I am one of those silent readers of this forum who visits only to enjoy beautiful posts by awesome writers. But suddenly for some unknown reasons I felt an urge to write a short story about Rudra and Paro and their love story, may be reading beautiful posts inspired me to write a story. Since I am not a writer you may find flaws and for those mistakes I am apologizing in advance. Rudra andParo's sizzling hot chemistry and their passionate love-story makes me mesmerized, and I feel especially attracted to rudra, and feel for him as he is all the time fighting with himself, his frustrations and struggling that keep him away from his very own feelings for paro is something that makes me glued to their magnificent love-story. I want rudra to regain his faith on human feelings and paro to help and guide him to develop this trust. My story is inspired from the episodes so far we have watched, and obviously I have colored it with my imaginations, the things those played many times on my mind and I wished several times to watch in real, but probably in TV we will never be able to watch them at least not completely. But still we can imagine it and watch it with closed eyes 😉 and enjoy...so here it is:
Khejri Tree...
Rudra is on his way to home, he is riding on his bike and in deep thoughts, the last few days incidents are continuously playing on his mind. He was lost in thoughts and did not feel like going home now, he changed his way and decided to go and spend some alone time in a place where he feels comfort and peace. There is a place where he comes whenever he feels restless, a old place where he come since his childhood, a huge Khejri tree, he found peace whenever he sat in the bench near the tree, he could sit there for hours and feels peace he does not know why but he comes there often. He laid his head and closed his eyes, the first name came in his mind was "PARO" and he was visualizing her angelic face, he released a big sigh and open his eyes, "cant she leave him alone ever??? " rudra was thinking. In frustration he clenched his feast and then unclenched again, now he was trying to be reasonable, well she did want to marry her, she was adamant on her decision though he continuously refused her, humiliated her, hurt her!! But she did not give up!!! WHY??? He was asking it to himself!!! He has a doubt in deep down his heart, that does she understand him more than even himself?!? Because no matter how many times he refuses, in deep down he want her to be his, only his, he even can not breath peacefully if she is away from his eyes, don't he know that? He knew its HIM long long before when she did not even thought of marrying him, in deep inside he wanted this marriage happen, but he could not even admit it to himself!!! WHY??? He was again asking it to himself!!! Is he a COWERED who even has no courage to express his own feelings to his heart?! He married her in fit of rage, but the truth is he wanted this, he know he want her even more than she want him!!! All those impossible vows he has made with her are neither he ever wanted nor he will ever able to maintain, those vows were not made by rudra they were made by the BEAST within him that was raised by 15 years, nurtured with bitterness, hatred, anger, feelings of betrayal. Rudra again closed his eyes, he was thinking, "but she was not responsible for all of these" then why SHE will suffer the pain he is giving her??? But the beast inside him growled then, and made him shut! He refuse to accept the beast and ask him give me answers not shut me with your snarl, I want answers!!! But it remained silent! He said to himself, "NO it can not happen like that, I have won many battles in the field, but remained cowered when it comes to my own life, I have to fight back and win this battle too...i have to kill this beast inside me"...he got up and walk towards his bike, start for home, suddenly saw a "Bangle seller" is packing his stuff and for some unknown reason rudra stopped, some glittery blue glass bangles caught his attention, he without thinking for a moment step forward the bangle-seller, he knew her hand's size very well, he bought them and return to his bike. Now he is feeling like a fool, why he bought those bangles...darn!!! he's not a loving husband who buys bangles for his wife, and after all their relationship is complicated, of course its completely because of him, he knows that very well...but he did not know what to do!!!
In The Haveli...
Paro was in the kitchen, today she is preparing the dinner, as Maithli and Sumer has gone for a wedding she is working alone, she was chopping some Palak tonight she's preparing Palak-Paneer, Rudra loves Palak-Paneer, not that he ever admitted but she knew it, atleast the way he was gulping last time she cooked it there is no need for her to further information, she knows her rudra too well, she has made badam kheer without sugar for him too, she knew he did not like sweets, now she was looking at the clock and thinking why he still did not come back?! Its 9 o'clock and he usually come back by now. Then suddenly she heard the engine's sound, he parked his bike, before he could ring the door bell she ran towards the door, and opened it for him. He was looking exhausted, and it seems to her he is hesitating for some unknown reason; she saw a blue package in his hand that he's held uncomfortably!! Before she could ask him about it he left quickly and walked towards the bedroom. Paro went to kitchen again to serve him dinner. She was thinking why he was behaving so weird, he never behaved so strangely and what was in that package?!
