ASYA FF:my love. asya married abbu truth track p23 updated 8/12 - Page 23

PART 8:

As asad entered the house he could here zoya talking to his mother.. (this is not zoya's plan but she will be expressing her true feelings to dilshad and dilshad only knows that tanveer trapped asad but doesn't know anything about zoya and tanveer previous fights and tanveer's attempts to kill zoya and the challenge part) those words hit asad very hardly.. he couldnot imagine that zoya had all this in her heart but never expressed them.

Zoya's words:

Phupi I dont know what u will think about me after I share this with u I dont know whether im thinking correctly or wrongly or just over thinking about this matter but I dont know why all these thoughts are just killing me.. I cant bear it more phupi..though I tried a lot to push these thoughts from my mind but they are not just leaving me.. whenever I get these thoughts I dont why I keep on thinking about them unknowingly and worry about it and though I tried to avoid it I cant do it.. phupi, if I had my ammi I could have shared them with her and probably she would have suggested me something but I cant do that.. and now other than u there is no one with whom I can share these things

Dilshad catches zoyas hand and signals her to share it with her.. zoya remains quiet for a moment and tears starts forming in her eyes.. and then she continues.. asad will be hearing all this and will be waiting to listen what was that zoya wanted to share with his momzoya looks towards the dilshad and says

phupi I once again tell u I dont know whether this is right or wrong but I felt like this and not just once but many times and I think I do have certain reasons to feel so.. (dilshad nods and asks zoya to say and asad will be concentrating zoya looks towards ground with tears in her eyes which are ready to spill) phupi I think Tanveer wants to marry asad..

With these words both asad and dilshad will be shocked.. asad will be in otal shock he thinks why is she thinking so dilshad catches zoyas hand and gives an assuring squeeze and asks her to continue

phupi I know this might look weird to u but I think tanveer really wants to marry Mr.Khan .. since the day she came here she always tried to impress Mr.Khan and always moved close to him.. I know they are best friends since childhood and I should not think so but what all I feel I just wanna share it with u.. phupi, she never left a chance to show me inferior than her in front of Mr.Khan.. I know im not perfect and I even know that im misfit for Mr.Khan and im not like the girl whom Mr.Khan likes or wants to be his wife.. Mr.Khan himself said this to me on my face.. but what can I do for that phupi.. I never had my mom to teach me all those.. and aapi she never said anything harshly as she was afraid that I may feel sad and may liss my ammi.. so she never scolded me and that is why im like this and really I dont feel shy or feel bad that im like this

U know phupi I feel that tanveer always was more close to Mr.Khan than me.. she always claims that only she can understand him and says what he wants to say and I dont know whether what she says is what Mr.Khan wants to say or not and whether it is right or wrong he never denies her words.. u remember when u asked Mr.Khan whether he loves me or not after that party tanveer said he doesnt love me and he simply walked away without saying anything (tears starts filling in asads eyes).. Mr.Khan trusts her more than me.. if she says anything he accepts it blindly and for the mistakes which even I did not do he will shout at me with such a confidence that only I can do them.. he never believes my words and will never try to see whether im correct or wrong.. If I say anything he needs proves but if tanveer says anything he agrees to it.. u know phupi I sometimes feel like im nothing to him.. the trust which I expect in his eyes on me I can only see that for her in his eyes.. (tears start flowing through asads eyes he feels so ashamed of himself) I sometimes feel that I can never gain his trust in my life even I try my whole life..

D: (looks hurted ) but zoya u might be misunderstanding their friendship zoya..

