this is quite a long chapter, so dont dare to complaint for thr time taken. i m really sorry i got bus with the acadamics. so for compensiating this part 12 a is of 2,000+ words for 2 months and part b is still left. well i just realized that my story will get quite long so i will cut much of the not needed scene, or else pata nahi kaha tak jaegi ye story.
well this quite long, hope you enjoy , nahi to suffer!!😆

part 12 a
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She went silent. She actually went silent,' thought our asad miya. But why? Only she had the answer. He continued his driving thinking if she breaks it soon.
On the contrary she was lost in her own thoughts. Her elbow n head resting on the window panel. Well there is a long story. Asad pulled up out of a dhaba as decided. She gently shook her which made her jerk out of her thoughts.
Asad : are you okay?
She nodded and gave a sly smile and made her way out of the car to the dhaba and as usual he followed. She was still silent. He pulled up a pew for them and made themselves comfortable. While she was silent , he started at her, thinking the reason for her this silence, when she caught him staring. She clicked her fingers in front of him , questioning with her eyebrows, by lifting them up. While he just smiled and shook his head. He rubbed his hands and asked
Asad : so mohtarma, kya lena chahengi aap?😛
Zoya : umm jo aap de! Aaj apki choice bhi zara chakh li jae? Kyu?😉
Asad : oh so ye bat h, fine aj ap meri choice chakiye, vese achanak esa kyu bola, I mean you are complementing me?😲
Zoya : hahaha very funny, mene sirf isliye kaha kyunki you have a good taste.😛
Asad : and esa kyu?😆
Zoya : see you chosed me , so its clear that your choice is awesome indeed.😆
Asad : oh really? Bache u better wait and watch!😲😆
They laughed and ordered for something , but she wasn't much in mood of eating so she ate few morsels and gave up, while even he was no mood to eat. He paid the bill and they just have a few small , very small conversations in between. While he was driving back he got a bit confused in the directions but he managed when suddenly the car stopped with a jerk only to be stated as its breaking down. They both got down to see if there is any other array.
Asad : koi option nahi hai, we have to find a place for the night, but wait let me arrange for a mechanic.
Zoya : huh! Koi nahi, take your time , I will wait.😛
He called the mechanic , only to hear that he will be able to make there in morning only, which left him disappointed. He went back to inform her only to see hher staring at the stars and few tears rolling down her cheeks. This alarmed him, that something was definetly wrong. She quickly wiped her tears seeing him approaching her, but her tears denied to stop. He came and wiped them gently. With his fingers he lifted her face to have a clear view.
Asad : shh stop crying! What happened? Are you okay? Any problem?😕
Zoya nodded her head in negative : umm kuch nahi bas yuhi vo ankh me kachra chalgaya tha. you relax!😊
Asad : its okay , I understand, tum mujhe batana nahi chahti, take your time, I repect your privacy, lekin still koi problem ho to you can share with me, once you trust me.
Zoya : nahi asad esa nahi h, its just..😲
Asad : its okay, take your time...😊
He turn around to leave to be caught by her fingers around his arms. He turned around to see her seeing him with watery eyes.
Zoya : can we walk and talk?🤔-
He silently nodded and they both started walking. He waited for her to speak and after few moments she finally spoke.
Zoya : asad u know I m zoya faroouqui, but farooqui meri real identity nahi h, but even I dont know what my real identity is.😭
Asad saw her with a confused expression. She smiled and continued.😊
I was born with my real identity, jo meri thi for 3 whole years but later even I and actually no one know where that zoya went. I remember my past through some blurred images. I was just three when I became a farooqui. Mujhe nahi yad ki m kon hu, meri pehchan kya h, I don't know me kiske sath rehti thi, mere ammi abbu kon the.😭
Asad was still not getting her point , he can just see silent tears flowing from her orbs, which made him more and more curious, he continued listening.
