~*Live A Lifetime In Every Heartbeat*~ - Page 5

for maddy...since u requested dis....

Happy ashi-yuvi season guys
this is the first time ever, i'm celebrating this spl month....feeling very happy abt that
it's like jus yesterday that i have started watching remix n living along with.... maan kartha hai, phir se 1st episode se start karun.... all the credit to ashi n yuvi n also to each n every person related to them
if i'm asked to say abt AY, i dont know where to start n where to end..... this happens to me frm the first time i tried to say something abt them
the thing is everything in them is inter -related n all the base comes frm their fights n the three magical words "follow your heart"
their journey starts there n ends there via the same path.... actually there is no end to this bcoz AY are not jus two characters , there are the creators of the path, which we follow.... they made us believe in us....without which everything in life is jus a waste...this wont end with us, we will spread few more ppl which makes AY n their path immortal n eternal


i have a lots to say but had to cut it short n summarize it up in this way.....n guess what may b by the end of AY month, our first slots will b done recruiting some of us


once again happy AY month....lets live evry second of it, as it's very precious...... like the title says "live a lifetime in every heart beat"
undoubtedly, i have become a fan of this quote

i saw it but am at total total loss of words 😍😍😍

i swear just want to sit and droool..😍....but one thing i have realized yuvi is far far far away from discovering love...u know...i feel ab tak via her in her presence or just by feeling her around,,,alll he had been doing is discovering HIS OWN SELF.....the person he really was...the person he could be...the person he WANTED to be...his dreams his desieres the path he wanted to choose and follow right till the very end and even beyond it...everything everything was downing on him just by merely feeling her around watching her be herself...and he was so lost in discovering himself...he was so happpy to find himself...it was as if he was meeting his own self pahli baar....and is first meeting with his own self ki excitement main he forgot to see HER....and he so is not to be blamed...just imagine ki her roz u wake up and find something new about your own self...feel a new possibility within yourself?....anyine would be mesmerized yaar...he was busy falling in love with his own self..with the person he felt he was when she or her mere thought was around....and thats why he missed seeing the person SHE was...somewhere he knew...YES he did..coz he did feel this ki when he is around her he feels as if ANYTHING ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE....he knows that she is the force which is revealing his own secrets to him...HE KNOWS IT....but apart from this magical inspiration force which fills him with miracles...apart form that he hasn't yet discovered her...that force that believer that dreamer is just one aspect of her...he is totally unaware of that part of her which LOVES HIM and which is FREAKING PROUD OF HIM....and its now when they were dating when he saw that side of her...and thats why its only NOW...specially in this moment...its only here..when he is truly truly discovering the pesonn she is..coz heck jaise blah says love and dreams are SOULMATES....one incomplete without the other...he did discover the dream part of ashi...but its NOW when he is discovering the love that lives in her very soul...u know?...and thats hoow its ONLY now when he is finallly discovering her whole complete self....and thats why he is just falling in love with every passing second...he was already in love with a part of ehr but its now when he is falling in love with HER...the whole of HER REAL SELF....lekin fir bhi he is far away from discovering LOVE...kyunki abhi he has discovered HER and the fact that SHE LOVES HIM....and thats becoming his guiding force and you know brining him closer to his actual feelings which r so deep ki even he doesn't know what they are....he is so amazed mesmerzied ki she loves him that too just the way he is and not just love she is even frekaing proud of him yaar....abhi he is discovering ki WOOOW she is not just a miracle coz he knew she is a miracle LONG LONG BACK coz he himself felt miraculous with her but abhi he is discoveirng ki she is not just a mriacle but a BLESSING too....he is feeling damn dman blessed to be loved this selflessly by someone LIKE HER...u know...and abhi he is falling in love with her he already is in love with her but the journey of love ka dsicovery is still not complete...and it will findits MAKTUB only and only in three Promises wala moment...thats when he would discover LOVE....LOVE...abhi he has discovered i SHE LOVES HIM and he loves loves the thought the idea feels blessed and a bit more sacreder for within and knowing this he is falling in love with her giving her that one place in his life which now cant belong to anyone else but her...lekin its only in three promises he would realize ki HE LOVES HER....HE...YUVRAJ DEV...LOVES ANVESHA BANERGI RAY...AND ITS THE TRUTH OF HIS LIFE SOMETHING WITH WHICH HE HAD ALWAYS LVIED SOMETHING WITH WHIH HE WILL ALWAYS LIVE....THE TRUTH....and apart form this one truth nothing else matters...not even the fact that she loves him or not...IT DOESNT MATTER....JUST DOESNT.....THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS IS HE LOVES HER...THATS IT.....u know?

but one thing i have realized yuvi is far far far away from discovering love...u know...i feel ab tak via her in her presence or just by feeling her around,,,alll he had been doing is discovering HIS OWN SELF.....the person he really was...the person he could be...the person he WANTED to be-

Originally posted by: luv_wacko

for maddy...since u requested dis....

