Asya Short Story : Beautiful Misery update 2-2-2015 pg 40 - Page 23

Miserable Misery:

He is such a dash...dash... dash... I can't believe he did this to you, in the entire world he just found you to play with... I am going to kill him... I heard Tasu cursed behind me, while walking her legs into half, but I am so paralyzed to even breathe. The same routine is going on from the time I came to her place, I guess a week passed by already who knows.

Half hour past, entire night went even whole week passed by but I am stuck to the same time lapse where I have seen him last time, my Asaad, but seriously was he MINE EVER... or I was just a play thing for him this entire time? I knew he was hiding something from me, from the very beginning, but not even in my nightmare I have thought it would come out like this. Why me? I wanted to shout but nothing came out from my mouth.

Perhaps I was just blind with him, and he have got a thing to pass his time, doesn't I knew he was kind of playboy, a bitter laugh escape from my throat as I remember my first meeting with him, wasn't he was surrounded by so many girls, hell I have seen his in his bed almost naked with a girl doing who knows what. But not even in my nightmare I have thought my Misery will be getting so extent that I couldn't ever come out from it.

My phone ring thousandth time in a week, but I didn't bother to receive or see who is calling, with my close eyes or ear I knew who was he. Night or day it seems to ring every now and then, I wanted to switch it off, but I can't do that, as my mother can get suspicious, and I don't want that thing now.

Bloody hell what does he wants now? Tasu cursed while hitting the ignore button, you guys will think how I knew if I am paralyzed, because as I said this same thing already happened thousandth time, in the past week or so.

The doorbell ring which pricked my ear drums like hammer, I look behind me to see Tasu also standing in shook, it can't be, I gulp after everything which went through he can't come here and, the hell how would he know that I am staying at Tasu house, it's been a week I am staying here, to be say honestly I am hiding here at her place, my mom got suspicious by my sudden plan but thank god to Tasu who have took over and told her that she needs me as her mom is going out of town for some work ( which was kind of true) and she will need me to keep her sane with her three younger sister,( which was defiantly not true) is not she ever need me before whenever her mom was out of town, but as a good friend she cover me up, and she give me her cocoon so I can cry myself in my pity.

she looked toward the watch and frown, this is not the time to her younger siblings to come back home, then who could that be, she looked toward me with a look I am used to from a week and said:

Zoya I swear if you didn't eat your food before I am back, I swear I will call your mom and spill out everything and I will hunt that jerk down and kill him with my bare hand. She said with a no-nonsense tone, but I know her, she will never do that. She left with that and I went back to enjoy my pity party, I am so amaze, yes amaze when tear started to burn back in my eyes, I wonder how much a human can cry? But again I don't have that much energy to think all that things right now, as the night flash back in front of my eyes when all that things happened, it was as wonderful as ever, but then everything got messed up and see where it had bring me, in my Miserable Misery.

In mean while the door opened again and Tasu peek from the small opening, instantly I knew something is wrong, is my mom is here, worse is he here? I wiped my teary face and saw a tight smile on Tasu face, I swear if she let Asaad come from that door of hers, I would kill all the contact with her too, she knew that, but the sheepish frown on her face telling the other story.

What happen to you Tasu? I asked, and I swear guys, even I was unable to recognised my own voice, it was so crispy and hoarse at the same moment, it's seems it belong to some ghost or some alien, my throat pain from saying just three simple words.

I tried Zoya, but... she stop in her mid-sentence when the door opened completely and the person came in my view, I gulp the new forming lump in my throat when our eyes met, I stand up from my bed to shout or scream to leave me alone, or anything, but nothing came out...not in million years I have thought that I will meet this person like this, in this situation, but again my misery is not just end yet, it seems to me, and I have a strong feeling it will not end soon too.

I am so sorry: Saarah said while approaching me while I watch my own hand went into the air to stop her in her mid-sentence. I guess my brain has taken over my system finally, as it is working on its own cord without me thinking what to say or do.

Leave me alone Saarah, I don't want to talk about anything or anyone. I said while securing my hands around my body.

Just listen to him, he...

Enough I said just leave me alone: I shouted on my lungs which make them both took server steps back. I even didn't know what took over me, but to even listen about him, or anything, what he didn't to me, sorry guys I am not interesting.

You should leave Saarah, she is not in... Tasu said while pulling her back toward the door.

But before she was out she look me into my eyes and said: just give him a chance, I know... but before she could complete her sentence I bang the door on her face, cutting her whatever plea she came with for his dear friend in half, and with that a new form of pain stretch my heart and break it in million more piece if it is possible to break them more...