Z: ha phupi I know they are friends but what knid of friendship is this phupi where a man trusts his friend more than the girl whom he is gonna get married.. and phupi just tell me if tanveer really doesnt want to marry Mr.Khan why is she still here after all that happened on that night?? I think after all that she might have definitely expected to marry him.. if not why didnt she leave him and if not all these days she can leave atleast now after I came here as she can understand that I will not be liking to see her face

Mr.Khan will always be more concerned about her.. dont go near tannu, dont hurt her, dont come in middle when I and tannu are talking, tannu is hurt because of u, say sorry to tannu, this is all I have heard from him phupi.. I can understand and adjust once or twice phupi but how many times and how many days phupi and after all that happened he is still worried about her.. more over phupi I already told u what . (she turns back suddenly and notices asad there and then she realizes that asad heard everything and decides to play her game now and hit him hard with her dialogues so that he starts thinking properly )

D: ha beta I know about (zoya signals to stop and signals that asad is there and dilshad understands it..)

dilshad and zoya look back to see him though they could not see his face they will understand that he was lost in some thoughts and dilshad will signal zoya that she need to put little more senti and hard dialogues so that asad should be out of tanveers trap completelyzoya nods and continues

Z: phupi u know sometimes I feel that I shouldnot have come into your lives.. if I have not come then asad and tanveer might have married and I might have been in New York only.. but fate brought me here and made me stand here at the cross roads of my life not knowing where to go and what to do.. I feel like kaash Mr.Khan shouldnot have stopped me on that day from leaving to Newyork his mine and all our lives would have been much easier..

D: but why are u saying like this zoya

Z: if not how should I react phupi.. yesterday I was afraid that someone came to attack me but today he thinks that the attack was on tannu and he is thinking so much about her.. he is always like this phupi.. I doesnt mean anything to him only she matters to him.. in a minute he makes me feel very special and in other minute he treats as if im a stranger or a culprit of a crime and more horrible than it sometimes..I came here after all that happened between him and tanveer just for the sake of baby and he is still thinking about her and her safety.. cant he understand my feelings that I will not be able to see her face and will be reminding all those things whenever I see her no he will not think because he never thinks of me he only thinks about her.. this behavior of him makes me feel that he never loved me though he says it this is why im not able to accept it still

D: stop it zoya I agree with what all u said but asad loves u zoya and I know that. U are his life and everything.. he just cares for tanveer as she is his friendand she is attacked by her husband so asad is taking care of her

Z: friend phupi.. what type of friend phupi.. from the day she came she is the only reason for the misunderstandings between us.. if we are like this today then she is the sole reason for it if she feels that she is friend of asad and nothing more than that then why didnt she go after all that happened on that night why is she still here?? She should have left atleast after I came right??? But no she is still here and whatever happened yesterday and in the morning and from the way she questioned on the day I came makes me feel strongly that she did not like my return in this house and wants to get close to asad

Asad will be confused at what zoya was trying to stay.. (zoya and dilsahd observes asad and continues)

Z: now tell me phupi isnt this weird that her husband attacked her 1 month back and no attack since one month.. now suddenly he started attacking her now again.. I really dont know whether they are really planned on her she is just using her name in the attacks that were planned against others..whatever may be I dont want to discuss anything more phupi.. im sick of all this and I will move to delhi where I have a friend there as soon as possible as I cant stay any more here she will find a job for me and im going there..

With this zoya moves into her room without looking at asad..she runs closes her door and sits on the bed and cries for hurting him so badly.. though she never doubted his love she need to say those words to him to make him realize that what ever happened around them was not so simple as he thinks and sees and tanveer is very clever in making up everything infront of him

Asad moves into his room and sits quietly..zoyas words were ringing in his ears and he was totally hurt.. no just because of what zoya said but of the fact that zoya had so much in her heart and he hurted her so much but she never complained about it to anyone.. while he was in his thoughts regarding what zoya said about tanveer her behavior and the attacks on her dilshad enters the room..

D: are u sad?? Asad nods no..

D: I know u heard what zoya said and u are feeling hurt about it..

Asad stands up and says how can she say like that ammi.. how can she think that I and tanveer.. shit.. how can she think that she is nothing to me.. doesnt she know that I love her and she is everything to me.. here I m trying with all efforts to get her back in my life and she thinks that I doesnt even love her and tanveer is more important to me than her.. how can she ammi???