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7qjGXKOE5BE[/YOUTUBE]....

OMG !!! watching this after sooo long..n I dunno what I m feeling .. I actually hav tears in my eyes jus now .. it seems as tho ashi is saying all those things to me yet again .. like she'd said them to me 5 yrs back ..

"main nahin chahti..ki tum kisi mask pe piche chupo..aisa karne se..tumhari buraiyaan chupenge..lekin tumhari achaiyan bhi nazar nahin aayegi.." because no matter how much v try to hide our faults..in doing so we not jus hide them..but v dont even let ppl meet the person that v are..to let them understand what v are..n who v are .. because v live contsantly in a denial of meeting our own selves too because of tht mask .. so what if v are ashamed of certain things abt us..thats still US .. n if u dont love ur own self..how can u expect others to love it??

"perfect hona zaroori nahin hain..lekin real hona..bahut imp hain .."

"aur agar tumhe real yuvi pasand nahin aaya toh?"

"kabhi kabhi mujhe real anvesha bhi achi nahin lagti .. but thats ok! like I said, perfect hona zaroori nahin hain..lekin real hona..bahut imp hain .. "

god..I dunno how many times in my freaking anziety n grief hav I mentioned all these lines to myself..n they have almost shown me the path to follow..they hav told me the direction tht I shud take whenever I was confused..they hav pulled me out of my grief..n make me see the world in a new light too .. they hav taught me NEVER to judge a person..because each person may hav several perspectives..n tht no matter how negative a person is..it is still HIM.. a human ... they have taught me to look at things not jus from my POV..but also from the other person's POV..to see if it makes sense to THEM .. even if it doesnt make sense to us..they almost rule my everyday life..these two lines ..

I wish I cud say more..but right now .. I jus wanna watch the scene again .. thanks a LOT for giving me this debo 🤗

n ofcourse to nitzie..cuz of whom m using this avi..n tht has those last three lines of this scene .. which are my mantra in life .. thanks soooooooo much nitzie .. love u !! 🤗

wooooooooow mado.....i love youuuuuuuu🤗🤗🤗

havent read it yet but just seeing u here made me go all swish swaaaaaaaaash🤗🤗🤗

sab aao na yahaan lets rock this place...and mado kavs u guys post the next moment...mado talk abt the theme of the month toooooooo.....wana hear it from your heart what u feel

well..abt the theme of the month .. I dunno smrits.. SOULMATES is something undescribable for me .. I'd tried to decribe it in the FYH ATLS too..but in vain .. I mean, I knew I did blabber out something..but I dunno how much of sense I made then..so I really need to put my thoughts together to say something abt the theme..

n abt the moment ..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vfsmB0bd1Fo

my most fav moment of season two I suppose .. 😍

oh madooooooooooooooo u so predictable....i should have KNOWN i should haveeeeeeeeeeeee......at times predictability cna be boring u know mado...but i loveeeee it in u...coz i feel some what i too am dman predictable...there r certain things ine ach one of us which just cant change never ever....i guess all this is part of all that...perhaps the thing which makes our CORE

ps.....wana go loony and talk and blabber....kahaan mile?...cc??

Originally posted by: mads

OMG !!! watching this after sooo long..n I dunno what I m feeling .. I actually hav tears in my eyes jus now .. it seems as tho ashi is saying all those things to me yet again .. like she'd said them to me 5 yrs back ..

"main nahin chahti..ki tum kisi mask pe piche chupo..aisa karne se..tumhari buraiyaan chupenge..lekin tumhari achaiyan bhi nazar nahin aayegi.." because no matter how much v try to hide our faults..in doing so we not jus hide them..but v dont even let ppl meet the person that v are..to let them understand what v are..n who v are .. because v live contsantly in a denial of meeting our own selves too because of tht mask .. so what if v are ashamed of certain things abt us..thats still US .. n if u dont love ur own self..how can u expect others to love it??

