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Hi Mr.Sunsilk-waale-baal-and-MDH-masaale-waale-mooncch-puttar.
Ek baat bataao zaraa tum, yaar.
On normal days, when your mercury is shooting through the thermometer and it easy to bake a cake on your head, it takes you less than 5 seconds to explode and make the other person 'sorry' that they exist.Usually , you don't waste 1.5 pages of dialogue copy in threatening people with Savita Viraani waali dhamkees - main ye kar doonga aur main woh kar doonga and all that jazz. You warn only once and then, you are a man of action.
For the past 50 episodes , we have seen that your anger is destructive and impulsive. Breaking bones, giving black eyes, spanking people, making medical insurance companies proud and profitable is your side business.
Toh... abb kya ho gayaa hai aapko?
She backstabbed you. She hurt you. She didn't trust you at all. She betrayed you at the nth moment. She attacked you, accused you, blamed you. She even tried to destroy your career. She endangered your most loved one's life. You can't stand her for even a nano second, as you claimed. You are unable to tolerate her. You think she is going to slip into your breath like poison ivy. She is clear and present danger. You are feeling suffocated in her presence.
Hmmm. Fantastic soap-ish claims and dialogues a-la Tulsi Viraani ( she had given similar lectures to Mihir for 20 episodes and yet didn't leave him). Well done and we even understand where you are coming from.
But what we don't understand is that if she is actually strangling your neck and soul, why not just pick her up and throw her out of the house? Why not arrest her for trespassing, culpable homicide and put her in jail? Why not physically and mentally dominate her like you did once? Its easy. You are still just as muscular and sturdy, she is still just as delicate and silk-like. It even goes with your character to harm her and chuck her out.
It will take you less than 60 seconds to throw Paro out and nobody can question you. Yet you took 10 minutes of screentime to howl at her from a decent distance , asking her to leave your haweli? Were you asking? Pleading? Requesting? Theek se samajh nahin aa rahaa tha coz you kept going away from the main issue and we were confused if you were scared for Dilshoo or your own heart , sorry, self? I hope Mr.GH helps you clear the confusion.
Toh abb bataaao, Rudra Pratap Ranaawat. Ittna hi gussa aa rahaa tha aur agar ittni hi nafrat ho rahee thi, toh kyun nahin Paro ka haath pakad kar use ghar ke baahar nikaal diyaa?
Is it difficult to be harsh on her now? Gussaa theek se nahiin aa rahaa hai? You can re-watch the last 50 episodes to re-familiarize yourself with your own Paro-specific temper.
Why didn't you push Paro out of the door, Rudra? Why didn't you accept her dare to pick her up and physically leave her out of the haweli?
I can answer that one for you. Rudra, you can no longer consciously hurt Paro. Your hands refused to be hard on her because your heart refused to be harsh on her.
Aur dekh lenaa. Paro ziddi hai. Ye baat tumse manwaa ke chhodegi ek din.
Anyway, all chocolate cookies to my Paro. Wo sacchi hai aur wo ziddi hai. Aur aisaa insaan bekhauff hota hai. Its easy to chicken out or give up on seeking forgiveness or proving yourself right. It takes some real phosphate in your bones to fight your war till you win it and prove to everyone that you were right and you are cleansed of all your mistakes.
Its not about staking your self-respect. Its about FIGHTING for your respect. The ones who hide behind the excuse of 'self-respect' will never understand the fire of an honest person to restore his/her respect. Go Paro!
On a sweet and lighter note, in the precap, even Paro knew that Rudra will not grab her arms and throw her out of the haweli. Varnaa ittne confidence se apnaa haath aage nahin karti. You see, once someone has seen your soft vulnerable side, they are no longer scared of you.
P.S- I love Daanveer and I love Paro's deer-like tender-eyed looks to Rudra when he is not awake to howl and growl at her. Awww... my baby! 😳
Anupamaa
CID
Udne Ki Aasha
