AYLS- 8th is Ethereal...Page 117-Secret S - Page 93

Originally posted by: koolgal_anisha

heyy shellz noo dis is soo cute man n ts ur first attempt at ps its pretty good !! raj luks ☺️☺️☺️

thanku so so much🤗i noe raj loooooks 😳☺️

Originally posted by: luv_huda

yup they r getting mad at each other coz of their "dates"

the fights shown after these scene s r inconsequential😆its more like taking out their frustration at each other😳

Natalie.

YAY am sooo happy secret santa is back......I was just abt to talk abt it to smriti a couple of days ago but that girl gets dc so manyyyyyy times that it slipped outta my head......but am glad u guys started it this year too......its always gr8 to make or request gifts for someone n receive some lovely gifts too.......really excited abt this year n am surely in

wowwwww!!!!!!!!!! secrt santaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gr8!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hv fun guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Originally posted by: uvcraziestfan

thanks so much jenny :D:Dyeh i tried downloading trial of psp12 bt its damn confusing:p
last sig before i download psp9 yippeee

yeh i noe ;))that was wen i finnaly gt psp back thanks to u 🤗

DUNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!! THAT AY SIGGIE.... thatttttttttttttttttt AY siggieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... OMGGGGGGGG!! I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee itttttttttttttttt!!☺️☺️ It is just toooooooooo A-M-A-Z-I-N-G dungggggggg... shittttttttt... me usinggggggggggg itttttttt even if u dont want to shareeeeeeeee... i don't careeeeeeeeee... me usinggggggg ittttttt!! I love this piccccc and this moment between them☺️☺️ I dunno what i love the best about the siggieeeeeeee but I loveeeee that negative kinda pic effect u gave coz I just now realized it is negative effect... before that I thought its some design! 🤣 and it looked soo kool from that perspective!😆😳😳 and me lovessssss the "red" aspect of the siggie! ☺️☺️ I love the siggie dunggggggg...sooooooooo muchhhhhhh...am using it!☺️☺️☺️

