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Originally posted by: flamin_hot_kuri

I said 'God it hurts'
And God said 'I Know'
I said 'God I cry alot'
And God said 'That's why I gave you tears'
I said 'God I get so depressed'
And God said 'That why I gave you sunshine'
I said god I feel Alone'
And god said 'That's why I gave you loved ones'
I said 'god my loved one is dead'
And God said'I watched mine nailed to the cross'
I said God 'Where are they? '
And God said 'Mine is on my right and yours is in the light.
I said 'God it hurts'
And God said 'I know'

xoxo

Originally posted by: flamin_hot_kuri

I said 'God it hurts'
And God said 'I Know'
I said 'God I cry alot'
And God said 'That's why I gave you tears'
I said 'God I get so depressed'
And God said 'That why I gave you sunshine'
I said god I feel Alone'
And god said 'That's why I gave you loved ones'
I said 'god my loved one is dead'
And God said'I watched mine nailed to the cross'
I said God 'Where are they? '
And God said 'Mine is on my right and yours is in the light.
I said 'God it hurts'
And God said 'I know'

xoxo

Take it easy guys if you happen to be suffering from the affects of this new phenomenon called internet. Any body can be affected by this medium. We learn from each other. We all belong to this big family and cares about each others emotions. Don't be too serious. God bless!

When I logged in last night I noticed this thread but was too late to express my views .... the whole reason of KAL leaving is shocking!!!!...Many people already gave a lot of advices ..like internet is virtual world and u get attached to the virtual world but then u go back to real world and realise that one needs to destress oneself from everyday hectic life ..so this virtual world is a tool to escape that life and discuss about something common ...in this case music... and have some fun with ur virtual family ......

Originally posted by: flamin_hot_kuri

Hey guyz!

First of all let me assure everyone i am perfectly okay, im not going to commit suicide or go into a depression mode..because that's the last thing anu would want to know..i have never seen anu but i know he is one hell of a guy, someone i wish i knew. Anu left for good, he let himself become to attached me and in a way it was my fault..i started it off as fun, but ended up being serious..King MaUrya i understand your point of view that online dating, filting can be dangerous etc..but maurya anu left before anything could happen..i mean i continously proposed to him ad all that time he respected me and never crossed his limits by doing it back or asking for my number etc...i recognize people very well.


Summer: your right i am emotional..very infact, i cry alot over silly things..but this is the first time i cried for someone i never knew personally..anu.


I wish i never came to this forum, things were perfectly okay but an insane girl like me comes along and hurts soo many along with herself. I don't think ill ever forgive myself for what i did to anu..he is too good a person and that's his biggest weakness. He is intelligent he escaped cos his love for me was too hot to handle hahah. he is emotional he would get over me though...time is the best medicine. it would not cure us completely but it would fade slowly...memories would remain forever...nothing lasts forever baby.


I dont want anu to come back, im not going to email him cos the more i stay in touch the more it would hurt me.. i know anu is reading this and he would want the same.

Anyways my account is not closed..i tried spamming this forum but the mods dont seem to care..its not closed but is dead..i don't think i would want to discuss music on this forum..cos anu's memories would continously hurt me


we had good times together we had bad times together..anu i would miss you terribly..there is like a hole in my heart now which i dont think would ever be filled..i feel empty. I really wish i could turn the clock back and never open the proposoal thread.


King Anu And Flamin Hot Kuri - sure we are a rare combination..anu your Englsih Kuri would be perfectly fine..she would always remember you but she would smile and move on in life..she would remember you for the good time....anu if your account is still open can you pm me just once so i know you have read all this.


Saregamapa love.......KIng Anu Lives And Flamin HOt Kur..both fighters both would survive.


Thanks


xoxo

Originally posted by: bruno4

When I logged in last night I noticed this thread but was too late to express my views .... the whole reason of KAL leaving is shocking!!!!...Many people already gave a lot of advices ..like internet is virtual world and u get attached to the virtual world but then u go back to real world and realise that one needs to destress oneself from everyday hectic life ..so this virtual world is a tool to escape that life and discuss about something common ...in this case music... and have some fun with ur virtual family ......

But here is my little request to the mods ...please be active ....or if u r not active suggest somebody's name who can take care of this forum.....I have been in IF for quite sometime ..for 1st one and a half years I was veryyy active in another section....I have seen lot of off topics .... somebody opening a thread claiming his love for a girl in IF for funsake and other people joining in ...but what never happened was the thread to continue past 2,3 pages ....If the thread opens at night ...or day time ..mods will come and close the irrelevant topics .....mods were so active that even in a topic if some people start spamming and chatting too much ...mods will give warning .....but for past 3,4 months such things were missing ..I am not saying mods shouldn't have a life ....but when Anuradha, Bhaskar and all were here I can guarantee u that proposal thread wouldn't have gone past 2 pages ......and if such threads wouldn't have been allowed then these heartaches could have been avoided ....IMO

Just like we need good politicians to run the country ..we need good and dedicated mods to run a effective forum and keep it on check....I know some might say that we r mature , intelligent bunch and we know how to take care of ourselves ...but we know to run a forum of 3 and half lakhs members we need effective mods ....of course I am not that active these days so It wouldn't matter much to me ...but I think people who r active should request Vijay , sree whoever to keep some active mods here so that everybody can have fun while talking about music yet irrelevant topics get closed immediately ......

Last but not the least ...for which this topic has been created ....KA....I knew u r from Pakistan( although didn't know that now u r settled in USA) ...sp when u were in JJWS thread and used to defend Toshi...but I always admired the way u restrained urself in SRGMP section from commenting anything harsh against members sp after mumbai blasts.....so I know u have mental strenghth ...just take some time and come back with a bang....sort it out with FHK ...but take ur time ....I haven't interacted with u at all may be once or twice ..but I always noticed how people reacted to u and u made this forum alive ....so we will miss u .....But ultimately it's ur decision ...May God bless u and may u achieve success in whatever u do.....😃

i can't find that topic ...but u replied to my post saying that after every sunrise there is sunset too...but I believe what my dad always tells me ....look at the bottle always as half full ....so being positive is my middle name 😊 ....and I always believe if something is not meant to be then It's not meant to be in the 1st place.....and in time of need ..do what I do...talk to ur parents or ur siblings ..or ur best friends ....they will always tell u truthfully what u need to hear with love and care......

Kabhi Alvida na kahna .....

Koeli...

Originally posted by: flamin_hot_kuri

I said 'God it hurts'
And God said 'I Know'
I said 'God I cry alot'
And God said 'That's why I gave you tears'
I said 'God I get so depressed'
And God said 'That why I gave you sunshine'
I said god I feel Alone'
And god said 'That's why I gave you loved ones'
I said 'god my loved one is dead'
And God said'I watched mine nailed to the cross'
I said God 'Where are they? '
And God said 'Mine is on my right and yours is in the light.
I said 'God it hurts'
And God said 'I know'
xoxo