RRudra's Return - Page 7

Originally posted by: ddFan2012

Exactly his natural instinct to protect her. Did she not once say to him "Yeah so now you would say were born to protect me?" And he replies, "Haah toh" during their fight after the Jhaanki.

Secondly yesterday his FBs were all those times he saved/protected her when he did not have to. None of them were his calls of duty...

So he did return as her protector if nothing else...he is yet to gauge his full feelings for her. Besides strong attraction, he has realized yesterday he feels the need to protect her.

And one more thing...I would not give too much thought into all his barking of wish I had never met you blah blah...and my job is at stake for the same reasons...sounds like a broken record to me now...😆 Its just his usual way of pushing her away from him.

And did he not say himself...don't believe everything I say. Paro has caught onto that...even in her drunken state...hence her smile. that tells me, "Really honey...you think I believe you now...joh bolna hai bol do...mein nahi maane waali?"😉

Originally posted by: zanayaforever

I was waiting for ur post.Lovely as always.. 😳
So sabs,u mean to say rudra understood der was something wrong wit ladoo..? How??
And man,he do have bipolar disease

Originally posted by: radhikalaya

What a beautiful post for an episode that honestly left me feeling not very satisfied.

You are so brilliant.

Originally posted by: ddFan2012

Gosh Sabs...what a brilliant write up for an episode that might not have come across this fabulous to many.

Correct me if I am wrong here. This says something, that you truly understand the characters and your writings show the deep connect you feel.

Thanks DD. 😳😃 And sorry for the late response.

What stood out most of all apart from Rudra's BHBC attitude, was Paro's unwavering and unshaken faith in her Love for Rudra and in God.

Some more awesome moments...

Paro looking extremely beautiful in green, wearing an awesome silver choker.

When I saw that I knew she'd have to keep it on for a while, hence the extra effort to get her some nice costume.

Rudra sliding the bangles onto her nazzuk si kalai...his eyes giving way to his feelings that he so wanted to hide. But she could see through him.

Rudra and his introspection with his aviators perched on his sharp nose!

That was beautifully shot. Great angles and all that leather, steel, chrome and glass, and the man himself - much more rugged. 😃 Although didn't expect Rudra to drink thelewali chai when he supposedly drinks only black tea. Oh well, even the roadside cuppa will do at a pinch, I guess.😊

Paro looking right through him and he afraid of unmasking himself.

Rudra being cautious of Kakisa's remark and gulps the laddoo himself. (Never mind what he told Paro)

Spot on!! 👏👏

Rudra the Man and his Mean Machine driving off with such attitude...that just for this shot I am willing to forgive the CVs for their bloopers! ☺️...The blooper being of course the badges and stars on his uniform. I would blame it on their darzi

Yup darzi knows what phangurls want. Medals on a manly chest! Good Darzi!! And yes great attitude. Roared off literally. 😆

Hugs

dd

P.S. The Color green worn by Paro -

It is the great balancer of the heart and the emotions, creating equilibrium between the head and the heart. Green is an emotionally positive color, giving us the ability to love and nurture ourselves and others unconditionally. A natural peacemaker, it must avoid the tendency to become a martyr.

Originally posted by: JJKKL

BugSa,

I remember Rudra mentioned the same words before also once. I agree he may not be able to unspeak them - ever. But what he said is a fact.
Had she not proposed publicly , his CO would not have asked him to fix the problem.
Had she not stood outside in the rain, Sumer would not have got a chance to send the photo.
Had the photo not been published, Rudra would not have been suspended

Hmmm is a fact supposed to make it okay to hurt somebody, somebody who loves you, who did not intend to hurt you then and who is not the reason for your hurt now? Paro was not the one who brushed aside Rudra's good work. That was the CO. Paro, went out of her way to right her wrong. Yes I can understand Rudra's hurt and betrayal and his need to lash out. Pity he picked Paro as the recipient of his tongue-lashing. Because Paro, being who she is, felt the bite and took his accusations made in the heat of the moment at face value. And so set the ball rolling that will one day rob Rudra's breath and more.

