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"Wake up lonely with you by my side
One more night it doesn't feel
There are movies playing in your eyes
You dream of our fortunes
But you're wrong
I don't belong to you
The moon is the only friend I have outside
One more drink and I'll be healed
I told you the words and then knew it was a lie
I wish I could offer an appeal
You're wrong
I don't belong
You're wrong
I don't belong to you
What I'd give for that first night when you were mine
Tried with all that I have to keep you alive
I wasn't taught this way
With a thousand things to say
I was born with a broken heart
What I'd give for that first night when you were mine
Thought you were mine
So I'll put this cigarette to bed
Pull some sheets from off your side
I put my arm around you safe in the night
Still dreaming of fortune
But you're wrong
I don't belong
You're wrong
I don't belong
I don't belong.."
Okay. So after a hormonal driven episode. We got hurt and pain.
This song. Its such a sad and heartbreaking song "Belong" by Cary Brothers. It just makes you cry with the lyrics, the voice and the beats to it :'(
SO on to the episode. The cat mom gives the file to Aahil to sign those papers. 😡 He looks back to Sanam. Sanam looks back at him. Sharing an intense and tensed look with each other like this is the end of their beautiful relation.
She kept nudging him to sign them, Bitch! He takes the pen opens the file again looks back at her :'( Those flashbacks start. The moments they just shared with each other, that almost confession, the way they were in each other arms, so at peace, so happy.
He was about to sign. Tries the pen. AND LIES. AGAIN. "This pen isn't working Ammi. I don't have any other one too. Wait I'll get it" :'( Poor baby. He doesn't wanna sign, he doesn't wanna sign the deal which would break their relation, the relation which has the ONLY one he has got :'(
He goes back to the room she follows him too. They come to their room. She asks "That pen was working na Aahil? Then why din't you sign those papers?" He looked away, ignored her. He still is so weak. He needs encouragement, that push to make him believe he has a golden heart that has fallen in love with HER.
She held his arm and turned him towards her. "Aahil, why din't you sign those?" She asks again. He looks at her holds her hand "Sanam, signing those papers,,would mean..the end of this relation..which has just started" :'( OH MAN! That was so painful to hear. He was in tears, about to cry. "I don't want this to happen Sanam."
She looks at him.Totally being the matured one here AGAIN 😆 "Aahil. I don't think so our relation depends on someone else's decisions. Its we who have to decide right?" He looks at her, Totally wants to believe in each and every word. "If we decide to live together, do you think anyone would be able to separate us?" :') <333 THE BEST LINE OF TODAY.
She is so confident. So understanding. This is indeed another symbolism I guess?? It would be SHE who would be fighting and would be doing ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING to keep their love alive from all the dangers. <3
He looks at her again. Caresses her face, tucking her hair behind, she smiles at her and they HUG again! Aww man! Their hugs are just SO GORGEOUS!! So passionately they hold each other. They are so much in love!
They break the hug. She smiles and looks at him with an asking smile "Aahil, woh, you were gonna say something na?" 😆 I loved the change of mood! That was just so adorable! She so wants to listen those three words from him. Aahil being all ignorant, on purpose I guess, I felt he knew what she is talking about. His smile. "What? What are you talking about?" "Arre you were saying something na, woh where we went and.."
"Oh that! Ofcourse. How can I forget?" He smiles and closes in her face. she smiles, a little shy, SO CUTE?!! He holds her chin lovingly and looks in her eyes. For once I thought he would again attempt to kiss her 😆 "I..love.." UGH. Damn. He din't say this time too. But well, there is DEFFO a reason they have not still confessed. This is NOT the actual confession.
"For that, you have to wait for another surprise" He starts going back. "Another surprise? But Aahil.." "Wait a second. I'll be back" And he left. :(
WHY HE LEFT?! He came to the dining hall saw his cat mom and was about to leave just when she realises he is here and calls him 😡 That whole scene was just so painful and heartbreaking to watch. She said so much mean words to him, WHICH MOTHER DOES THAT?!! Oh well, she is NOT a mother! Ugh.
All the things she said to him. HIS FACE. HIS EYES. Oh god, so much hurt and pain, his expressions man! He din't even have a single line in that, STILL it was so brilliantly done. He was about to cry, his eyes were actually red. God so much pain he must have gone through. My baby! :'(
She knew what would hit him and she took the advantage and said he would spoil Sanam's life, you are not a good husband Aahil. Oh man! KILL HER ALREADY!!
He just leaves from there, saying in a choking voice "Ji" :'( God! I know I love to see him in pain and tears😆 But still it hurts me too! He comes back in their room.
Sanam is so happy she comes and puts her arms around his neck and says excitedly "I thought to give a surprise myself too! Afterall you have proved to be a good hubby" :'( HIS FACE. He remembered all those things which he just listened.
"See these candles? How are they?" Poor Sanam man! She is so sweet! She hugs him AGAIN! Oh man, how much she hugs man!! 😆 Okay but he din't hug her back this time :'( Still into those flashbacks.
He moves her from his arms "Bujha do yeh candles. I am feeling sleepy" :'( Man! Don't know what he must be going through that time. The love of his life in his arms, all his, happy and safe, still not able to make her his, coz he doesn't "deserve" her :'( I WANNA CRY NOW!!
He goes back to bed and closes his eyes. She was left confused still not able to understand what the hell just happened </3
Okay. So this has got interesting now. He would be all like again wearing his "mask" to mask all feelings within him for her, trying to be ignorant of his feelings, reminding himself he would RUIN HER LIFE. ANGST on the way!
She would be trying to pursue him. He would again yell at her, and then would regret or maybe cry too!
I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE HIM CRY!! 😆 The way he cries no one else can. AND THE JUNOON BEGINS.
Precap. SHE IS NOT GONNA SIGN THOSE BITCH. She is wayy too smarter than ARI 😆
Oh I just realised. ALMOST WHOLE SCREEN SPACE WERE FOR SaHil only! *gasps* 😲😆 Yes its over finally!
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