SS: Why do I even LOVE You?- Part 3 Page 10!!! - Page 3

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IT IS ACTUALLY A HEART TOUCHING ONE...PLS CONTINUE...

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IT IS ACTUALLY A HEART TOUCHING ONE...PLS CONTINUE...

Hey guys I am back with the long promised update of the SS please forgive me for taking sooo long. I have not been keeping well for a few days so could not come up with anything. but here I am with the next part, hope you guys enjoy it. It is a bit short but I have still not recovered so please forgive. I promise a BIIIG update next time!!!

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Asad's POV:

"I can take care of myself, Mr. Khan. I don't need anyone." The words rang through my conscience giving me cold, horrible jitters. Her face contorted with pain, her eyes just barely trying to hold back, her lips quivering to no end, her voice all cracked...

I could not get her out of my mind. Not that it was something new. She is with me the whole day. She is with me in the office, in my meetings, in my presentations... and especially when I'm shirtless. Sigh. Sometimes I feel she's just a figment of my imagination and I sometimes I feel I actually own her.

I mean I know I over-reacted about what she did especially with the "door-breaking" and "leaving-her-alone-to-look-for-herself" stint... but does she not see that it is my chance to punish the person responsible for all that Ammi and Najma have ever gone through... even after we went through it together?? God dammit!!! Why does her not believing me bother me so much??

But yet... I should not have left her out when I was hugging Ammi and Najma, even after knowing all about her life, I should not have ignored her while I put up a grand "Kabhi Khushi Kabhi Gum" reunion... I should have at least gone to her, I mean even she has a right... wait what?? Well Janaab Asad Ahmed Khan you are not going that way!! She is a guest and that is not the manner in which you treat a guest! Now please let's make a move for dinner and be nice to the guest and make amends...

As I went out to the hall... the first thing that met my eyes were her eyes. And it took me all the self-control in the world to not run to her and her pull her to myself... to assure her that I did not mean any of it. I slowly made my way to my place at the table deliberately trying to avoid her gaze. At that point I was feeling so guilty that I was even ready to give up my place at the table if that would mend her hurt ego... anything. Why is it always this difficult when it comes to her??

As I sat down, my gaze immediately went out to her. But all that met my eyes was her retreating back. Her one move made my insides burn shaking me to the very core. Allah Miyan what have I done?!! Great!! Now I am "Miyan-ing" Allah!

Suddenly it occurred to me she left in a hurry... she might not have had her food properly... or might not have had it at all. Or maybe she did before I came in... just to avoid me. Well, I should cross-check with Ammi. But then how do I put it across in front of Najma and Tanveer without making it look like I love her??? Let's just ignore that love part.

"Ammi... I am late for dinner??" I heard myself say but guess it sounded too inane by even my "emotionally challenged" standards so I justified myself, especially on seeing the weird look Ammi gave me, "I mean have I kept you waiting for long??"

"No we all just came in too... but wait where's Zoya???? She was here right now, wasn't she?? She's been behaving weirdly after you came back. Have you guys fought again Asad? Why did she not have her food?"

There that answers my question! I felt like puking out the rice I had swallowed along with my gut. Why do I always have to bring it at a point where damages are done beyond repair??

"I'll go and check on Ms. Faroouqui Ammi..."

I left my plate as it was, having lost all appetite and headed towards her room. How tough can a "sorry" be?? After all the word sorry doesn't mean that you are wrong...
It means you are respecting the relationship more than your ego. Why was it feeling like Mission Impossible: Quantum of Solace??? Wait a second again... isn't it James Bond: Quantum of Solace and Mission Impossible: Ghost Protocol?? I think I should work out more...

Kisi ki Jhooti taarif ke mohtaaz nahin hein HUM,
Bus itni Rehmat baksh de ki Sach sunna hum seekh lein.
Anjaane mein ki gayee bhool ki sazaa ki Maafi ho bus itni si,
Ki har katra ho tere naam mein duba sa Humaare jism ka.

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