Dear diary.
This is my first entry of this year so let me introduce my self.
My name is Rudra Pratap Ranawat, I'm 19 years old and apparently I'm our college's "hot hunk".
Woahh how ? I am not at all those "cool" types guys!
I feel I'm a very boring person to be honest!
I only have one friend who knows the real me or I say my best friend.
Well don't even talk about her! I'm really angry with her right now! Why in the world does is she hanging out with that stupid idiotic Aman ? He doesn't even know how to speak Hindi properly!
Ughh! what the hell ? Why do I care if he doesn't speak properly!!
God this girl will be the end of me someday! Oh let me introduce her! She's Paro/Parvati my best friend.
Well she's world's most beautiful girl.
I admit that I hate when she talks to that Aman! But I can't even tell her that!
How can I tell her that I am IN LOVE WITH HER ?
What ? don't look at me like that! Yes I love her.
I don't know if I can confess it! What if she likes Aman ?
What if she only thinks of me as her childhood best friend ?
I will be heartbroken and I'm hundred percent sure that if she doesn't feel the same about me it will change our life forever!
We would never be the same! She would feel so awkward around me! I don't want to ruin what we share!
I can live with having her as my best friend. Its better than being awkward around eachother! People in our college think that we're "dating".
I Always wish to say "yes its true" but looking at her sad face I say "ignore them".
I don't know why does she gets so sad when they say this ?
I'm to confused! Should I really confess my feelings ?
I'm to afraid to loose her! I hope someday I get the courage to say that to her.
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I hope you guys enjoyed the second part! It was really hard for me to write Rudra's POV as I'm a girl and it was more easy to write Paro's POV! 😆 plus imagine aman like NK 😉
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