Ashi Yuvi Mix: Salvame (from Yuvi's POV)

Hey there again...yaa planned to make no mix till next weekend...but argggg...I just couldn't help...especially after learning the actually meaning of Salvame lyrics which, btw, is different from its english version, Save Me.

Love both the songs...but man...save me can't be compared with salvame now that I know its true depth and meaning!! Beautiful song salvame is!! And also nats' mix from Ashi's pov inspired me...although I dunno how this mix turned out...frankly, this is one of the hardest mix i made...took me ages to make it...with movie maker and computer hanging every second...and the mix not getting uploaded!!

Neways yaa I dunno how it turned out...sometimes I love it...sometimes i feel its okie-ish and sometimes i go...oh god!! this is not fitting in...but loons blackmailed me to make and post it this week only (otherwise i would have waited for next weekend to make sure i am satisfied with it)...so here it is w/o any double thoughts...my salvame mix from yuvi's pov:

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uDklhLDRgR8[/YOUTUBE]

Love,
Naps

am i not the best best blackmailer in d whole wide wooooooorld??☺️

and naps...relax..am sure dis one would rock I KNOW IT MAN I SO KNOW IT..its SALVAME after all it HAS TO ROCK...NNO MATTER WHAT..nothing can look a misfit on this one song..its d song of d soullllllll...thats wat i was telling u kal ki be confident abt it coz i amc onfident widout even seeing it..i know it wld flow like a riverrrrrr...see naps somehtings r sos pecial so sacred so soulful na ki even if its flawed or imperfect the basic sacredness wld obliterate that imperfection...same is d case wid salvame..its just so damned sacred ki it wld fade all d flaws or imperfections into nothigness..and plus am confident..this is YOUR vision of salvame...it has to be nothing but PURE..atleast for me..i know u cant go wrong wid dis one naps i jusy know it🤗

hav been waiting for dis since forever..and now whne its finally here..can't belive i can't see it instantly...grrr..wat a test of patience man

SHIT nitzie .. WHAT hav u done !!! jus what hav u done !!!

I hav lost words of HOW beautiful this mix iss !!!

and tht line "little by little..the heart starts losing its faith..its voice.." and the scene u chose wit it..yuvi resting his head donw on his synth .. OMGG, I soo soo felt for him..I cried soo much at tht one ... that line is soo amazingg...

but what I felt DEFINED this mix for me was ...

"I am made the way u want..."

OMGG...this one line jus cant stop brining tears in my eyes everytime I hear it..her love made HIM .. carved the person tht he is ..

and then he goes on "save me from losing you..save me from this loneliness"

ad he is not talking abt losing HER...he is talking abt losing HIMSELF..he is not himself anymore that she is gone..that is the reason for his anxiety..wit her gone from his life..he has lost a part of himsdelf that is never gonna come back coz she isnt gonna come back to him .. and thats why he is lonely..in despair .. coz he hasnt lost her..he has lost HIMSELF ..

and at the end when ashi goes like aditya is stronger than yuvi..OMG, his expressions..its as if all of a sudden his entire motive had been lost..he didnt even wanna fight the world anymore, he didnt even wanna fght himself anymore..coz the only person tht cared for this abt him doesn believ in him anymore .. shit, its soo heart wrenching ..

and hence @ "dont ever let me fall down" .. he ultimately does fall down..and that is symbolic not jus wrt thw fight...but wit his battle in life..of standing agaonst his father .. of standing up for what he creams..he believes.. its as if, all is lost .. forever..

BEAUTIFUL .. BEAUTIFUL .. BEAUTIFUL !!!

OMG

Naps...i have no words..i swear i don't...and i mean it!

I really dunno how to describe what i felt what am feelinggggg...shit

i just dunno naps..i just dunno

i swear naps i really dunno wat to say...m constantly watching d mix and every time i come here to say something but i just can't...

right now i just feel like hugging few people so damned freaking hard..

one Anahiiiiiiiiiiiii..for just singing this song in her voice..its her voice which makes d song so mystical..

two..Nuttyyyyyyyy for bringing salvame in my life..not just salvameeeeeeeeeeeee she as d one who brought Mia Miguellllllll Annie Ponchooooooooo too in my life...

and d other two mere ashi yuviiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...shit shit shit now i am just atkofied at d question u were stuck at in d morning...naps how?..how can someone not love or like or feel AY?..They r so freakinggggggggg beautifulllllllllllllllllllll...SHIT SHIT SHIT I LOVEEEEEEEEEE THEM NAPS I LOVE THEM..