Life is just sooo dammed bloody wiered yaar...it sends u unthought of blows and all u can do is take them all on your self...dunno what to say...i just got sacked..why what how i myselfcouldn't gather...but they did it coz of myvission problem they had decided to do it since the day they saw me and realized the fact that ii am visually impared but thepeople who had ocme to hire me in college werelike really happy widme and really really wantedme to stay they tried their best but thi ED..executive director..was hell prejudiced and he had mad eup his mind plus my firts boss the one hwo was an asshole he added fuel to fire so they had decide this in july only when all of ous first stint ended they didnt give me a new project but rtained me in the first project only coz a huge event was coming up in that department(the event iw as busy wid innovember) they made me do so much of work for that evetn so dammed much ki i even had o stay back in diwali for that bloody event and i did every possible work from database management to handlling the trianings to tellycalling to secondray research to actually going and meeting peoplearranging for creatives arranging the whole event organizing it managing it i did so dammed much for it and i was so confident that all of these people would be happy wid wat i did in my this part of the project and i had a review yesterdya morning only i was unaware that it wasn't a review it was actually a meeting to formally tell me tata bye bye i mean he didnt even aks me how the project went what i did in the event he was in no mood to hear i tried telling him so many times but no he wasn't listneing he was like your visison doesnt allows us ot be confident with u there has ot be someone acocmpanying u for the client visits and u cant be aleader lal u can do is maintainance work like going and aksing ur boss what work s to be done and hwen that is over u go and aks again what more work is done and blah....ad i wa just left shocked...what else ma i supposed ot do yaar?..obviously i would aks my boss only na whats the agenda of the day what else does everyone else do yaar?...and he was giving me example of othe Management Trainees who were hired with me form other B-Skls...and e waslike look at what thye r doing and bah..and i swear guys these people arn't doing nay great stuff i mena this training programme is designed in such a way ki all of us r rotated across departments for a whole year so that we gte a knowledge of the hwole company as such we arn't entittled to deliver much and even our mistakes r ignored coz this is stricktly a leanring period for us...u know u an't even imagine the hugness of the mistakes committed by others but all of them were ignored why coz they had perfectly normal eye sight and theylooked perfectly normalllll coz they were bloody perfect people..and i wasn'tmy smalled of mistakes was accounted to my vission...and well i just dunno what to say am feleing so bloody cheated and used they used me for the whole shitty work and the just sacked me by syaing i can't handle the pressure i can't fulfill the expectations....i dunno what to sya i was just so bloody shocked yesterday...i really thought i did a great job and trust m guys am so much better thna other trainees dey r rising by licking their boss's asses by demeaning other people's work which i can't do i can't be double faced boss ke samne kuch aur peeche kuch in a way i am happy ma out of this whol corporate mess its seirously not for me its way too malacious ufll of lies andmalaice and double standards and fakeness but i was really sad for my fmaly as we lost a lot of money in th sotck market crash and i was the one kid of supporitng my fmaily i was hell scared ki how o breka the news to them specially my dad who wld have definatly gone into depression had i not been working...i ws gladmy sisto was ther ein dlehi only i called her we both came down to home together and together broke the news ot my fmaily..by god's grace they took it calmly..i know hell tough times lay ahead of me coz its gonaa be hell tough to find a new job specially given the current market crisis and the scenarip where all companies r either firing or have stopped hiring but am not worried coz i have hell,awesome brands behind my name i have a SRCC which is temple of commernce not just in India but in the whole of Asia and i have MBA from the third best B Skl in the country next just to IIM A and IIM B but my poin is i would face this same problem everywhere i mean everyone wld be baised and prejudiced coz of my handicap...its so dammed unfair yaar...am not shattered coz working was never in my dreams...my dream was to be an MBA which i fullfilled and i have a lot of more dreams which i know i will fullfillanyhow...but i just dunno how to tackle my family ek toh dey r hell worried for my marriage nd uper se yeh...dunno guys just dunno whats in store..i just knowlife sometimes is hell crueland hell selfish and hell helll unfair...this is oneof the biggest unfairness hich came my way...a just left so damme shocked at the unfairnessof it all..but i haven't broken down i know i was good dammm goooood i know i have it in me to do somehting special and i know am bhaggu's special child thats y am facig all dis struggle as i said i wouldn't have htought twice beforekicking the job on my own if it was only about me but i had my family to woryr baout isliye i went through six months of sheer torture.... am gald in a way that itsall over am just reallyangry really really angry of the way they used me and just threw me oue like a used tissue....i hate the word PERFECTION.....AND HWAT I HATE MORE IS THE FACT THAT MOST OF THE PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD CA JUST SEE HERE THINK FEEL LISTNE OT JUST THIS ONE WORD...PERFECITON...sometimes its a shocking feeling which hits u at the hours of truth that there really is no place in this world for imperfect people...but then to carve soehting out of bloody nothing is the beauty of it all...and i know i will be bale to carve somehting for myself too...i dunno why i said all dis perhaps coz this is my home my family and u guys have been wid me through thick and thin and i couldn't keep this crucial hour of my life from u....i know there r few people at this forum who might end up reading this and would also laugh and glea and derive sadestic pleasures from all this..but u know what guys..i learnt one hting which i always belived in sixmonths back but these six months kind of rubbed that thing off me lekin now am back ot believing it full on...TO HELL WITH THE WORLD F******K THE WORLD OFFFFFFFAND NEVER EVER THINK TWICE BEFORE DOING WHAT YOUR HEART REALLY WANTS YOU TO DO....COZ AT THE END OF IT AL ITS H HEART ONLY THE HEART WHICH IS ALWAYS ALWAYS RIGHT ALWAYS CLOSEST TO YOUR DREAMSCLOSEST TO GOD...JUST BE YOURSELF GUYS JUST BE WHAT U BELIEVE IN AND DO WHAT U BELIVE IS RIGHT WHAT U WANT TO DO..CIRCUMSTANCES MIGHT COMPELL U TO CHANGE TO BE FAKE TO BE DUPLICIOUS BUT NEVER EVER DO THAT GUYS COZ U WLD NEVER BE HAPPY NEVER BE CONTENT FROM WITHIN...i might have lost this kick ass of a job but am peaceful reallpeaceful for the first time in six damemd months coz the fact ki iwon't have to go sit in the middle of such filthy malacious people wh only care baout money who just pay no heed ot emotionsis kind of making me msile a little bit...."TOUCH WOOD"😉

