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salam, i am here with part two...especially updated early for --SH7_Sunny-- and akaswan...do share your views š
Part 2;-
next morning
zoya woke up with a heavy head, so rubbed her forehead with her left hand and when the memories of last day played in her mind, tears started forming in her eyes, she looked here and there and then she realized that where was she...at khan mansion, she decided to wipe away her tears before anyone could see it but she was not able to do that as if someone had hold her right hand, she frowned and then look down towards her hand only to find asad sleeping holding her hand, she smiled through her tears, soon wiping away her tears from her left hand she patted his shoulder to wake him up but when he did'nt woke up with it so she called his name on which he woke up with a jerk and looked here and there and then finally at her 'you ohkay' he asked with concern and she just nodded 'ohk, let me inform ami that you are awake, they are so tense' he said and left without giving zoya a chance to say something, it pinched in her heart and her weird thought again came to disturb her but this time she avoid it waiting for her dilshaad ami to come
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'zoya have it' said najma entering in her room with a glass of orange juice 'nahe najma, my stomach is full, u both had already made me eat too much' said zoya holding her stomach and looking at both mother-daughter with pleading eyes on which they both laughed soon zoya joined them 'no no zoya u have to drink this too, last night doctor sahab said that u fainted bcz of weakness' said dilshaad taking that juice from najma's hand and signaling zoya to hold it 'dilshaad ami that was about yesterday now i am fine and healthy, you both just made me 3 parathas and a glass of juice, and now this too' said zoya still chewing the last bite of her paratha...'so what it's our responsibility to feed you and to make you healthy, and we are doing that' said dilshaad and it brought tears in zoya's eyes as she rememebered haseena's behaviour with her in last four month 'i missed you a lot ami' said zoya as tears made there way out of her eyes 'i missed u too mere bachi' replied dilshaad bringing her close and kissing her forehead and then taking her in a motherly embrace and zoya hugged her back 'someone forget me' said najma pouting folding her arms across her chest on which they broke the hug and looked at her, zoya giggled 'oh tamatar come here' said zoya raising her hand asking her to join them and then she came to them and hugged them...except the trio asad was also watching this from the door...he smiled but without saying anything he left, and zoya who was facing the door noticed it but she did'nt understand why he behaved like that
soon zoya excused herself giving the duo some lame excuse and walked outside in search of asad and she really find him there where she thought at the backyard, the only place where they both always come when they are upset and it did'nt took zoya a second that he was upset..., the speciality of this place was that it joins there room and it always helped them as none of there family member knew much about it... she walked towards him and sat beside him, he felt her presence but did'nt utter a word making her broke this silence herself 'kya hua?' 'nothing' he said staring the ground 'angry with me?' asked her 'me? why would i be angry? who am i to u?' he asked calmly but she can feel his anger behind it 'why are talking rudely?' she asked a bit hurt as her doubt of him hating her came to her mind 'no i am not talking rudely...' he said hurriedly as if he can read her thoughts and had already realized what she almost thought 'it's just that i don't like what you did?' he said again staring the ground 'what i did?' she asked confused 'yesterday when you came here at those hours of night and that alone, hungry and ill we all were so shocked but tensed and confused at the same time, shocked to see you like this, confused about you came here suddenly and tense for knowing what had actually happen?' he explained but still not explaining the main point 'aur?' she asked looking directly in his eyes trying to read what he is actually feeling.. 'and that ami called haseena phoppo that night where nikhat told what happened yesterday morning i was angry very angry on them, no not was i am still angry with them but more than them i am angry with you.' he spoke gritting his teeth rethinking about what they really did to her 'why with me?' she asked still now the answer, i know he is angry as i did'nt informed him the very moment they through me out
'because you did'nt informed me or i can say you don't felt the need to do that...' he was continuing but she interrupted 'nothing like that asad i...i wa..was just...just scared...' she stammered 'scared for what zoya?' he asked frowned not really buying this statement 'because...bc...z uhhh i thought what you all also started thinking that...i ...i ' 'i what?' he asked sternly but still very impatient to know 'i am a bad luck and you all will also through me out' she blurted it out in one breath and closed her eyes tightly already realizing what was coming up 'you really thought that?' asked asad shocked to the core 'i know i was'nt suppose to think to far but ami always repeat one think that i am a bad luck and haider died bxz of me, i know you all always made me believe in me, that i have nothing to do with the matters which are in the hand ot Him but how can i ignore all this while i was living with them under the same roof listening those taunts daily' she whispered this time with tears already falling from her eyes and her head down, asad fisted his hand he really thought of killing that š¤¬ but alas he can't 'zoya do you remembered the first time you shared your problem with at this same place?' asked asad lifting her face up from his index finger and wiping away her tears from the back of his thumb, she nodded because she clearly remember it 'just repeat all that in your mind and then tell me what i exactly made you believe' said asad as she closed her
flashback
