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Yesterday was one of those episodes which touched my heart. I'll confess one thing to you, I didn't want to see yesterday's episode, but I'm glad that I did.
I know how Asad felt when he was praying to God to just meet her once. I know how vulnerable he must have been feeling when he thought he was hallucinating. I know how angry he was at himself when he couldn't be enough... when he couldn't be worth the woman he loved. I know how desperate he was when he tore at his hair, wondering how he could reach out to her and finally pull her into his arms.
The most devastating thing was that... he ran... he ran mindlessly. She was just an image, a shell of what he thought was remaining of his loved one. Had he truly broken her beyond repair? I hope not. Because, when he ran I saw myself in him. I reach out and run endlessly behind someone I can never get... I know this, but does it stop me? Will it stop Asad?
He said that he doesn't know if Destiny will pull them back together... but do you think he is in any way hoping that Zoya will forgive him for his 'infidelity'? Destiny has it's own ways, but we can't understand it's mechanism.
We saw him cry... we saw him devastated...
And Zoya? How could she just walk away? How could she not stay with the man who she loved with all her life? How could she let go of the man who never confessed his love for her. She might have once said that she knew his feelings, but sometimes knowing is not enough... she needed to hear the words and now that he was finally uttering the words could she believe him?
I never would.
How would you believe the man?
When she walked away... it hurt her, too. She cried. Her heart was heavy... She walked away nonetheless.
She gave up everything she desired for the loss of the most precious person in her life. How many of us can do it?
I hope to God that they truly find themselves in Ajmer or when they are back in Bhopal, because they can't be together if they don't know who they are and what they want.
I hope to God that through their journey... I... you... each and every one of us can find a piece of ourselves.
And that's what their ultimate goal is; to find the missing piece.
I know how Asad felt when he was praying to God to just meet her once. I know how vulnerable he must have been feeling when he thought he was hallucinating. I know how angry he was at himself when he couldn't be enough... when he couldn't be worth the woman he loved. I know how desperate he was when he tore at his hair, wondering how he could reach out to her and finally pull her into his arms.
The most devastating thing was that... he ran... he ran mindlessly. She was just an image, a shell of what he thought was remaining of his loved one. Had he truly broken her beyond repair? I hope not. Because, when he ran I saw myself in him. I reach out and run endlessly behind someone I can never get... I know this, but does it stop me? Will it stop Asad?
He said that he doesn't know if Destiny will pull them back together... but do you think he is in any way hoping that Zoya will forgive him for his 'infidelity'? Destiny has it's own ways, but we can't understand it's mechanism.
We saw him cry... we saw him devastated...
And Zoya? How could she just walk away? How could she not stay with the man who she loved with all her life? How could she let go of the man who never confessed his love for her. She might have once said that she knew his feelings, but sometimes knowing is not enough... she needed to hear the words and now that he was finally uttering the words could she believe him?
I never would.
How would you believe the man?
When she walked away... it hurt her, too. She cried. Her heart was heavy... She walked away nonetheless.
She gave up everything she desired for the loss of the most precious person in her life. How many of us can do it?
I hope to God that they truly find themselves in Ajmer or when they are back in Bhopal, because they can't be together if they don't know who they are and what they want.
I hope to God that through their journey... I... you... each and every one of us can find a piece of ourselves.
And that's what their ultimate goal is; to find the missing piece.
Mangal Lakshmi
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