ok my two cents about the RAW, PASSION wala week.
Can we precieve it in the form that the looks Rudy has given to Paro since he got up and the " Paroo" from his mouth was extremely passionate. Don't forget, Rudradev was getting flashbacks of how he tasted food b4 serving to Paro.☺️ . KCM and her laddo fiasco, eventhough will be proven wrong, Rudy does not give a damn, as long as he has seen Paro alive.
I have a gut feeling that early next week, KCM track will be over, and may be Dilsher will return. Since Rudra got up from his poisoned state, his eyes has been mysterious, they are searching so many answers, he was taken a back when Paro told him that give me your hand because i need the support to walk staright, whoao the look he gave her after that was something
coming back to the Promo, when he asks her that why do u love me, see he needs answers, that what have i done, and why am i capable to be your husband, just i need answers. Unfortunately Paro once again tells him about bholenath🤣 ( that goes with her characteristics, so am not complaining ). I so wish in the real episode she tells him about why cannot she fall in love with the man who has always protected and saved her, protected her dignity without any expectations from her ? I can imagine, Rudy boy having moisty eyes after he hears this very thing about himself.
Rudra is just too much broken or battered from his heart to think good about himself, or think himself capable of loving Paro, that strength must be given a push by showing him that he himself is a very beautiful human being, who deserves love and can love with intensity and passion. Instead of just telling him about divine signs , people should try and show him the human inside him, he cannot think himself of jallad and a bholenath ka roop simultaneously right ? I mean thats absurd, Paro has to show him that he deserves the love and devotion she has for him, unless she does that no matter how many sacrifices she gives in the name of bholenath, nothing will work.
Rudra has taken himself as a ston, who can hurt people, and thus he fails to understand that what in him has struck Paro like this, that she has been magnetically in love with him. and obviously, him being a second form of bholenath is not an answer to his questions, as i had said earlier, his wounds run so deep that unless he gets justifications, it is practically impossible for him to surrender his true self.
and moreover, one more heartbreak is awaiting him, the selfish fan in me wants this heartbreak to happen only to see Ashish enacting the scene and breaking my heart too. otherwise, the delicate mental and physical state Rudra is suffering from, i would never pray that the person in that state suffers another heartbreak, thats too cruel. But Rudra banna ho tou chalega, he digests his sufferings very well.