Hello IF Friends,
Yes his highness is speaking from the grave! LOL! Yes I decided to close my account. My email address is kinganulives@gmail.com
I will not be waiting for any emails however maybe after few months any of you can check in see how this royal is doing.
I would like to therefore make few things clear
Anu:
I know you all have made fun of this name but when I choose this name I didn't knew it was a girl's name. See I am a big fan of Anu Malik (yes you heard it right) and his style of judging. It was back during Indian Idol II that I first visited this forum as King Anu. The name captures the judging style of Anu Malik who thinks he is a king. Baat say baat nikli aur phir afsana ban gaya
Kingdom:
Everyone is a king in their own right and in their own world. Same is true for me. I am my kingdom, RIB is my intelligence, Royal dept of cultural affairs is my heart, and defense is my hands. I will not go further LOL. Point is that it was all for good fun and initially it was not for this purpose that I called my name King Anu. It was to come here as Anu Malik.
So who am I?
Most people are shy, play safe and hide their personal information. Rarely do you come across people like FHK. I took the route of commoner and did not give any personal information. However I will tell you that I am from Pakistan and currently I am in US. My family migrated from India so we have extended family there. I know this must have come us a shock but I never claimed that I was Indian so there was never a disguise involved. Health Research is my occupation.. I am not teenager neither I am 40 year old doing this. I am somewhere in between. I am not married.
Why against some Pakistanis
You must now be thinking about why I then went after Sara, amanat and madame noor jahan. Well Sara came across as a mean person especially when she lied about threats to her from Pakistanis and how people are not appreciating her. That was a false and a lie. Urban Pakistan (like Karachi and Lahore etc) are highly educated, secular, balanced people. She lied for her personal benefit. Amanat has a folk singer type voice so he cannot be like kishore kumar or rafi. I also went after amanat to tease some of my friends here. I apologize for the Noor Jahan fiasco as it was just to make JOJO angry (don't remember what he did).Bottom line is that I don't see nationality or religion when I am in favor or dislike someone.
India Pakistan Issue:
I am a proud of my country great country Pakistan and will remain so forever. I am also honored that I have roots in a great country like India. Here in US, we are friends with each other and live in peace. We fit in well. I have friends from all communities but you instantly click with Indians. I am not a character where I will be friends with Indians personally and then post anti India messages on forums. This is hypocrisy and lack of character. It's not what I learned from my parents.
Person I admire
That was one of the questions in MOTW topic. Obviously I admire the Prophet (PBUH) and I am no one to say anything about him. I admire my parents and family. Finally, I admire Mahatma Gandhi. Yep he looks like a weak humble sort of a person. However what he did not many have done.. What he was, how he changed himself and changed others. I admire him for his personal courage and will power. Will not go into political issues.
So why didn't I listen to my friends and what are the real reasons?
- I told Kuri and Ajnabee these details so they know these facts about me. I just don't feel the same now. The fun is gone. King Anu is dead
- I have never seen you guys in person however I still loved you all. I fell in love with a certain kuri here. I never saw her, I don't know how she looks, however I was just attracted to her story which in many ways similar to mine and her personality which I wanted to be (open and carefree). I know it was her probably having fun. I am not nave either nor am I desperate for love. Through out my life girls have went after me not me. So it was not like a rejected person waiting for attention LOL. It had more to do with her nature, personality, story etc
Now when it was getting too far It came to my mind okay what I am doing here. what will I achieve. who is she. why get too much involved with her when you know eventually nothing will happen. It was here that gave me the thought that for the first time I am dealt with a scenario where I loose both ways. If I took it further or stopped it ..I would have lost. Best thing was to leave
Friends:
I will not name any but my special friends know whom I am talking to. This Anu of yours (not a royal) is apologizing to you for not listening to you but I just can't stay here any longer. This is haunting me. Now that I am not a king I no longer want to remain here. People know too much about me and it will not be fun anymore. I think it's the end of King Anu Forever. Best wishes, prayers to you all
Ajnabee:
You are the best. I messaged you and have already told you about this. I wish you get what you deserve and it's the best. I have rarely come across as sensible and intelligent person as you are and that too at that young age. Believe me when I say I have been in company of some intelligent minds. You are slap on the face of all those idiots who consider woman as below man. Now don't get too excited dear and remain level headed and remain humble (I know you will). May God bless you with all the happiness and good future and may you make us proud. My deepest good wishes to you. You are one special person. Take care of yourself!
To Kuri:
With very sad heart (because I know I am no longer there..oh I am crying) I would like to tell Kuri one thing.
There was never any doubt in my mind from Day 1. I liked your attitude towards life as it is hopeful. I liked your courage and how you faced your problems. I can relate to your problems however unfortunately I can never get your attitude. You taught me a lot dear. Some people will think that its love but I have never seen you, I don't know how you look like so it's nothing physical in nature. Love is a very small word dear. It's your personality and nature that impressed me. May God bless you and give you all the happiness and a King that is real worthy of a person like you. I doubt there will be any King worthy of you!
Yep I will find my queen but I am sure I will never find another Kuri.
End:
Well thanks for your patience. I did say to you all that I will let you know a bit more about myself and once I do that I will leave because things will never be the same again. I guess you will no longer be reading His highness any more. My prayers to all of you. This time his highness wants to take a big break. So dear best of luck. I have written research papers but I never knew I would have to write a thing like that however it's all worth it. I would like you to remember me with these three songs and some poetry.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RPXay_v53vo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CIA4CE9dZdA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AcKhEXJfMIA
Faqiraana aae sadaa kar chale,
Miyaan khush raho ham dua kar chale.
Jo tujh bin na jeene ko kahte the ham,
So is ahd ko ab wafa kar chale.
(Yep I did it again)
Ghum Hai Kisikey Pyaar Meiin
