you've explained it beautifully Minuu...ofcourse it makes sense but I guess the problem is that I am not good with handling all the depression and negativity in RR. It's just too much crying and I am so tired of watching it.
Hi Priyanka, Sorry you felt that way about Paro. Let me try to say what I felt today.
About the crying... I agree it is getting to much. But today it was very very much needed. And if you see, Paro was not crying loads through out the episode. She just cried when she realized that her worst nightmare is going to come true very soon. It was very justified for her to cry there. Bit the minute she realized she is self pitying herself for her own actions... She wiped her face and tried to be as strong as possible. Think it from her perspective... You love some one more than life itself and now you know you have to walk away from him... It just break a person.
Ya, the vow seems illogical. And she did accept it to Maithili that she did something stupid. That she did this because at that moment in the temple she was scared, very scared of losing her Rudra. At that point nothing was more important to her than his life, not even her love, her future, her life. She just thought about him an his life. That is not selfish. That was a girl who was scared of losing love of her life and was ready to anything for his life. People don't think about logic or rationality when it comes to love and that too losing your love. They never do. And Paro did something stupid too. She know it now, but does that give her the reason to not go through with the promise. NO. When we generally make a promise, we tend to keep it right. And when the promise is to god for your loved once... how can you run away from it?
She felt her actions were selfish earlier because she was asking Rudra to recipricate to her in some way till that minute. But today, she didn't ask anything from him... She just wanted to stay next to him, make as many memories as she can. Her confession is her way of saying good bye. I see nothing wrong in telling the person you love that you love them. She knew it was her last chance to tell him how much he means to her and she took it. She didn't or wait for his reply... She even stopped him from saying anything to her confession. She knows he will be sad and devastated, that was why she asked Maithili to promise her that she will take care of Rudra. And remember Paro doesn't know how important she is in Rudra's life and has no clue about Rudra's true feelings. She knows he changed and is now soft towards her. Sunheri did tell her that Rudra is starting to love her. But Rudra never promised, said or even gave a hint of it. Paro today was a completely broken girl who was trying hard to put a strong exterior. Her acted much rational, if you take her state of mind into consideration.
She is and will be in more pain than Rudra. And she will be more devastated than Rudra. What she is planning to do is no easy thing? It is hurting her more than anyone else.
I always end up writing long post... Don't I?😆 Hope I made sense dear.