D: then what will she think asad???

Asad looks shocked at his ammis support to zoyas words..

D: yes asad.. any girl in her place will think and feel the same from the day 1 u have always judged zoya wrong and more over after tanveer came u always u never cared for zoya.. u always took zoya for granted.. and hurt her without a reason.. u never believed her and always took tanveers side.. asad any girl expects maximum belief in her from her life partner but u never trusted her that is why she is hurt to this extent that she cant believe ur love even u have expressed ur feelings.. and why is she wrong asad even today u are more worried about tanveer attacks than zoya

And asad I cant ignore what zoya said about tanveers behavior.. u might see her as a friend but she might not look at u with the same feel.. asad tanveer faced a pain in her relation with her husband and when u are taking care of her she might have developed feelings for her.. im not sure but I think u need to think for urselves and conclude..

Saying this dilshad left room and asad was lost in thoughts

He thought of all the things since tanveers entry into their house.. with these initially he couldnot figure out anything but suddenly he realized that the attacks started just after zoya and his engagement.. later when he thinks about the timings of attacks he realizes they all happened when he and zoya were alone and those were the times when he was gonna express his feelings to her..this looks something fishy to asad and he then remembers his ammis and zoyas words and starts doubting tanveer..

The bank papers issue, the scars issue all seemed doubtful to him.. he then remembers the words of purvi from sangeet that she saw a stone eyed person in the upstairs of the venue and the burnt mark on the thread clearly proves that the fall of chandelier was not an accident and was someones attempt to kill someone he then thinks that the stone eyed person was tanveer whom purvi saw and why was tanveer upstairs during the party and moreover why will someone try to kill tanveer using the chandelier more over she was not going to dance at all.. and she was not even in that place also..she was standing in the side near the guests then how come someone attack her using that??? Was zoya right?? Were the attacks really on tanveer or someone else???

When asad was lost in these thoughts he gets a call from office..

A: yes Prasad so whats the information???

P: sir.. I have checked all the centers where marriage of the muslim brides and grooms will be held and in all those where they will be registered sir but no the photo which u sent did not match with anyone.. I have checked the past 3 years records and It did not match with any one sir

Asad remains shocked about this and asks Are u sure??

P: yes sir im sure about this..

A: once check out the information in all the registrar offices also.. And get it confirmed soon and check out in any other possible source also.. I need whole information regarding her immediately

After Prasad cuts the call asad will be totally confused.. I today met a man who claims he is tannus husband and Prasad says she is not married at all and cannot find any clue about her marriage.. the person whom I met was in jail since past 4 months so who was the one who attacked tanveer??? So the attacks were not on tanveer??? I need to know who wanted to kill and whom they wanted to kill

He then thinks for a while and gets an idea and opens his laptop.. he starts watching the pics of sangeet in some of the pics before their dance he finds tanveer missing the party.. this instigates some clues in asads brain and he then watches the video of the sangeet and could clearly see a short glimpse of tanveer moving upstairs when asad and zoya were going to dance..

he gets quiet suspicious about this.. he thinks when the attacks were on tanveer why did she go up at this point of time.. yes after she came down the chandelier fell down and zoya was dancing there..

asad feels that attacks were on zoya.. and before he could realize he gets the call from Prasad again..

A:yes Prasad what did u get..

P: sorry sir there is no info about her marriage I mean I did not match with any of them.. and sir I have given the photo to one of my friend who works in passport department we may get any information about her.. and I think he will give me information fastly.. sir whatever info he will get he said he will send a mail to u sir just check out..

A: thank u Prasad..can u pls message me his mobile number too..

P: yes sir I will

Asad will be waiting for the information from the person.. And will be in totally confused mode.. it was almost 8 in the night and he was in his room lost in his thoughts since afternoon after he came home..

PRECAP:

Asad realizes some important clues about tanveer

Asad catches the person whom zoya hired..