Originally posted by: smritisashi
y arn't any of u online re😭..dunno wat to do am just dyin to be at ome😭..is dere anyone wo can possibly make me feel happy and make me smile i am just tiered of bein sad and depressed am tiered of tinkin so muc i dunt wana stay in my brain anymore😭...plz lp me and mak me stop tinkin all d crap am tinkin yaaar koi to aao m just dribin towards madness as d minutes pass by😭..i ateeeeeeeeeeeeeee feelin unapppy unopefullllllll😭😭😭
anywyas let me try and immerse myself in d world of AY daats suc a beautyful escape from reality..mayb i would read some old fics or sometin daat would surely be a solace😳😳
Anuuuuuuu u said ur supposed surprise should be out in d open by yesterday to wat appened y didn't u displayed it yet??😭😭😭 i was so opin it owuld be put up so daat atleast som of my miseries wld b eased away after watcin it plz put it up soon naaaaaaaaa
and were is beryone else karry rims were r u all and teebs abe u like totally stopped comin to ayls or wat?😭😭😭 eben naapy's ninnyness not present ere to make me smile😭😭 arcc people od com back soon yaar i ned u rite now and am misisn u loadssssssssss😭
Di, plssssssssss don't cry n plssssssssss forgive me. Kal everything went wrong. 😭 I had been working on ur surprise on sat na.....n i wanted to give it to u kal lekin sab se pehle my housemate no1 came n starting speaking to me for the whole afternoon not allowing me to concentrate on any task aur phir even more frustrating housemate no2 came just as i was in the middle of answering my qns at rotw and asked for net....i couldn't say no, so had to give it to her. 😭 She was online for an hour n half n by the time i got it back i had to go re-ans all the qns n that took me all night, so there was no time left for ur surprise. 😭 plsssssssss di, don't feel bad. I was sooooooo annoyed ki i couldn't get it to u kal. N now after reading ur post n hearing ur depression i am feeling even worse. 😭
But di, remember what ashi said to yuvi ki perfect honi zaroori nahi.....di, no matter how u are, you are fine the way you are. Maybe your not perfect, but who is? What matters is that you are true to yourself. N if these ppl at work cannot see your potential then that is their problem. You are so brave n couragous....you have made the most of all that you have, you have overcome hurdles to get to where u are n u will continue to do so, i know u will....coz ur a fighter na.....n ashi is there to inspire u....and us too na? 😳 We were all not here y'day, but aaj hum yahan so anything u want to say say it to us.
Now, here is a small gift for u n for everyone here at ayls. 😳 I took some time out of studies to make this n though i don't think it is as good as it could of been, still i hope u will all like it.
I hope no one has used the song before, but if they have do forgive me. 😳 I felt ki it was a great song for ay n i hope u all will too.
Di, this is ur surprise....i hope it will cheer u up a lil. 😳
Anu
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