So how the things started you guys are wondering right... Here last Time I am telling you How My Last Misery Began...

My god Zoya, damn you are looking so awesome: Tasu said with a hiccup in her voice.

Damn you Tasu, stop crying: Saarah said, Yes Saarah, after the Collin incident we trio became quit close. It's like we were always together like this only.

You guys were wondering why they both are so emotional, okay I tell you, because I am standing in front of the mirror, while Tasu is holding a hot iron machine to her chest like she is in awe, and on another side Saarah is standing with two, or three big brushes with little pink, bronze, and golden colour of hue in it, and I am standing in the middle looking to my own reflection, which made me also wonder, a full length white and black, check design dress which hug my small curves like second skin, with a cute red belt on my waist enhancing the black and white design while separating the upper body of my dress to my lower body which is hugging my hips in a way which make it more like it is giving a look of water fall, with black lacing of net and white silk background, with a small red petals falling down on it. No doubt Tasu is as speechless as I am too, and all because of Saarah, no doubt she looks so gorgeous every time.

So I come to the occasion, Guys I am going on my First date with my boyfriend. Okay Boyfriend for me, as we never talk about what relationship we are having, as you guys already know it is quite complicated. But it doesn't change the thing is we are going on a date, my first ever date with Asaad, and my two friend are trying their best to make me as gorgeous as possible. Saarah said if I only even wear a shag I would still look beautiful and Tasu agreed to her, but I told them still I don't prefer to were some worn out, brown shag on my first date on that they both laugh there ass and when they got that in control they said it is just a saying, but now I wonder.

Burgh... But when the day started I thought it would not end like what I am seeing in my reflection in the mirror, day before yesterday Asaad called me and we made the plan of going out for dinner and all that, on which I was exciting but my two friends are like more exciting than I am, I knew I am going out with Asaad but they both were acting like it is a big deal and after a while even I felt same when they pulled out my whole wardrobe out and finally said I don't have any dress to go out on date with Him. Which sort of I objected as it is not even a month my mother got married and she have bought me a whole new wardrobe, but they both instinct that I buy new dress for this special occasion only. For which we three are standing in this shop while Tasu cursing under her breathe and I wanted to run away from it, but Saarah felt nothing serious, as she doesn't know about Lavanya. Remember guys Lavanya, Ayaan and all...

Yes, that same Lavanya is standing on the other side of the counter thinking as same as me and Tasu while Saarah was already on the hunt for my new dress. Lavanya was chewing her lip, Tasu was cursing and I am standing like a fool, like guys what to do now, I can't run before someone will think I have stolen something and of course I can't leave Tasu and run, as if I will go way she will bounce on Lavanya and pull out her hair from her head, I am sure as she is still as pissed as it all happened not yesterday only, and as also I can't run, then what will Saarah think that I am some sort of Psychic and she should warn her Best friend, then it will make Asaad think about me like seriously guys, then the chain will won't end, so to make everything simple I stood there watching my friend and Lavanya playing there small cursing chewing play.

Okay gals I guess I found something for you: Saarah beam from behind the curtain ignoring the silent war which as to say only I am aware about, but to make it more prominent Tasu huff and went inside the curtain which give Saarah some wrinkles on her forehead with confusion she arched her eyebrows toward me but I shrug my shoulders on which her frown increase but she didn't press anything on it and went inside.

As I was about to go I heard Lavanya speak for the first time since we arrived: You look pretty Zoya. If you need any help just let me know: She said while her cheeks seems like they are on flames.

I don't know what to say to her so I just Smile to her on which she nodded.

After dressing and undressing myself for 4 hours I was exhausted but it's seem my two components were not even sweat, but again they didn't have to change dress like I did.

Enough: I can't change anymore: I said while sitting on the cushion chair suited in the dressing room. as I sat there I looked around to see my face in the mirror and believe me I was about to scream on high pitch, my hair were following around on all direction, my eyes look fluffy God knows why and my face look so pale with exhaustion, I was someone else in my body it looked. But then again

Saarah and Tasu was fresh as daisy moving around like they own that place and I was just waiting for some sales girl come inside and shove us out of there shop, as Guys see $ hours and not even a single dress we have bought it was like a crime, isn't it.. But then something unexpected happen, when even Saarah and Tasu was about to say that we should turn around and find some other shop to see if we get something out there, I suppress the groan, but a knock came and when we look around, Lavanya peek inside and ask the permission to come in, and when she came she was not alone, she bought this dress, checked Black, white and red dress, which bring water in our mouth instantly. But before Tasu can speak up Saarah snatch the dress and shove it in my face and when I wore it, extravaganza. If this how you can describe it...