even knew that I had made the kheer and sevaii…she said she can smell my cooking...isn't that amazing Kanaji?
Then Ahamji came to our room, for a minute I petrified and thought he had come to tell me to leave. But he only wanted his file *smiles*. After I handed him the file I saw that he was holding my shagun ki sari and he extended it towards me. Did he realize what giving me a sari means? What it means to me? It doesn't matter that he is giving me the sari by mistake, Kanaji I will take it as a gift from my suhag. I am so happy I could fly Kanaji! *gets the beaming smile back on her face*____________________________________________________________________
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