*~Chapter Drei~*
Some where in New york city . Eathen sloane square house 44 ~
I was walking in the garden of my house after making Azaan sleep in her room . I was feeling too emotional today . Oh god allah what is wrong with me why can't I just throw that man out from my life ? Why allah why ? ...
Thinking all this I sat on bench and pushed my lefgs up hugging them and tucking my head in between my knees . I cannot ever forget him that's the real thing but why couldn't I ? He threw me out of his house after marking me as his , he treated me as if I was some handicapped person by a disability , But i though have a disability i couldn't speak i am mute but what was my fault in it !?
If he didn't want to marry me he should have rejected me !
But no he said yes !
And now here I am so alone , so lonely though I have Azaan with me but there is still a need growing inside me for someone , Someone who cares about me , Someone who loves me even if I am mute . Why did you do this to me Asad ? Why did you do this to me ?...
And with that her thoughts led to her scenes three years back ...
FLASHBACK STARTS :!
"Zoya ...Common this will look good on you !"
" { No aapi I like the blue one } " *With signs*
"Zoya ...Allah ! "
" { No aapi I want that blue dupatta bas ! } "
"Okay you won't listen na okay ...I will tell dilshad bi that Zoya isn't wearing that color which is Asad's favorite !..."
" {What ?!!! this color was Asad's favorite ? ...Ohno !! i m so stupid I will wear it ! } "
" { Aapi ...! umm ...I can wear red ! "
"Hmmm...so now my sister even knows how to blush !...strange "
Zeenat giggled and went to the counter for purchasing this nikaah ka joda for Zoya !...
and zoya thought ...
"Bas jaldi se humara nikaah ho ...mujhe unnse milna hai !...ye kehna hai ki unhe pehli nazar me dekh ker hi mujhe unse pyaar hogya tha ! "
FLASHBACK ENDS :!
Huh !
How stupid I was i didn't even know that i was praying for something which wasn't mine !...
In Germany :
Asad was having his food and sipping on his milk coffee and on his side was his book written till chapter six . He was thinking to make this book short just 10 chapters and now he couldn't fit his words in this much but he had to he was about to write the sixth chapter when he had a flashback of the shopping he went with his mom !...
FLASHBACK STARTS :!
Asad Please pasad kr lo na sherwani " Said dilshad in an iritated tone !
" Ammi..jb meri pasand ya khushi kisike maaine nhi rkhti tho mai kyu kuch pasand kru ?..."
and with that he left !\
FLASHBACK ENDS :!
Ps : there is more coming up ! 😉
so stay tuned !! 😉
Edited by ASYA4eveAAA - 11 years ago
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