She can be your lawfully wedded wife but she is nt your soulmate. You may stay in the same room...may share the same bed... You may have her 24/7 in front your eyes...you can watch her the whole day and through the whole night...but No. Aahil my boy You have to stop there. Just at the line where your heart and wish becomes one! You have to stop just when your heart beats wild inside your chest. You have to stop your overwhelming emotions that wants to envelope her! You have to stop yourself. You cannot love her. Even if you do you cannot be with her! You can drown in her eyes as long as you wish but you cannot hold her. Your hands can crave but it cant feel or touch her. No. You cannot love her my boy. You're nt allowed to. :(
your heart can desire as impatiently n passionately as it wishes to. It can go wild in trying to supress its unrequited devotion. But it cant weave dreams. With her. No. Or feel her. Your heart cannot become one with her. Because You're tied. Tied With a promise of a false marriage! You want to believe. To commit. But you have been forbade to. Time and again you're being reminded of its fragility! Yes. And those words hurled at you are your mother's! You want to cry. Yell. You want to say--"ammi she means everything to me. This marriage is everything to me. And i love her. I have always loved her. Then How can i not think it as real?!! " But he doesnt. For he is an obedient son. Unfortunately in the hands of an unloving mother.
and when all these Aahil goes through, believe me it becomes too difficult to nt think it as real. To hard to believe its just a fiction. And the words i'm typing are based on a mere show! I try to but i cannot.
So overwhelming and so intense his emotions are that i cnt help but feel for him! And with him!
KVB ignites soo much life into Aahil and with such beauty that my every fibre feels his pain! His craving ! ❤️ my heart lurches when he cries. :-(
and i can bet its nt just me but every one here, all of you can feel him ! You can touch and feel his agony just the way i do!
Which is amazing!!👏
and Sanam...she is the one flower that blooms once in a decade to fill that one special heart with joy. She is the autumn. Light . And hope for Aahil! She is here to erase his darkness and blend his heart with the wave of her love. She is the starlit night ! And is here to paint his world with dreams! 😳
SJ mesmerises me with her brilliance!she is amazing!!👏
and it would be a lie if i say my heart didnot do a somersoult at the silent stares n vibes they exchanged.😆😳 Truly Saahil were captivating!❤️
P.S. Sorry i have got little bit over-emotional today. I guess.😆 So i will spare the other parts like tanveer n Rehan this time. But well i might come up with a One Shot based on Sanam's perspective since i think she deserves a bit more explicit portrayal that i cant do here in such short time.😳
ok. So thats for tonight. Pour your thoughts and views. I'll be glad to hear them.😉
take care darlings🤗
have a good sleep.🤗