and last but definitely far away from being called the least i wana hug U endlessly...u know why why am i dis crazy abt your mixes?..why i crave and yearn for them soooooooooo freaking much?..why getting a nappy mix is no less than getting a dream a treasure?..coz napsssssssssssssssssssss u have d power ot make me fall in love wid ashi yuviiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii all over again just by d way u portray them in your mixes...your every new mix is is is like a quest a divine journey which reveals much much more abt AY abt their hidden beauty..its like your every new mix lifts a part of d sacred mist that surrounds them and brings to light a new never felt before side of AY ..it really really really makes me fall in insane wala loove wid dem all over againnnnnnnnn

i love you naps...just viewing and feeling ay from your reflection is a special indescribable feeling naps...

omg nitz this vidmix is completely mind blowinggggg..⭐️
love this mix..🤗🤗🤗

okie..even after seeing god knows how many times..am still not sane enough to make a sensible reply..but guess u r too used to my insanity..☺️..cho its okie..

the mix is just talking to me naps..it seriously is every time am watching it am feeling its touching a new depth within me striking a new cord wid my soul..i dunno..and its filling me wid dis fierce fierce wish ki kash kahs meri life main ek Yuviiiiiiiiii ho...shit man...i don't think i can settle for anything other than an ayish kinda love story for myself...coz they truly truly truly DEFINE love for me..i mean like u said in d morning before ashi yuvi...love was just another word..we knew it but we never felt it..but wid AY shit with ay and via ay love ka miracle touched us...i mean wid dem i really felt what it is like to be in looooove wat love and loving is all abt..its coz of them i believe in love so so much in love and in its mystic powers which can seriously make u do ANY IMPOSSIBLE THING...its coz of dem i never loose faith and belief in love and its purity..ager love selfless aur true ho na it really can purify your soul justify your very existence...god naps i want my Yuviiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii Can;t settle for anything less than a Tumse Hi kinda love..but gee u really need to be heck pure from your soul to deserve to be loved by someone as pure as Yuvi..jaiseky ki yuvi ki ashi haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...bhaggu jante the ki unki yeh hellllllllllll special wlai angellllll kitny kitny pyaari hai aur kitna pyaar kitni khushi her jagah spread karti hai aur woh yeh bhi jante the ki na usse khud ko pyaar ki kitny need hai..isliye he made her psycho..jo sirf sirf uska tha..uski life ka sirf ek matlab tha..Ashi...shit he lived her he dreamt her he hoped her he breathed herrrrrrrrrrr....everything abt him started wid HER and came back to just HER...

shit i just loooooooooooooooooove d way he lovessssssssss her..OMG...naps...do u relaize during d whole yamini and post yamini phase we were just saying these same words for Ashi ki omg just looooooooove d way she loves himmmmm...and now we r repeating the exact EXACT same words for him...OMG..THIS EXACTLY THIS IS THEIR BEAUTY THEIR FREAKING SOUL

pahle when he couldn't love her back..she didn't question didn't crib didn't hate didn't go bitter but at d same time didn't stop hoping and lovinggggggggggggg didn't stop weaving this one beautiful dream she wanted from divinity...and now when she won't be abletogo backto loving him..he wld let her go without any hard feelings without any conditions but wid a promise to always be there by her side...NO MATTER WHAT..shit...shit...shit...they r so freaking beautiful they r so freakinggggggggggggggg beautiful naps..just thinking abt the selfless way they love each other makes me cry out wid i dunno wat..can't describe d feeling..its awe i guess sheer awe to be just sitting there and witnessing something so pure so close to heaven...and it really really fillsme wid a burning desire to go satch my Yuvi from d universe..koi toh hoga kahin toh..but u know wats d funy thing naps..no matter how much we say ki ay r so realistic yup their individual chars is definitely very realistic specially d initial yuvi..coz d world is full of imperfections like him...but u hardly can ever fid someone as pure and as sefless as Ashi...u hardly can ever find d yuvi he became after being touched by her...its not easy to dedicate every single freaking moment of your whole damned life to someone who might not even love u back..and its definitely very rare to find an AYish love story in real life coz very few insane people have the purity d passion d strength d courage to love this selflessly...for most of d people love is materialistic u need to be together to feel it to complete it very few can feel love even from a distance very very few cna go on loving without being loved back in return..very few can feel complete just by d fact that they love...coz very very few can be "na hai yeh pana na khona hi hai tera na ho na jane kyun hona hi hai"..and our ay r amongst those rarities