Only some blurred pictures proofed my existence on the earth as a child. Meri ammi mujhse bachpan m hi bichad gayi thi, allah ne unhe apne pas bula liya tha , aur mere abu, i never knew about him and I never wanted to know about him, though kabhi kabhi mere man m bhoi ye icha jagti thi that I want to see him, like other children even I wanted to be pampered by him but I was happy with my small world, my ammi. But shayad khuda ko ye manzur nahi tha, isliye unhone mujhse unhe cheen liya. I at the age of 2 saw few familiar and few unfamiliar faces, but that one particular face whom I remembered her calling the person as Mii' was missing and I saw tears in each one's eyes, sab mujhe sympathy ki nazro se dekh rahe the, but I cared the less asad, I just wanted to see my ammi but I never saw her, never ever after that. I searched in the crowd to see just that one face , just to fail. Though at the age of 2 I as an infant , saw that familiar face to what I call mii' and clearly remembered it. I started to feel of loss of that warm embrace, I felt that kisne mujhse meri zindagi cheen li, mera vo khilona jo mujhe ta umra apne sath chaiye tha.😭
Even before she knew she was sobbing uncontrollably, and asad felt his cheeks dryning with the fluid flowing from his eyes. He saw when she was speaking, he saw a 2 year old child speaking, that same innocent , that same pain. Before she fell down sobbing he catched her from her shoulders and knelt with her. He didn't stopped her , he wanted her to say everything and remove all her pain. She continued
Even before I knew I was in a new place but with few familiar faces and there is where I met him. My best friend, my favourite, her haider bhaiyu. Vo sabse ache the, he was the best, hum roz ek sath khelte the, kud te the, he was , he was everything, he was my life. I lived with my sanya [ zainub's sister] aunty and haider bhaiyu. They were the faces I saw everyday and what I wanted to see everyday. I was happy , very happy but the destiny never had something good for me, it again played its own cruel game and pata nahi kese par m unse dur hogayi, asad meri kya galti thi? Sirf 1 sal rahi m unke sath, kyu?😭
Asad noticed that glint of happiness in her eyes when she spoke about her bhaiyu. But again he had no answers for her questions. She continued,
. Later, I lived in an orphanage only to be adopted by two angels, zainub appi and her mother. I lived happily with them, and was so very attached to them. When I grew a bit elder I saw a new member in their family, whom I called anwar jiju, he was my borther lekin haider bhaiyu jesa koi nahi. I was happy when again I saw losing a person , zeenat appi's mother. I was distraught but later m sambhal gayi kyunki muyjhe pata h ki muqadar kabhi mere sath nahi h. I m a jinx asad, I m a jinx , hamesha meri vajah se hi koi na koi mujhse dur hotah.😭
Asad : shh! Khabardar jo esa bola! U r not a jinx zoya, infact a lucky charm for everyone, dnt say si, infact no one is a jinx , dare u say that again! Get that!!
Zoya just nodded, n he nodded asking her to continue...
Zoya : From that time I never faced any such wrath of destiny. But I was in india for some other work, to find my haider bhaiyu, yes to find him. When you mentioned about your siblings , he occupied my mind, my bhaiyu...I miss you bhaiyu..😭
N again she fell on the floor crying bitterly and asad let her cheeks get wet , he knew that this was suppressed from something long time ago, and so he didn't stopped her instead let her cry to relieve all her pain and emotions. He kne stopping her would be of no use , but will be more harmful. He just sat beside her on the ground and let her seek his shoulder for support. He was shocked was something understatement. He was just in awe of this girl , he wasn't able to believe that she is the same girl with whom he is living since. He ws dazed , confused that who was she , the zoya who lives with him, or this zoya crying with the pain inside her.he was dazed that how can someone be such a good actor with her life, he cant relate them, there was la vive to relate them actually. He was amazed that she had a history, an actual history with her which she hided like anything. He didn't knew that why he was feeling as if his world is breaking apart seeing her crying... May be it was ... something, no it cant be, its just friendship, an indeed true friendship, yes it just that. he thout, but was it only this ? well whatever it was he didn't dug much into it instead he made a fix , that he will help her for what she is here, to find the one for whom she broke crossed every hurdle , her brother.
Even the nature was not happy seeing her cry, and so it let its tear flow even. The sky which was till now smiling with the bright tinkling stars, smiling over this couple and their understanding ,were covered with the myriad of clouds ready to shower the soothing rain which may help her to refresh and come out of her inner turmoil. No sooner it started to rain.
The rain actually was a miracle , hey both came out of their trance, zoya's sobs were subsided with slow sniffs. Asad gently took her shoulders and helped her to get up so that they can move to a safer place as it was dark and already raining.
Zoya : its okay asad, I m much better, thank u so much for listening to my stupid tlks , I m really feeling light after sharing this emotion with some one.😊
Asad : oh plz! No need for that. Its always said ki dard batne se hi kam hota h and don't worry I will help you out through this.😊
Zoya : thank u so much!!😳
Asad : my pleasure senorita!😆
Zoya's mouth formed a big O!! she cant believe it was him.😲
Asad : close ur mouth senorita varna ese bade bade muo[mouths] esi choti choti makhioya ghumti rehti h!!😆
She closed her mouth and ran behind him, while he ran ahead to save himself from her. After a while, they both stopped tired and panting, drenched and laughing whole heartedly. She ws laughing ever so freely, and that's what he wanted to see.
Asad : sometimes going out of your nature is so good na!?😉
Zoya : ya live example standing right in front of me! Well thank u so much!😳
Asad : its okay!! Come princess!😊
Zoya went and hugged him. As if she found solace. Both never wanted to leave each other but this lightning make them do so. They both jerked out.
Asad : come lets go !!😊
As asad turned to make their way back, he was locked , the words refused to come out of his mouth. Seeing him shocked and confused zoya got worried and so she asked,
Zoya : kya hua? Why so shocked? 😕
Asad : we are lost...🥱
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oh wow u r great, u made it till here!!👏
varna mujhe laga tha adhe to adhe m hi behosh hogaye honge..😆
well your guesses were wrong, this was sromething different revelation...😛
my hands are paining like anything.!!😭
bt as it was an emotional part , next means part b will be again the fun filled part, plz forgive i m very poor at writing emotional parts...😭
well do give your reviews..😊
i will be waiting...!😃
and again sorry for updating so let will try to update part b asap!!😛
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