Of course we can also argue that he started the chain of events and also set the ball rolling through the fake marriage rituals. But Paro did not get married to him because of the rituals. It was not her running away or hitting Rudra or her understanding the true colors of Thakur which tipped her. It was the doll which prompted her to make the decision. No wonder he feels "Kaash Hum Us Bus Mein Nahin Milte "

And what prompted him to ask her to marry him in the first place? His need to get his job back. That job which he endangered through a series of choices (good or bad is besides the point). But he was equally if not more responsible for what happened to him. One less man dead at the border shootout would have kept Paro out of his way. Unless, of course, it was destined, and then all this debate and blame apportioning is useless.

And it is too bad that everybody including social workers and his own boss think that he should thank Paro for getting his job back. At least the social workers had the decency to tell him that they reviewed his entire official life and found it spotless. That might have made him happy. But his CO - downright forgot everything else.

I don't think the CO is unaware of Rudra's worth. He couldn't be and think so highly of him. Recommend him for a medal. Praise him at the awards ceremony. What the CO was trying to do was make a point - that Rudra needed to go easy on Paro, and treat her gently and with consideration, which he shouldn't have - it never pays to interfere between a man and his wife. But Paro had made a place for herself in his heart.

I pity RUDRA and RUDRA alone

Originally posted by: Chamkeeli22

Hi Sabs🤗 Big hugs.. missed your post on friday's episode... especially cos I was not very convinced about Paro's reaction to Rudra on friday's episode what with her having no recollection of the comfort and warmth she shared with Rudra that drunken night... some inconsistency in her character in my view atleast...But then I figured you were either busy or maybe the episode didnt strike a chord with you too??

My fave sentence from today's post was .. "And Paro took a mile"... 👏

And @ underline #2 - where you have beautifully explained why they chose only to show those particular scene for Rudra's flashback... Awesome and I totally buy your explanation!!

Nothing more to add today cos I have this uneasy feeling in the pit of my stomach about what lies ahead for Rudra and Paro... 🤢 So invested have I become in their lives, that I have to constantly keep reassuring myself that they are not real

Maybe the coma for Rudra is to give Ashish some respite from carrying Sanaya and also get some rest while practices for the dance show that he seems to have signed up for 😃

Originally posted by: mozart66

Lovely lovely analysis Sabs!!! As usual I am amazed at your play of words! Love ya!! 🤗

Mozart!! Love Ya!! 🤗❤️ Thank you for your sweet words.

Frankly speaking, I couldn't watch the episode due to the arrival of the unexpected guests at the very time of the serial!! 😡 Their timing couldn't have been any better. 😡

Happened last night for me.

So not much to contribute in terms of my experience or interpretation of the episode... hmmm... But from what I have read in your post, I have got the idea as to what must have happened! Rudra's mood swings are worse than a pregnant woman's!!!

😆👏 Good one!!

Anyway, looks like everything is back to square one!! CVs are indeed clever! They say, this is a love story and that this is not a saans-bahu story and yet very very cleverly they put in wicked, horrible mother-in-law planning and plotting and scheming against the bahus of the house!! Yet I have a feeling that KcM is going to fail even in this plan! If an asthmatic Dilsher could survive a near fatal attack then a fit and fine Rudra definitely will!!

Yes, saas-bahu with a murderous twist. Gah! And Ananya really needs to go easy on the OTT evil one moment and all-smiles and playfulness with Sumer the next. Doesn't make sense to me. CVs need to work on a believable middle-ground. So glad that Paro is going to parda-faash Kakisa. About time!! And after that Kakisa will be at her throat even more than she is now. Loved Sumer predicting that since the love-birds were conversing amongst one another then Kakisa's climate was going to change for the worse.

Wonder what sort of 'Tyaag' Paro is going to do as per the spoilers! (I seriously hate them!!)

JTHJ is on the cards, I believe. Sighh!!

Looking forward to tonight's episode! Hope today at least no one drops in at 9:30 pm!!!