I adoooooooooored the start u know..just adored it...its soooooo Nuttyish,,☺️..i mean its feeling as if u started off from the point where Nats ka mix ended..she painted half d picture..and u completed the paiinting..and tum dono ke through meri divine picture complete ho gayi...☺️☺️

god i looooooooooooove u both so so sooooooooooo damned much for giving me these two halves ji sheer coincidence se aise bane ki lag raha hai ek hi doosre ka reflection ho...🤗..God i love d word "coincidence" ☺️☺️..jab bhi yeh word aaye samjh lo its d universe conspiring for us☺️☺️

and naps..tell me real scene does yuvi remembers this perfect hona moment?..does he really remembers d extent to which she had trusted him..shit it was as good as BLIND TRUST...and for her this trust came first and coz of dis trust she could come to love him..just look at d way she says that line u know u can see passion and conviction shining in her eyes she said it so matter of factly as if she was stating some obvious damn obvious fact TRUTH,,,and u can feel ki for her love and trust go hand in hand..thats wat she said she loved him so there was no question of disbelieving him..and he..he is so stunned by all of dis by dis realization ki shit she loved him..she believed in him..in who he was..she had faith!

and the most beautiful thing abt this moment is when this realization sunk him ki ashi knows d truth shit just look at d dis realization hits him i mean u ca feel d whole freaking thing hitting him dheere dheere and when it finally downs on him ki what has he done to ashi he whispers "ashi' OMGGGGGG..and u know wats d beauty..d beauty is dis whisper was all about HER..he didn't think abt his pain his hurt or his fear of loosing her...he didn;t think abt his feelings AT ALL..all he thought and felt felt like hellllllll was Ashi ka pain ki what would ashi be going through at that moment..am i making sense u know wat i mean??..omg..BEAUTIFUL

love u lov eu love u love u loveeeeeeeeeeeee u loonyly for this one naps🤗

and loveeeeeeeee u heckloads for using my mooooooooosht worshiped AY moment on the first ever Salvame..The Alchy/King of Salem mommennnnnnnnt...shit shit shit...it was as if he was pleading pleading pleading pleading to heaven to not to let him loose the faith the confidence the hope she instigated within him...it was as if he was begging bhaggu to let him hold on to this one thing which she gave him..he has lost her he had come this this close to feeling love ka miracle and just when he realized this is it toh everything slipped out of his hand and somewhere he is still trying to look for it searching for it desperately...but he can survive this naps he can if only he can hold on to her to whatever she brought to him...he knew if he lost what she inculcated in him na toh there was no retreat for him toh nothing could save him from oblivion...the only only thing that can save him now is her own self he aught to hold on to her he aught to feel her in every single moment of his he aught to just love her and go on loving her and this love would become his salvame so what naps so what if she could never ever forgive him so what he has to derive strength from this fact that there was a time where she had loved him loved him from the core of her soul and that knowledge wld always make him feel special wld always tell him that hell he had something to be loved it wld always purify him naps..and that wld be his biggest strength..his biggest savior..

this is how i see these words save me from oblivion save me from loosing her...i feel as if he is singing this after ashi had finally said no...now after that moment na he had nothing else to loose still he is singing that coz u know what naps abhi toh he has lost her only physically abhi toh its she hwo has said no and walked out but that doesnt mean he has lost her naps coz she has said she cant love him she hasn't stopped him from loving her as long as he would love her na nothing not even she herself can snatch herself from him...this exactly this is his fight from here on...he is just praying to god ki come what may let me spend every moment of my life as a dedication to her let me live up to every single thing she believes in and let me give life to those beliefs..let me stand up formy dreams..coz she is d one who taught me to dream..and now i owe it to her so God let her be my inspiration my strength even though she has walke dout from my life but still never let me fel her absence give me d courage to love her so so so fiercely that i feel her presence in her absence

god its so beautifullllllll...and i love love d fact u chose this Alchy moment before any any other moment of theirs it shows that jitna dar Yuvi ko Ashi ko loose karne ka nahi hai use kai kai zada darr yuvi ko ashi ne jo uske ander ek passion jagaya hai use loose karne ka hai..coz as i said in the morning in ayls..ashi ek aisy insaan hai naps jiste tum loose ya win nahi kar sakte...u can just believe in her draw strength from her and feel her...and if yuvi had to feel ashi even after her going away then he had to had to hold on to this mad passionate hope she brought to life within him..only then he wld feel as if she is still with him...it was very difficult for him naps very very difficult he felt as if every minute his voice his faith is fading coz SHE was his voice his faith aur aaj woh hi nahi hai...toh how how oculd he feel strong..but he had to naps he had..he just had to go on..coz hell she was his voice and faith and just coz aaj woh uskke saath nahi hai doesn't mean he let all this die..coz if he allowed them to die na it wld then jab he wld really really loose her forever..he had to live and fight coz she as d one who taught him to fight to follow his heart he wldknow whenever he fights for his dreams or follows his heart fearlessly toh in reality he is MAKING HER LIVE MAKING HER WIN MAKING HIS LOVE FOR HER WIN..u know wat i mean?...i dunno..am just cho choproud of u for using htis alchy moment sabse pahle ee before the moments they were really close coz dis is a moment where she made him feel himself feel his dreams..shit..its so pureeeeeeeeeeee naps