asya SS punishment of love #2 part 12-17....link to #3 - Page 58

They stood still, facing each other as the song started.. He raised his hand for her to hold it

Hum tere bin ab reh nahi sakte
Tere bina kya wajood mera

Hesitatingly she slipped her hand in his hold, and she did he stepped forward closing the gap between them

Hum tere bin ab reh nahi sakte
Tere bina kya wajood mera

zoya heart skipped a beat with the close proximity they were sharing

Tujhse juda gar ho jaayenge
Toh khud se hi ho jaayenge judaa

moving slowly with the tune, they starred at each other, there eyes showing a lot of emotions in the same time, none of them knew that what to do..

Kyunki tum hi ho
Ab tum hi ho
Zindagi ab tum hi ho
Chain bhi, mera dard bhi
Meri aashiqui ab tum hi ho

The song kept going on and they were moving with it, lost in there own world, asad stepped back a little and then pulled her close and as he did, she was now almost hugging him, and as she tried to move away he tightened his hold making it impossible for her

Tera mera rishta hai kaisa
Ik pal door gawara nahi
Tere liye har roz hai jeete
Tujh ko diya mera waqt sabhi
Koi lamha mera na ho tere bina
Har saans pe naam tera

They were so close now, his hand on her bare back were sending shivers down her spine, her breaths were getting heavy with every passing moment and she was already feeling herself lost in him..

Kyunki tum hi ho
Ab tum hi ho
Zindagi ab tum hi ho
Chain bhi, mera dard bhi
Meri aashiqui ab tum hi ho

Finally when she got succeeded in moving away from him, he twirled her around so that she again returned on the same spot, in his arms.. A smile appeared on his lips while she sighed in defeat..


Tumhi ho... Tumhi ho...
Tere liye hi jiya main
Khud ko jo yun de diya hai

Asad remembered the time when dilshaad left him,he thought that that time was the most difficult time of his life..

Teri wafa ne mujhko sambhala
Saare ghamon ko dil se nikala

She was with him, consoling him whenever he broke down, she was there..

Tere saath mera hai naseeb juda
Tujhe paake adhoora naa raha hmm..

how hw wished that that time return and he get he back, a tear fall from her eyes, as she felt a dull pain inside her seeing him looking at her with those a lot untold emotions..

Kyunki tum hi ho
Ab tum hi ho
Zindagi ab tum hi ho..
Chain bhi, mera dard bhi
Meri aashiqui ab tum hi ho

He removed the strip of hair from her face and tucked it behind her ear, caressing her cheeks softly he mouthed the last few lines, the gap between them was not more than few inches..

Kyunki tum hi ho
Ab tum hi ho
Zindagi ab tum hi ho..
Chain bhi, mera dard bhi
Meri aashiqui ab tum hi ho

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Dilshaad opened the cupboard and keel down towards the last draw, caressing the small box wrapped in a gift paper, she kissed it 'happy birthday asad' she whispered softly, and as she did tears start falling from her eyes, she placed the gift inside the drawer and went to her bed, her tears weren't stopping and she sobbed her covering her face with her hands, she stopped for a moment as she felt a hand on her shoulder, removing her hands from her face she looked up and found rashid, his eyes were showing worry for her, she looked at him with so much emotions as again tears made it's way..

'dilshaad what happen?' he asked sitting beside her and she rested her head on his shoulder 'i missing my son rashid..it's his birthday and look at the bad luck of mine, i can't even wish him' she explained and sobbed 'then why don't you just go and talk to him..dilshaad your rudeness towards him had create these differences between you both...' 'you are blaming me rashid..don't forget i took this step for our relation..' 'i know dilshaad but thing got worst when u start ignoring him after asya's separation..' 'how can't i rashid? Whatever he did was something i never expected..he committed a sin rashid..' 'dilshaad u forgot what i did with u..at least asad didn't did worst then me, and look you are here with me, dilshaad i know u love zoya and u are angry with asad for what happened with zoya but dilshaad can't u just go and sort out the rest with your son, keeping there marriage issue aside..u knew that he was broken but u choose to ignore it because according to you he was so stubborn to understand you reasons to take this step..'

'no rashid i can't hurt zoya..' 'dilshaad try to understand, i too love zoya, she is like najma and nikhat to me..but dilshaad he is your son..just give your relation a chance..you forgot when i left u all, he was the one who sacrificed everything..' 'it's so difficult rashid..i can't face him, neither with love nor hate..' 'dilshaad u have too..he is your son, at least think about him..try once...' 'but..' 'no if's and but's dilshaad, just go...'

