Vicky sa..
Good way to start the week. Sensuous RR episode and a Post from you.. Complete package..
Thank you. š
We saw, Rudra asked Paro, why she did not resist even once his decision to pack off Laila. Paro answered him, itz simple, I trust you. I trust you to do the right thing.. This is a major step forward in Paro's behaviour as far as Rudra is concerned.. Remember Tejawat days? Remember how Rudra used to beg Paro to trust him? But Paro did not until she had the proof.
But here, Paro tellz Rudra she trust him. His words are enough for her. No proof required..
For a man like Rudra, this trust she has in him , not only to protect her, but also in him as an individual , his decisions, is like nasha. Her words "I love U" did not have this much effect as the words," I trust you." Rudra wakes up next morning in this happy state of mind, and wants to spend lone time with wifey.. He finds execuses to be with her. Like,
Oh! I have to return this earring to her, or
Here let me help you fold that saree.. Etc..
Rudra's need to touch her, feel her, be one with her was so evident in his actions today.. He has now started to show his attraction, his desire to Paro.
But is Paro understanding this? I am not very sure.. Yes she is affected by his touch, his breath on her skin, his mere presence but is she understanding why and whats ?
Paro is still seeking ans and Rudra is still running away from them..
He gave the earring from jaipur trip back to her only to replace it with the one from today..His Jaipur day memories were so touching and precious to him that he saved a memento. But today he replaced it with a memento of the day spend with her. The laugh, the care, the touch, the shower was all real. All not an aftermath of intoxication but real.. With both in their senses..
Why does Rudra hold on to memories? Why does he need these mementos ? Does he fear separation? Does he fear his Paro is going to send him away? Just like he asked in a heavy voice to Paro, " How many times will you send me away?"
Thatz true Rudra.. The vulnerable boy who puts up a steel front .. Hope Paro understands her man, when there is still time. Hope she understands, finally when itz time for her to keep her promise to Bholenath, what will it to do Rudra? Hope she will talk to him about her mannath, prepare him for what is in store..
Anyways all that is future worries.. For now, romance is in the air. Letz enjoy it ..
PS..
Laila summer are much better than laila mohini..Btw, did Laila just get kidnapped byy Tej's men? Or is it a ploy by Rudra?
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