Today Ahamji accused me of helping the chor last night. Why would he think that? I would never do anything to hurt him or this family. Kanaji why does Ahamji think so badly of me? What have I done? All I want is for him to be comfortable and happy but no matter what I do I end up hurting him.
But Kanaji, did you notice that maaji defended me, Gopi, in front of Ahamji. She is so kind to me. It really warmed my heart that she understands me. Kanaji please help me do better for Ahamji and Maaji.
September 17th 2010 – Personal Journal of Aham Parag Modi
That girl is the bane of my existence! No matter where I go she is always around with the pallu in front of her lovely face. Do we need her walking all over the house with that thing in front of her face? Next she will fall on her face and get herself more seriously hurt. Of course she won't need any help from me . Oh! no no no! We mustn't violate any un-marriage vows…no paap lag jaega (that would be a sin) Who the hell has heard of any such vows?
Now mom is under her spell and is defending her like a lioness with her cub. That is all I need mom supporting and helping that trouble maker Gopi. Kanaji, please save me from this girl. I am wasting too much time thinking and writing about her!!!!!!