a 11 years old zoya was sitting at the backyard crying her heart out alone at all, today's day at school was worst day, through out the day she pretended to be normal and fine not to tense up the family but now when she believe that everyone are far asleep she walked in the backyard crying alone staring at the sky...did she knew asad is one step forward then her, asad always knew what she felt, how is her mood after all she was his first friend soon a 15 years old asad walked in the backyard, zoya who was'nt obvious about her presence continued crying till asad walked towards her and sit beside her making her shock, she wiped away her tears in a hurry and plastered a smile on her face 'hey you awake? abhe tak?' she asked starting a conversation more than a confirmation that he did'nt heard anything 'yes like you are away abhe tak...so how come you are still awake it's so late?' asked asad looking at her, she thought to come up with a excuse but was not able for any 'ummm mai wo...' 'leave it, u can't say by your own, let me tell you that why are awake till now?' she did'nt said anything in reply so he continued 'you were crying? were'nt you?' he declared still asked her hoping not...'yes i was' she confessed honestly 'now explain why you were?' he asked 'promise me you wont be angry hearing it?' she asked 'with you' he asked shocked 'no with someone about whom i am telling you about?' 'ohkay will try if that will not be against you?' she cleared her throat 'wo na..actually today when you went for sport practice na during break, so i came to your class, i needed some paint but you were'nt there so i decided to take by my own so i walked inside and open your bags to search paints but before i could do that one of your classmate shouted on me as if i was a thief, they started taking me wrong and soon tanveer baji came there, i ran to her and ask for her help but in return she told her friends that i am your neighbour but more like a burden to you who is living under your roof and wasting your money and that i had a bad fate, they all laughed and tanveer baji was one of them, you said that she your best friend and you will tell her so i agreed but she made fun of mine infront of everyone, they were enjoying when i was crying... they were very bad...' revealed zoya and by end she was crying and she looked at asad after finishing who was also very shock 'no tanu can't do that, she promised me that she will never tell anyone that but how can she' frowned asad 'look that's i did'nt told you, i thought that why would you belie...' 'it's not like that i don't believe it's that i am shocked that what my best friend did, i will teach her a very good lesson.' he said angrily 'no asad you wont,' 'i will and very soon' 'but...' 'leave it and just listen to me, you are living with us since last 3 years now and ami always try to make you understand that the life we live does'nt go the way we want, it's all in the hands of Allah, it is not like that those peoples who lives a happy life had never faced any problems in there life, similiarly those peoples like you who had suffered a lot and lost there loved ones will never get happiness, always remember zoya Allah test His peoples, but He is the only one who put them at ease...if you are in problem or you are sad that means He also had decide that how you will get your happiness back or how your problem will resolve' 'i know asad but why everyone blame me? the way i believe in Allah they too had to believe in Him na, they too had to understand that it's not me bcz of whom these things happened, i am not responsible for my family's death' and tears formed in her eyes 'zoya zoya look i know it and they all will know it too, just keep your faith in Allah and one day will come when you will get your happiness back and that time for always...because you deserve that... just wait for that time'
Flashback end
'i remember that asad and i have full faith in that too but i am scared that what if...' 'you don't need to be scared zoya i know we can't denie that haider is no more and he was your husband but don't forget everyone's life is decided, if a person came to this world he have to go back to one day, the time which they will spend in this world is decided and haider's time was over zoya...it was not your fault, he has to go by hook or by crook because it was Allah's decision, your being in his life is just a lame excuse or reason for those who says he died because of you, they want to console there heart but they can't go against the decision of Allah' said asad interrupting zoya to continue... she was speechless in result with just tears flowing from her eyes, he wiped away her tears 'don't cry zoya, i can't see tears in your eyes, it hurt me a lot, you know you are an important reason for me to live, i can't see you broken, please zoya don't do this, for me for us for haider, how will he felt when he will see you crying...please zoya try to be happy, you know from last four months no one in this house had smiled, bcz you were not happy, you and najma are the main pillar of this house and your happiness means a lot to all of us, you both make this house a home' explained asad, zoya looked up to see him when she found him crying too 'no asad please don't cry i promise to be happy' said zoya placing her hand on asad's making him smile, he stood up and caressed her cheeks and left leaving her to compose herself once again i know that you are right asad, i can't cry because i have to fulfil the promise i made to haider..
flashback
zoya was sitting on the bench lifelessly outside the I.C.U stood up with a jerk as she saw doctor coming out from the room, she ran upto him 'doctor, how is haider' asked farhan while zoya stood there in tears waiting for his answer ' look Mr.shiekh we are still not able to say anything...i am just here to ask that who is zoya?' he asked looking at everyone 'i am zoya, his...his wife, what happen?' asked zoya 'actually patient wants to meet, he is just calling out your name, please come with me' explained doctor and turned asking her to follow him, she went in and froze seeing her haider in that state, he was lying lifelessly, his body covered with wires, she slowly took small steps towards him and as soon as she reached to him he opened his eyes as he felt her there 'zo...zoya' he said under the oxygen mask 'shh, dont say anything, keep silent' she said placing her hand on his 'u can't stop me today, what if i dont another chance to talk to you' he said removing his mask 'no please dnt say like that, you can't leave me like that, what will i do without you how will i face this world, u forgot you promised me that you will stand by my side always, then how can you break it, you ... ' she was continuing when he interrupted 'shhh, zoya i...i don't have much time please...let me..let me say...i just want a promise from you zoya..' he said 'promise' she gave him a confuse look 'yes a promise, promise to be happy always, promise not to stop your life after me, promise to fulfil my promise my last wish' 'don't say like this haider, you can't leave me, i promise i will be happy but with you...i can't live without you' she begged plalcing her forehead on there intertwined hands 'don't my last wish zoya, it's a sorry, please accept my sorry, sorry that i am leaving you i am broking my promise so please forgive me' 'no don't say sorry haider, you are not broking any of your promise doctor are treating you and i know you will be fine, we have a lot to do, we have to complete our family' 'no i am sorry, bcz of my problems, my stubborness and my circumtances i made distance with you till now i broke my promise to make you complete, i am sorry i am...' and chanting sorry again he went unconcious leaving zoya to cry more then before, she just came out of the I.C.U helplessly and ran to dilshaad
flashback ends
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