"perfect hona zaroori nahin hain..lekin real hona..bahut imp hain .."

"aur agar tumhe real yuvi pasand nahin aaya toh?"

"kabhi kabhi mujhe real anvesha bhi achi nahin lagti .. but thats ok! like I said, perfect hona zaroori nahin hain..lekin real hona..bahut imp hain .. "

god..I dunno how many times in my freaking anziety n grief hav I mentioned all these lines to myself..n they have almost shown me the path to follow..they hav told me the direction tht I shud take whenever I was confused..they hav pulled me out of my grief..n make me see the world in a new light too .. they hav taught me NEVER to judge a person..because each person may hav several perspectives..n tht no matter how negative a person is..it is still HIM.. a human ... they have taught me to look at things not jus from my POV..but also from the other person's POV..to see if it makes sense to THEM .. even if it doesnt make sense to us..they almost rule my everyday life..these two lines ..

I wish I cud say more..but right now .. I jus wanna watch the scene again .. thanks a LOT for giving me this debo 🤗

n ofcourse to nitzie..cuz of whom m using this avi..n tht has those last three lines of this scene .. which are my mantra in life .. thanks soooooooo much nitzie .. love u !! 🤗

awwwwww madoooooooooooooooooooo🤗🤗🤗

gosh yaar it feles like u flowingggggggggggggggggggggg u sounding so damned moved and touched and emotional and i dunno what can just fele you flowinggggggggg...🤗🤗....and this happens ALWAYS ALWAYS,,,WITHOUT FAIL...whenever u talk abt this moment its like u not tlaking AY but YOU you go so i dunno what u know as if everytime you meet your own self in this moment and everytime u discover a new layer a new depth to your own self its as if u meeting yourself all over again falling in loe with yourself all over again....and this is the same damned thing every single freaking time u talk abt htis moment...nothing change....the only thing that changes is the intensity....u end up loving it living it with much more intensity every single time...🤗🤗🤗

Can so so imagine your halat while writing this post mado coz dunno these arent appearing as mere words each letter here is making me feel you your emotions🤗

and aww mads.....this scene taught u to see things form other's pov?....woooooow....thats something which i SERIOUSLY lack mado SSERIOUSLY i just cant CANT see things form anyone else ka pov...at least not instantly....first instance main toh i just have to react with whatever that comes to my heart i dont even care if am doing right wrong hurting anyone blah blah i just cant see anything in that first instance...maybe thodi der baad...and my thodi der means bohut bohut der....maybe then i might see things form others pov...but that too doesnt comes on my own mado...i seriously cant see others pov specially when people whom am closest too people who DEFINE ME when they r involved...i cant see their pov....i wld just sit mooh phoola ke and expect them to see m pov and THATS IT.....i know its a damn big flaw in me but i guess am just thankful blessed rather ki people who love me love me just the way i am...☺️...i dunno now oth i hav even stopped trying yaar...coz i know this is something inherent in me....part of my imperfections...lekin love makes these imperfections turn into a blessingg....

and to bold...omg reading that mado i realized ki ashi here said something which priya herself believes in STUANCHLY...whenever i interacted with priya na she has always jsut said one thing to me...BE YOURSELF...BE YOURSELF....and u know naps recently uploaded raj and priya ka 2006 IF interviews...usmain bhi priya said EXACTLY this same thing for ALL OF US...this as how she signed off..."the hardest thing in life is trying to be someone who you just aren't..so just BE YOURSELF"

OMG thats exactly what this sceneis about///i dunno if priya was always this ways...or ashi brought her closer to her own self gave her courage to just be HER..FEARLESSLY...BINA KISI KI WORY KIYE BINA YEH SOCHE LOG KYA BOLENGE BLAH BLAH.....i dunno...i feel priya hamesha ise believed in this but living ashi reaffirmed her faith her belief in just being HER...ashi made her loveTHe Priya Wal that she is....OMG....i love them bothhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....i just fele so i dunno when i see ahsi ka efleciton in priya....i dunno..i always feel ki Ashi isn't a CHARACTER...she is belief she is faith she is hope she is love she is life...and to live her dya in day out priya just had to believe in HR...it wasn't just wasn' possible to ENACT Ashi...she is someone who is just meant to touch peopel's lives and souls...she is God's instrument...u just can't NACT her...u have to LIVE her....and priya lived her...🤗🤗

duh uh ppl....marr gaye ho kya sab...dont stop d AY month....