Originally posted by: smritisashi

Life is just sooo dammed bloody wiered yaar...it sends u unthought of blows and all u can do is take them all on your self...dunno what to say...i just got sacked..why what how i myselfcouldn't gather...but they did it coz of myvission problem they had decided to do it since the day they saw me and realized the fact that ii am visually impared but thepeople who had ocme to hire me in college werelike really happy widme and really really wantedme to stay they tried their best but thi ED..executive director..was hell prejudiced and he had mad eup his mind plus my firts boss the one hwo was an asshole he added fuel to fire so they had decide this in july only when all of ous first stint ended they didnt give me a new project but rtained me in the first project only coz a huge event was coming up in that department(the event iw as busy wid innovember) they made me do so much of work for that evetn so dammed much ki i even had o stay back in diwali for that bloody event and i did every possible work from database management to handlling the trianings to tellycalling to secondray research to actually going and meeting peoplearranging for creatives arranging the whole event organizing it managing it i did so dammed much for it and i was so confident that all of these people would be happy wid wat i did in my this part of the project and i had a review yesterdya morning only i was unaware that it wasn't a review it was actually a meeting to formally tell me tata bye bye i mean he didnt even aks me how the project went what i did in the event he was in no mood to hear i tried telling him so many times but no he wasn't listneing he was like your visison doesnt allows us ot be confident with u there has ot be someone acocmpanying u for the client visits and u cant be aleader lal u can do is maintainance work like going and aksing ur boss what work s to be done and hwen that is over u go and aks again what more work is done and blah....ad i wa just left shocked...what else ma i supposed ot do yaar?..obviously i would aks my boss only na whats the agenda of the day what else does everyone else do yaar?...and he was giving me example of othe Management Trainees who were hired with me form other B-Skls...and e waslike look at what thye r doing and bah..and i swear guys these people arn't doing nay great stuff i mena this training programme is designed in such a way ki all of us r rotated across departments for a whole year so that we gte a knowledge of the hwole company as such we arn't entittled to deliver much and even our mistakes r ignored coz this is stricktly a leanring period for us...u know u an't even imagine the hugness of the mistakes committed by others but all of them were ignored why coz they had perfectly normal eye sight and theylooked perfectly normalllll coz they were bloody perfect people..and i wasn'tmy smalled of mistakes was accounted to my vission...and well i just dunno what to say am feleing so bloody cheated and used they used me for the whole shitty work and the just sacked me by syaing i can't handle the pressure i can't fulfill the expectations....i dunno what to sya i was just so bloody shocked yesterday...i really thought i did a great job and trust m guys am so much better thna other trainees dey r rising by licking their boss's asses by demeaning other people's work which i can't do i can't be double faced boss ke samne kuch aur peeche kuch in a way i am happy ma out of this whol corporate mess its seirously not for me its way too malacious ufll of lies andmalaice and double standards and fakeness but i was really sad for my fmaly as we lost a lot of money in th sotck market crash and i was the one kid of supporitng my fmaily i was hell scared ki how o breka the news to them specially my dad who wld have definatly gone into depression had i not been working...i ws gladmy sisto was ther ein dlehi only i called her we both came down to home together and together broke the news ot my fmaily..by god's grace they took it calmly..i know hell tough times lay ahead of me coz its gonaa be hell tough to find a new job specially given the current market crisis and the scenarip where all companies r either firing or have stopped hiring but am not worried coz i have hell,awesome brands behind my name i have a SRCC which is temple of commernce not just in India but in the whole of Asia and i have MBA from the third best B Skl in the country next just to IIM A and IIM B but my poin is i would face this same problem everywhere i mean everyone wld be baised and prejudiced coz of my handicap...its so dammed unfair yaar...am not shattered coz working was never in my dreams...my dream was to be an MBA which i fullfilled and i have a lot of more dreams which i know i will fullfillanyhow...but i just dunno how to tackle my family ek toh dey r hell worried for my marriage nd uper se yeh...dunno guys just dunno whats in store..i just knowlife sometimes is hell crueland hell selfish and hell helll unfair...this is oneof the biggest unfairness hich came my way...a just left so damme shocked at the unfairnessof it all..but i haven't broken down i know i was good dammm goooood i know i have it in me to do somehting special and i know am bhaggu's special child thats y am facig all dis struggle as i said i wouldn't have htought twice beforekicking the job on my own if it was only about me but i had my family to woryr baout isliye i went through six months of sheer torture.... am gald in a way that itsall over am just reallyangry really really angry of the way they used me and just threw me oue like a used tissue....i hate the word PERFECTION.....AND HWAT I HATE MORE IS THE FACT THAT MOST OF THE PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD CA JUST SEE HERE THINK FEEL LISTNE OT JUST THIS ONE WORD...PERFECITON...sometimes its a shocking feeling which hits u at the hours of truth that there really is no place in this world for imperfect people...but then to carve soehting out of bloody nothing is the beauty of it all...and i know i will be bale to carve somehting for myself too...i dunno why i said all dis perhaps coz this is my home my family and u guys have been wid me through thick and thin and i couldn't keep this crucial hour of my life from u....i know there r few people at this forum who might end up reading this and would also laugh and glea and derive sadestic pleasures from all this..but u know what guys..i learnt one hting which i always belived in sixmonths back but these six months kind of rubbed that thing off me lekin now am back ot believing it full on...TO HELL WITH THE WORLD F******K THE WORLD OFFFFFFFAND NEVER EVER THINK TWICE BEFORE DOING WHAT YOUR HEART REALLY WANTS YOU TO DO....COZ AT THE END OF IT AL ITS H HEART ONLY THE HEART WHICH IS ALWAYS ALWAYS RIGHT ALWAYS CLOSEST TO YOUR DREAMSCLOSEST TO GOD...JUST BE YOURSELF GUYS JUST BE WHAT U BELIEVE IN AND DO WHAT U BELIVE IS RIGHT WHAT U WANT TO DO..CIRCUMSTANCES MIGHT COMPELL U TO CHANGE TO BE FAKE TO BE DUPLICIOUS BUT NEVER EVER DO THAT GUYS COZ U WLD NEVER BE HAPPY NEVER BE CONTENT FROM WITHIN...i might have lost this kick ass of a job but am peaceful reallpeaceful for the first time in six damemd months coz the fact ki iwon't have to go sit in the middle of such filthy malacious people wh only care baout money who just pay no heed ot emotionsis kind of making me msile a little bit...."TOUCH WOOD"😉

