Guest - Saumya Srivastav from Varanasi. Her mother and brother have also come. She has got handicapped because of an accident when she was 13. Her mother believes in rebirth. Saumya had gone to some relatives to play with the children there. While playing she fell off the terrace. She fell from a height of about 13-14 ft. This incident happened in Devariya.
Saumya goes to past life.
Dr. Trupti - What are you wearing in your feet?
Saumya - Nothing
Dr. Trupti - Clothes?
Saumya - Salwar kameez
Dr. Trupti - What is your skin colour?
Saumya - Wheatish
Dr. Trupti - Age?
Saumya - 16 or 17
Dr. Trupti - What is around?
Saumya - Fields and hut
Dr. Trupti - What happens after that?
Saumya - I go to tubewell. I watch water falling.
Dr. Trupti - Is your house nearby?
Saumya - I can see but it is at some distance.
Dr. Trupti - You are going to your house. How is the house from inside?
Saumya - No plaster on walls.
Dr. Trupti - who else is in the house?
Saumya - Younger brother
Dr. Trupti - His age?
Saumya - 5 to 6
Dr. Trupti - Look around. Do you see any slate, any chalk to write?
Saumya - I see a piece of coal. The floor is made of mud.
Dr. Trupti - Pick up the coal and with it you have to write the name of the place.
Saumya - Raipur
Dr. Trupti - Which year is it?
Saumya - 1975
Dr. Trupti - Who else do you see?
Saumya - Grandparents
Dr. Trupti - Do you see your mother in that life?
Saumya - She is in the kitchen
Dr. Trupti - What is she wearing?
Saumya - Simple Sari
Dr. Trupti - Look into the eyes of your father. Who does he remind you of?
Saumya - papaji
Dr. Trupti - What do they call you?
Saumya - Bitiya
Dr. Trupti - What do you do whole day?
saumya - Household chores
Dr. Trupti - Do you go to school?
Saumya - No
Dr. Trupti - Do you work in fields too?
Saumya - Yes
Dr. Trupti - You have to go to a very important incident in that life. 1-2-3. Where do you see yourself?
Saumya - At the tubewell
Dr. Trupti - Who is with you?
Saumya - Brother
Dr. Trupti - What do you call him?
Saumya - Chhotu
Dr. Trupti - What are you doing there?
Saumya - Forcing my brother to go into the water. He is saying "no". He is afraid. I forcibly pull him inside water. He runs towards the house to complain. He has cauht fever due to fear and cold. I feel very bad because this all happened because of me.
Dr. Trupti - Is brother saying anything?
Saumya - No. He is very sick.
Dr. Trupti - Where are you?
Saumya - Sitting alone.
Dr. Trupti - Anybody else is there?
Saumya - Mother is there. But I am sitting away from everybody.
Dr. Trupti - Why?
Saumya - This is all because of me.
Dr. Trupti - You are blaming yourself. Do your parents also think the same?
Saumya - Not sure. May be.
Dr. Trupti - What happens after that/
Saumya - Because of lack of proper treatment, my brother did not survive.
Dr. Trupti - How do you feel?
Saumya - I should have been in my brother's place.
Dr. Trupti - Do you think why you forced your brother inside water?
Saumya - To get him rid of fear. he feared getting into water.
Dr. Trupti - Did you think that pulling him into water would rid him of fear?
Saumya - Yes. All are blaming him except my Baba ji. I am sitting next to him. Sometimes I feel to do anything to free myself from all these blames and sometimes I feel that nobody else is in the house to take care of everybody.
Dr. Trupti - Any other important incident?
Saumya - I am walking on road with Babaji. There are lots of people on the road. Babaji is crossing the road. I see a vehicle coming towards him. I run to save Babaji and I am run over by the bus.
Dr. Trupti - What happened after that?
Saumya - Freedom. I attain God.
Dr. Trupti - Where is your body?
Saumya - On the road.
Dr. Trupti - Where is your Babaji?
Saumya - He has crossed the road.
Dr. Trupti - Is your consciousness out of your body now?
Saumya - Yes
Dr. Trupti - Both good and bad.
Saumuya - Why bad?
Saumya - I am in dilemma.
Dr. Trupti - Why good?
Saumya - Freedom
Dr. Trupti - At what age did you die?
Saumya - 18
Dr. Trupti - Which year is it?
Saumya - 1977
Dr. Trupti - You have to leave the burden of that life behind and come back to this body. 1-2-3
The regression is over.
Ravi - Saumya ji, how was the feeling?
Saumya - Good. It was a different kind of experience.
Ravi - Any similarity between that life and this?
Saumya - Helplessness. I had guilt conscious.
Ravi - There is a good lesson in this for those who are perfect in all limbs and do not use their body properly. Did she use to play a lot?
Saumya's mother - She used to play a lot. She was very active. She is very courageous.
Saumya - Family support is very important.
Ravi - How do you get strength?
Saumya - I follow papaji's advice to be optimistic,
Ravi - I salute you.
Dr. Trupti - If in previous birth you die because of being hit in some part of body, then the pain continues in this life. In this life also she got hit in the same place. Often it so happens that if something bad happens to children, then parents feel that they (parents) might have done something bad. But these regressions tell us this is not so. This is just an accident. She blamed herself for her brother's death and because of that she never felt happiness. That way, we punish ourselves. All these guilt feelings are related to your past life and they have nothing to do with this life. So let it be. Promise me that you will not think over all those incidents in this life.
Ravi - We and whole of India can see the shine in her eyes. (To Saumya)You are not handicapped. Your mind is working properly. You use good words. You have every thing.
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