FF~ II. New Note- 88 (please read) - Page 67

Originally posted by: aasma1

Simi I cant access crazy hearts u need to send me an inivite x

Hi friends,

I thought a time like this would never come but it has. I'm going to be discontinuing all my stories indefinitely. I can't say clearly why because I don't know myself.

I feel that I've lost touch. My standards have dipped or maybe what I want to write is not what people want to read. There seems to be a disconnect. You don't say anything because maybe you think it'll hurt me and most of you know that I'm very sensitive and that happens to be my downfall. But I can't help it, I can't change myself.

I'm not looking for popularity or how many views my updates get. If that was my prime aim I wouldn't have dared to write the way I've been writing (you know what I'm talking about,)instead I'd have stuck to the conventional path. But that is not what I wish to do and I realize that it isn't everybody's cup of tea.

I'm sorry but I guess my expectations were too much. I shouldn't have exposed my soul as I have been doing through my stories. That's why a lot of you have found them to be very real because they are real for me.

I'll continue to write because that is therapy for me but I won't be publishing anymore.

I'm not sure if I've been able to convey what I want to say but I hope you'll try to understand.

It's a miracle that I've lasted this long but It was all due to you; my readers and my friends.

I hope that I've been able to 'entertain' you for sometime if nothing else.

I'm extremely sorry if I've disappointed or hurt any of you; if I've done so I apologize sincerely.

I wish you all the best and I'm sure you'll find excellent writers out there who are doing wonderful work.

Thanks and lots of love,

Simi

PS: If you've felt that my stories have meant anything at all to you please drop a line here or the II blog. It'll mean a lot to me.

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