ps...guys i would be kind of hell less active for sometime i need itme wid myself i need time for myself...please pleease make my priya's buddya special...i love her ot bits i reallyloe her ot bits yesterdya before going to the review i saw some priya pics and guess what when they were teling me all of this i was calm helllllllllll calm and i think it was coz of her aura her smiling face just floatedinfront of my eyes and Nutty's words came to my mind....and ander hi ander i started chanting.."be positive and u can handle the whole world".....thanx Nutty for that positvity ka lecture u gave me on Monday u just dunno the impact it had on me and the extent to whic it helpedme to sit through that so called "review"..."touch wood'😉

pla guys i beg u all to make my priya's buddya special and guys rememebr i love u alllike mad u guys have always bene my strength and even todya while writing al this to u all while being here in our home am feleing hell at peace coz i know there will be some people out there who would pray for me who would be sad for me who would still say that i am the best and that they all have full confidence in me...u all r just magic guys being wid u all and being wid ashimy ashiii my priya my inspiration my strength my heroooooooooooooooooo i feel i really fele i cna handle it and i will handle it......"touch wood'😉

I dunno what to say smriti!
I was hell shocked when I saw ur post....nevr thought you would be sacked bcause I remember you were saying about how your boss...and the firang who had come had congratulated you at that party and how they were very happy with you and all...so this comes as a shock!

Well, I knw how people in the corporate sector are. they sleep with their bosses to get their promotions and to get the positions they want...to rise up the ladder...and they're so hell friendly with you if they want to get something done and then ditch you the first moment they get after you are no help to them. my sis had told me...this was the atmosphere at her work place too...


But the way they sacked you was just too too cruel and cold blooded. you should have been given a warning atleast so that you could prove yourself to them and then they could have decided on you.

But then...its a good thing this happened coz now you can go for another job...am sure you woul get many offers esp if you have put your name in a placement company...coz they were always calling my sister for job interviews even when she was employed, so am sure you would get a new job....since that's what you'll have to do for your family

otherwise...in the future you can try for GRE which you wanted to do and you can go for a foreign degree in the US....and I guess you want to study more rather than work and anyway...one of the best things is that atleast you can spend some time with your family and not spend it in delhi alone....

well, if you want some alone-time....you can always learn somethng new....something creative and fun....you can try to make new recipes (although....🤣🤣 you in the kitchen....it wld blow off 🤣🤣 and you would blow up like Aunt Marge) or you can try learn an instrument...or go for a dance course...

You can also go for a whole new look...experiment with your hairstyle and all....get yourself a massage treatment from Phoebe (of F.R.I.E.N.D.S) 🤣

And ofcourse...what you can do is to get a christmas tree and decorate it...with your family or sisters.....i'm gonna do it with my friends this christmas! And you can also do the gift giving....like what you do online...but actually you know keep the gifts under the tree and then open them on xmas day and all...

but you can have so much fun in life you know!!! Just try to do something NEWWWWWWWW!!! Because basically that's what xmas and new year are all about....look to the future...

Oh and yeah, since you have joined the gym...you can also try to decrease your fatso-ness (Hey...I said tryy...) although if you keep eating maggi and lays...day in and day out...*sighs*


Oh and yes, write....write about what you feel....it will make you feel better if you just get it out of your system....I tried it during the blasts and it worked...just a little.

Well....jst try to fill your day with some new things and am sure you'll o fine....

well...the last thing you should do is to watch Rannbir Rano 🤣[=))🤣