Actualy liked the episode yesterday.
Nayi Sanam's possessiveness of Aahilji and Shaad's tadap for the girl he swore to protect. He had to save her, considering it was his idea to make up a fake story and land her up in trouble. Did he forget there was one terrorist out there loose who had already made an attempt to get near him? And he decided to let Sanam go with him, without the protective gear...Bad move, Major Shaad!đ
But...
The Triangle!
I have made up my mind about Shaad. There are two men vying for a girl- one gets the girl, the other gets my sympathy. I will look away from the rights and wrongs of what Shaad did, because for once after his introduction I felt his scene was written and done well. Sanam looked so pretty...It ached not to see her Jallad Jinn next to her.
This is how I made peace. Imagine there are two boys and a girl who are thick friends. Both the guys fall for the girl, but the girl falls for obviously... for one... They go out on dates and connect emotionally at a level the third guy cannot even imagine. He stays on loving the girl all his life, even when she marries her sweetheart. Does he deserve my sympathy? I suppose yes, for wasting his life. Is he right? It is up to him to decide whom to love. If he is happy being a devdas all his life, let him be. It is his life. He is responsible for the choices he makes.(It is not a choice I'd make...I'd be fair to myself as well as the two friends I bless together.)
With this analysis of Shaad when I sat down and watched the episode, I was just happy he was there to protect Sanam even if he had inadvertently landed her there. SJ looked very very pretty...and Varun acted well. I hope this level of execution (disregarding the plastic snake that kissed Sanam) continues...though I keep my hopes low.
And the precap: Hamara Rishta bhale hi jhootha hai, lekin mera pyar sachha hai.
Mera Pyar...Yes, Major Shaad. Jhooth and Sach. Now you have made a clear distinction and defined your feelings. Let us see what it makes you do.
.
Now!
NOW!
REALITY!
Har guzarte pal ke saath mera Sanam mujhse door chala jaa reha hai.đ
Yes, Aahil. She is going away...making new memories...probably shutting the doors to a past that keeps evading her. It is confusing and exasperating her...So she'd rather live with the happy memories an empty new life promises her?...
EMPTY...because she herself feels the junoon missing...
And I ask myself one question.
IS IT GOING TO BE EASY?
DO I EXPECT ARI TO WALK IN AND CLAIM HIS LOVE?
Nope.
I suppose Sanam has to learn what Junoon meant to her.
And for that she'd need to compare.
It is not about what Shaad feels for her or she wants to feel for him...
It is about what an impossible guy meant to her, and she to him.
If she needs new memories and new experiences to jerk her back to reality, let it be.
Let her know how each touch, each glance, each hug is different...It is not going to be pleasant to watch...
But I am really dying to know how they will take this forwardđ€...I hope the execution doesn't fall flat!đ€