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'happy birthday to u.'. everyone sang the birthday song as asad cut the cake.. He took a piece and turned towards sidra to feed her the cake first, he kneel down in front of her and feed her, he looked for zoya around but she was standing far from them, sighing he then made najma, nikhat and humaira ate it..as everyone got busy in eating the cake, sidra went to zoya and forced her to come to asad 'Mr.khan, who will feed my mama the cake?' she asked with her hands on her hips 'ara najma is giving everyone, she will give your mama too..' 'no u fed everyone with your hands but not mama?' 'so ask tour mama, she wasn't here' 'ohhh! Acha wait here..' sidra ran to najma and brought a piece of cake with her...'here papa...' asad looked at zoya as if asking her, she took breath and nodded, asad took the piece and made her have it 'mama you too feed daddy' zoya hold his hand and made him have it 'won't you feed me too zoya?' he said, zoya's eyes widened and she looked at the main door from where the voice came and there stood mohsin crossing his hand across his hands across his chest, the look on his face horrified zoya from the core and the leftover piece fall from her hand

'maddy' shoutout sidra as she ran towards her best friend 'oh saddy i missed u a lot' he said with honesty hugging sidra tightly.. 'i miss u two three four' she said happily and then let go of him she ran towards asad, dragging him with her he brought him towards mohsin 'Mr.Khan meet my best friend maddy..and maddy he is my daddy..' she introduced them in her as usual bubbly way.. 'nice to meet you Mr.khan, umm i came here to talk to u zoya' he said looking at zoya 'umm..yeah..say?' she asked boggled 'i want to talk to u ALONE' he repeated stretching the last word... 'uhh..come with me' as zoya and mohsin made there to upstairs dilshaad entered inside, totally shocked seeing all the youngsters there together..right now they didn't even looked happy at all and she might understood the reason seeing zoya with mohsin..

Asad felt a dull pain inside him, he felt as the last hope is also going to over...no one actually realized dilshaad's presence as they were already depressed with the current situation..few minutes passed but there was no sign of them..'i..i will go and check' announced asad as he lose his patience , he turned and made his way upstairs, dilshaad too followed him to the stairs..

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'what the hell are you doing here?' yelled zoya as soon as they entered inside 'oh? Why zoya? Aren't you happy that you soon to be husband come to meet you after four long days' 'wait a minute, come out of your dreams Mr.Mohsin Azeem..i am still someone's wife..' 'so what? Did u forget that you living with him is the wrap up time for this so called relation..?' zoya fell silent, he was somewhere right, she didn't knew how to react 'and zoya don't you dare forget what we decided, you are living with him for these seven days to fulfill court's order..i am warning you, i won't forgive you if u are planning to ditch me at the end..' he warned, zoya looked at him shocked 'are you threatening me..how dare you? For your information, i had just said yes to it, but this behavior of your's may change my decision ' zoya retorted

Before mohsin could reply her, he saw asad through the mirror, a thought crossed his mind and holding zoya through her shoulders he turned her and now her back was facing the door, zoya looked shock, mohsin shhhed her in a husky voice and placed his hand on her back, she stood numb, he never had behaved like that in his whole life, he moved his hands on her bare back until it reached till her neck, giving a slight push, he pulled her towards him, her eyes widened as she realized what will his next move but she was back in her senses as she saw asad through the mirror

Asad stood rooted on his spot, he just felt like killing himself..he didn't had the stamina to stand there anymore, so taking few steps backward he left closing the door with a thud..zoya jumped and moved away from him abruptly

Zoya pushed mohsin hard and slapped him hard across his face 'how dare you mohsin?' she shouted while mohsin stood still, feeling like an idiot 'zoya..i..' 'just stop it, i don't want to listen a word.. I never knew that u can stoop so low..i always considered you my close friend whom i think understands me and my pain but no if i knew that you think like this about me i never had agreed for marrying you..' 'zoya i am sorry i was so lost in u tha..' 'what do u mean.? Do u really think that this reason made nay sense..u are going to regret this action' she said gritting her teeth and left..

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dilshaad noticed whatever happened there and the look in his eyes, she didn't missed it too..she came downstairs and a moment later asad came back , dilshaad noticed him, he didn't uttered a word but his eyes spoke volume, after ages dilshaad looked deep into his eyes and may be she found whatever she had expected since what felt like always...

'bhaijan..what happen?' asked najma signalling towards upstairs which brought asad back from his world.. 'oh..i guess they are discussing something important...well you guyz should get going, party is over' he spoke altogether and left..

Dilshaad opened her mouth but closed it abruptly as nothing came out..she closed her eyes sighing sadly..aftera minute zoya too came downstairs, she looked furious but hide it as soon as she came and stood with everyone..

Mohsin left as soon as he came downstairs 'sidra will u come with us?' asked ayaan to sidra 'wow rabart chacho.. I want to come..mama and daddy will come too na?' 'umm no no saddy, only u, they will not let us do our masti' said ayaan winking at her and her face light up, zoya wanted to say a no but seeing sidra so happy didn't let her say that 'ohkay..' she jumped in joy then 'let's go..' ayaan took her in his arms, and saying bye to zoya they all left..

Zoya stood there alone..she knew asad had seen them in that state and for a moment guilt took over her, she remembered how she felt when she saw both of them in each other's arms, then how would he had felt, may be he don't love her anymore but she is not able to console her heart..that instant that feeling was something she can't explain, she knew if she will try to talk fo him right now then it won't lead them anywhere so what she choose was to go back to her room and call it a night..