Rudra in his bedroom thinking what to do with these bangles!! He did not know how to approach her, but he wanted to give her, wanted to make her wear and watch her beautiful hands full with bangles!!! The thought make him pleased, and then he thought of taking a long shower, he hid the package in the cupboard and went to take a shower. Paro came to look for him as she served dinner; she knocked the bathroom door, though she was afraid that if rudra gets angry, but to her surprise rudra did not yell at her but replied softly that he won't take long. In the dining table paro was waiting for her husband, kakusa and other family members finished their dinner. Rudra came at dinner, he wore a white kurta-pajama, he was looking so handsome that paro could not take her eyes off him, she wished that if she could touch his face and wipe the droplet of water that just fell off his wet hair...she sighed!!! She knew though rudra married her, he did not give her right to touch him, at least not consciously!!! Paro opened the bowls for him, rudra saw there's his favorite dish tonight, palak-paneer, he felt genuinely pleased that she knew what he wanted, and it's just that he did not know how to express his feelings. She served him food and was watching him eating very peacefully, she felt like crying in happiness watching him eating like a little kid. Rudra suddenly looked at her and said, "Paro why are you not eating?? Your food is getting cold"!!! She suddenly realized that and started eating too. He finished his meal and about to get up from his chair, but paro stopped him, "rukiye" rudra looked at her clueless, asked "what" she ran towards kitchen and got the bowl of kheer she made for him. He was surprised by her care and love, and suddenly realized since his mother has gone no one ever cared about what he liked or disliked, no one ever did it for him, and this girl, whom he never gave anything, not even the wifely rights she deserved, had so much pure love for him. He was eating the desert and surprised again that paro did remember he liked badam- kheer without sugar. Unintentionally suddenly he said, "Paro kheer bohaut achaa banayi tune" it means " Kheer was really good". Paro could not believe he just said that, she was surprised and did not know what to say. She just smiled with heartfelt gratitude and starring at him with full of love, rudra was shell shocked about what he just said, and did not know what to say or do, he just walked out from the place as quickly as he could.
In the kitchen Paro was crying in happiness, she thanked to Bholenath for his kindness. She quickly finished her chores. She was then moving towards her room, wondering about rudra's sudden changed behavior.
In the Bedroom...
Rudra was impatient in the bedroom, he still did not know how he would gift those bangles, and he was also restless because she was taking too long to come to their bedroom. He would not admit but he knew he always feels restless when she's not around. And there she was, sound of her anklet towards their room told him she was coming, and his heartbeat suddenly speeded-up!!! She entered in the room and they looked at each other and had an eye-lock, paro felt rudra wanted to say something but could not tell her, she asked "kya hua? Kuch kehna tha" he said hesitantly "nehi to..." she again looked at him with disbelief but he pretended to be busy with his phone. Paro opened the closet and took a set of fresh cloth and went for a shower. Rudra was still thinking and cursed himself for buying those bangles and his stupidity. He was getting angry again, why she held so much space in his mind and why he did not like if she's away from his eyesight!!! She at last finished her long bath; she wore a sky blue shaded ghagra-choli and when she came out from the bathroom with her half-wet hair, it seemed like she was an angel came out from heaven, the moonlight was melting from her creamy white skin, and she's the moon on the earth resides in his room. He was holding his breath for a long time while watching her, and then he sighed thinking why she had to be so breath-taking beautiful. He was stealing glance of her as she moved towards the dressing table, sat on the chair in front of the mirror, and started brushing her long traces, then she slowly moving towards the bed which she started to share with rudra. As rudra ordered her to use the bed until he ousts those mischief mouse from the room, that in real he never intended to do. She fixed her pillow, and then laid on the bed facing rudra. Rudra pretended to be asleep. Paro was looking at her sleeping angel, she was intensely noticing his textures that she missed the whole day, and certainly the night is the only time when she could check him out so closely. She was craving to touch him, she wanted to lay her finger on the scar he had on his forehead, and then wanted to kiss that place gently. She sighed and controlled her desire, and just tried to sleep. When rudra was confirmed she fall asleep by her soft snores he opened his eyes and looking at his beautiful wife, then he thought of something and got up from his bed opened the cupboard and brought those bangles then came back to the bed, he again laid beside her, very carefully drag her towards him, she suddenly wrap her one hand against his arm, he felt like heaven, he carefully took her hand and very slowly and smoothly make her wear those blue bangles he bought for her. She was sleeping so peacefully that did not make another move. After filling both her hands with bangles, rudra fixed her beside him and looked at her beautiful hands with his first gift to her. He felt extremely pleased, his desire of watching her with those bangles fulfilled at last. He smiled at his sleeping beauty and took her in his arms. Her soft breaths were kissing his neck and she was holding him tightly, he placed his hands around her waist, and slowly falls asleep.
If you like the story plz let me know. if you want me to continue then also tell me. may be I am gonna continue the next part, and it will be a little mature and more romantic one. Till then have fun and take care 😊
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