Two substantive convos b/w Radha-Krishna today was a pleasant surprise to me😆...I was expecting the usual case of Krishna defeating the Ox, Ayan-Jatila convo, angry/confused Radha, and end mein jhoola scene😆...but they took a slightly different tack😆😆...after many days, Krishna dialed down the HYPER Mayavi mode that he's been using to stoke Radha's paranoia and instead actually said some heartfelt things to her.
Convo 1: Radha following Krishna to as usual pick on him...this time cuz he made her win the Rangoli competition despite her attempts to sabotage herself.
Here, some interesting lines were put forth...1) Krishna specifically pointed out to Radha how her fear of his maya fills her with anger and she ends up trying to harm herself. She did the same in the case of the Rangoli...but even while trying to sabotage herself, she still ended up winning...Krishna helped her cuz she genuinely deserved to win.
2) Krishna saying to Radha that she is so busy thinking about others, what they are thinking, what they are doing...that she doesn't seem to have any time left to think about herself...to think FOR herself...I really liked this bit...it gave Radha some pause too...as Krishna pointed out that she doesn't even know WHAT she is. In his own roundabout way, he tried to awaken her inner conscience today...and for a brief moment, Radha followed her conscience and tried to absorb what he was saying before snapping out of it and reverting to the "Tum mere saath jhoole pe baithna chahte ho" spiel😆
Convo 2: After Krishna saves Radha from the Ox, this time he chooses to remind her of the impact of their togetherness...their footprints together helped create Vrindavan and the violent Ox quietened down the moment they both sat on it...lol...Radha still continued to be in her mostly suspicious mode but today Krishna alternated b/w rolling his eyes at her paranoia and being bemused over it...or he actually tried to earnestly give her hints about how he knows her more than she knows herself. Radha was off balance enough to dwell a bit on the things he said...lol
The BHAY is still very much there for now😆 ...let's see what the Aghasur situation brings.
One other thing worth pointing out...Radha's true fear slips out when she blurts out things like, "Yeh kya kiya...ab sabko pata chal jaayega tum mujhe paana chahte ho"...or today when she said, "Tum chahte ho ki sabko hum saath mein achhe lagein"😆...she projects that she is fearful of his maya...but what she's actually fearful of is society presuming that they are a couple in love...that is the seed that Vrishbhan has planted inside her that continues to hold her back. It is what holds many women back...fear of what other ppl think rather than recognizing your own true self.
Speaking of Vrishbhaan, the grateful looks he was giving to Krishna for saving Radha made me wonder if he will flip again to Team Krishna😆😆
Edited by AreYaar - 6 years ago