Originally posted by: DiyaS

Sabs ... am back after a break, and after a rather confusing episode, came in to check your take ... as usual, you clear up some things in my mind! Beautiful post, as always!

The bangle scene - he wants to be gruff as usual, to be stand -offish .. get her 'maafi' and be done with it. But Paro, thrilled to see that he did fulfill her small demand, wants more of the loving husband (or as loving as Rudra can be) ... he refuses, he's not a doting husband ... She's not fazed, not defeated yet, she reminds him of his soft moments when he woke up ... and gets her wish ... he puts the bangles on as lovingly as she could ask for ... just to make sure she doesn't put into words, his (for him) embarrassingly uncharacteristic behaviour.

So already Rudra worried that he is softening too much ... gets an excuse to get back to his rough self ... he doesn't owe his job to Paro, thank you very much! A blow to his ego and his self-respect ... he can't take it. It's too close to the truth ... it IS the truth ... but he loves his job much more than he loves Paro and he can't stand the fact that he owes her something so big.

Typical male ego 😉

Had he really ever considered Paro his duty? Because he could see in his mind's eye him holding Paro tight as they rolled over and over on the hard desert floor to escape the bullet. That hadn't been duty. He hadn't been in charge of her then. Was a stranger to her. But he'd saved her life. Just like that time he'd taken a slap for her from Kakisa. He hadn't needed to protect her.But he hadn't been able to help himself. Because he felt her pain. Like when she'd deliberately burnt her hands on the Tava to escape mehendi. He'd saved her from herself then, whether she wanted to be saved or not. Because he cared for her. Like when he'd rushed out into the rain to catch her as she fell and carry her in to safety.

The decision: So yes, he cared for her and would do anything to save her pain. Anything. Even if it meant returning to the haveli to take part in thepooja.Because she wanted it and it meant a lot to her.

I wonder ... why did he return? All these flashbacks ... did he start to realise that she did mean something to him? Was it really softening? Did he really return because it meant something to Paro, and he felt he'd hurt her again by storming out? Or was it his own fear that he is growing too close to her, so he needs to hurt her again ... push her away again from him? And what better place to do that than in the puja which is for them as a couple.

But Paro's happiness would not be quelled. It was enough that he felt something for her.

Paro was happy because she has started reading Rudra well ... not completely yet ... but much better than he knows. Or maybe he does know ... that's why he got angry all over again when she just smiled, and didn't react to his spoken words, that he came back to wish for her to leave. Because both of them know he doesn't mean it really. What he really means is that he's fighting his feelings for her. Hence her satisfaction and content that he came back to wish her to leave. If she really didn't mean anything to him, he would not have bothered to return.

The plan unravels: It was with quite a different emotion that Kakisa saw Rudra's return. The camel could be a spanner in the works. So she redoubled her efforts. It was always the girl who ate the prasad first. And it was good that Rudra had returned, because he could feed his wife the laddoo - it would deepen their love. Perhaps she was too insistent, too persuasive.

Because Rudra's instincts kicked in. And even as Paro was opening her mouth for a bite, he was rolling it back. Back to his own mouth, with a muttered excuse about wanting to be rid of Paro and the laddoo being the divine blessing.Trying, without heat, to make Paro stop smiling at his put-on hatred, stop knowing him, stop understanding him so well.

While I would like to believe that Rudra's protective instincts kicked in, and that's why he ate the laddoo ... I doubt it. When Paro is around, all Rudra's thoughts and actions are centred on her, he doesn't see anyone or anything else. He ate the laddoo because Mohini's words about Paro's tapasya and love, designed to infuriate him, did exactly that ... not because he suspected Mohini of anything.

Originally posted by: soulspirit

But why one has to visit forum and read someone else's very eloquent point of views to understand the show and the character better.. Why cant it be self explanatory,, ??? what abt those viewers who dont hav any sort of access to the internet portals,,

this proves how the writers are failing to put across their point,, how ambiguous their work is,,

Originally posted by: AKoz

Great analysis of the episode !!!