Soup 👏 another brilliant post.
Birds soar up not knowing there's a possibility of a hunter laying eyes on them. They soar up because that's what they're meant to do. Fly high. If they fear to fly because there's a possibility of being killed they'll live in a cage living a life of fear!
Anami has been brought up by the Pathaks: they've taught her and given her the freedom to live her life on her terms.
Anami is moving forward, she's taken the decision to stay. Many times she herself don't know why she's staying here.
What is she seeking for? Is it going to achieve what vatsalya wanted? Will she ever figure out her mother who she's sworn to hate? Will she figure out her father who hasn't spared her a glance ever since that moment on the staircase when he said' a father wasn't aware of his daughter'?
Then her equation with her half brother, she feels his pain but there are two people voicing out warnings against him, what can she do? She's been taught to fight for what's right, to believe in people.
She can't ignore the lonely boy in the house, she can't just ignore the treatment given to him. How can one walk away from injustice? Wasn't her own pandith a perfect example of how they stood up for the abandoned girl child, how they gave her identity and a reason to live. They've given her freedom to soar high, live her life as her heart leads her to. Not to fear the thoughts running through her mind but to follow her wishes.
Anami isn't vatsalya nor is she Satrupa!! Sudha thinks she can manipulate Anami because she's Satrupa's and Baldev's child. What she forgets is though by blood she's Baldev's and Satrupa's by parvarish the Pathak's blood runs in her!!
Anami can't do what vatsalya did, plus she's not vatsalya vatsalya tried to keep the imperfect family together, without stepping on anyone's toes no ruffling of feathers. He was friendly to Narottam but within the boundaries of Lal mahal rules.
Anami on the other hand has set out on this new journey, unlike the Lal mahal members who's sight is on the money her only intention is to Wake up the slumbering Lal mahal, give a wake up call to the members , she wants the Mahal to embrace the new waves of changes. Let go of age old traditions that's only stifling and restricting love and life to thrive.
She wants a wholesome family, not broken fades pieces to stick together. She's fearless yes she's naive that's how her life was prior to entering the Mahal.
She'll keep that naive sweet side of Banares in her while learning to be intelligent and pick her battles wisely. She'll love but she will Also learn to let love be her strength not her weakness.
Life is not always black and white it can be grey to and Anami is on that journey of learning, she'll soar high yes a shot here and there, wounds heal scars remain. But scars are a sign of battles won, mountains
Conquered.
Sudha: as much as her character is dark and dangerous I feel for her too. Something has made her this damaged. Whether it was her own mistakes or is it the doings of Baldev and Vikram only the upcoming story will tell. Her revenge and bitterness is so deep she can't see her son's pain. She's blind to her child's thirst for love. As much as it's her choice to be a bad mother I can't condemn her because she became a victim to her circumstances. Some people are weak and they take the easy route of bitterness and hate to move past the unfairness of life not realising that bitterness and hate only results in self destruction.
In all this there's only one person suffering, Narottam the child who's suffering just because of his blood relations. Unlike Anami who had the Pathaks with her to guide her and surround her with love Narottam has been deprived of love from both his parents and the family that's supposed to be His!
His mother has hammered into his head Hate is the only reason to live, he's following that but all hope is not lost. Love is powerful, it can break down the hardest of hearts. The love starved heart of his soaked up the love Anami showered upon him. His brotherly concerns woke up when Adhiraj was acting funny with Anami.
As of now he's Anami's enemy, he's still in the clutches of emotional blackmailing and his mother's twisted explanation of getting justice. Anami never wants the waaris title all she wants is the rightful person to take over the position.
Narottam's battle will not be against Anami but his own self, his conflict will be between Sudha's Narottam and Narottam the brother of Anami.
Adhiraj is back finally, hopefully officer Sahab is back on track😆
Edited by Dreamer-89 - 7 years ago