part 4 next half
zoya was scarred to maintain any eye contact with asad because she knew asad would easily see her feeling for him..which right now he dint wanted to happen.
"ap chup kyu hai .."
"asad please bus.. mujhe ab ghar jana hai..!"
"zoya, agar khtam he krna hai to kya hum ise achi yado k sath khatam nai kr sakte..."
zoya innocently looked at him while he still continued his talking
"zoya main chahta hu k zindagi me kabhi tum is rishtey k bare me socho to chehre pe sirf muskurahat ho ..dard or gussa nai..please mujhe ek mouka de do ..main aj ki rat tumhare sath bitaye har pal ko fir se jeena chahta hu..please..."
zoya remained adamant..
"asad please ..please or mushkil mat banao mere liye ye sab..!!" she said in hurtful voice
"kya mujhe itna b haq nai hai..."
"nai ab tumhe koi haq nai.." "please mujhe ghar chhod do.."
asad dint know how to react now because his every appeal was getting rejected by her..the only thing he remembered was the promise given to her mom.
"zoya ..ruko ..ruko zoya.."
asad ran behind zoya to catch her as she was walking towards car .asad pulled her arm and made her stand close to him where her body had completely touched his torso..the feel of her made asad to loose all his senses but he managed to talk to her.zoya could feel through what he is going through but this time it was a mess..she could not efford to forgive asad even she wanted to..it was just beyond her limit now...she loved him and his tears were making her weak..so she decided not to look at him when asad pleaded
"zoya..zo..ya please look at me please.."
zoya still continued looking away than asad.
asad jerk her shoulder and now he ordered
" zoya ..i said look at me.."
now she had no choice but to look at him
"zoya ..i know you actually dont want this relation to end..please dont do this ..dont do this to me.. and to you for god sake..!!"
asad raised his voice his cheeks were all wet of tears and when she looked at him it dint took long time to break the dam of tears which she was holding all the while..
"asad leave me.. asad leav..." zoya tried to push him away when he pulled back her and turned her one hand behind her back..
asad forceful action caused her scream"AAH!!"
she tried to come out of his grip but she couldn't . it was just too difficult.
"asad.. aah!! you are hurting me.."
"and you are hurting ME!!!" asad tightened his grip and made her more close to him
"asa..d.."
"sshhh ...ssshhh... chup..chupp..bahot bol liya apne bus ab or ek alfaz nai..ab main bolunga or ap sunengi..sirf sunengi..!!"
he continued looking into her eyes
"rishta todna chahti hai na ap..ha..ap nai chahti mere sath jude rehna..ap yahi chahti hai na k main sab kuch bhul jao, apko ..hamare pyar ko right? par kya ap khud bhul paengi ! boliye jawab dijiye.."
zoya just couldnt answer him
"ap nai kahengi..kyunki apka ego apse yeh kehne nai denga.. ap mujhe egoistic samajhti hai na ..pr aj jo ap kr rai hai wo b sirf apne ego k liye he kr rai hai.. sahi keh rahha hu na main..asliyat to ye hai k ap mujhe punish krna chahti hai..or iske liye ap khud ko b tabah krne k liye tayar hai..right? apko kya laga ap kahengi or main apki zindagi se chala jaunga..sorry miss farooki agar apne ye socha to bilkul galat socha main aisa kuch nai karunga..apne aj ye rishta tod b diya tab b main apse pyar krunga..ap mujhse dur chle jaye tab bhi ..or marte dum tak ap he se pyar krunga...or mujhe yakeen hai k aap b mujhe apne dil se nai nikal payengi"
"asad tum galat ho..maine apko apne dil se ..apni zindagi se or apni yadon se nikal diya hai..samjhe aap.."
"acha to ab ap mujhse pyar nai krti.."
"nai "
nai?"
NAI"
"to fir kyu mere chune se apke badan me sarsarahat uthti hai..kyu ap ki har dhadkan se sirf mera nam sunai deta hai or agar ap mujhse pyar nai krti to kyu ab bhi yaha khadi h"
"kyunki apne mera haa.."
zoya realized that asad had left her hand long back but still she was standing there in the same position for long
zoya kept her hand down and looked at ground
"ap mujhse pyar krti hai zoya ... kya apko kuch feel nai hota jab me apke pas ata hu.."
"nai hota"
"kya apko feel nai hota jb main apke balo k sath khelta hu.."
nai"
"to kya apka man nai krta meri bahon me samane ka jb main apse itna kareeb hota hu k hamari saanse takrae.."
"nai" she had started getting week as asad again started to close the distance between them while saying
"to ab apko fark nai padta jb me apko chumta hu.."asad kissed her shoulder he continued
"apko koi fark nai padta jab meri sanse apke badan ko chuti hai.."
asad came more closed and kissed her neck and stayed for second till he complete above line
"to ap ko koi fark nai padta jb main apke hoton k itna kareeb hota hu.."
asad cupped zoya's face in hand and came really close to her lips..now she had started breathing heavily..he was empowering her she wanted to in his arms so badly..but she controlled her as the little stamina was still left to oppose him..
she swallowed.."as... sad.."
she was feeling so helpless that couldnt be describe in words..but her ego...
"ap mujhse jhoot nai bol sakti zoya ..shayad isliye mujhse ankhe chura rahi ho..huh?"
"asad stop it ..please.." she gathered all her energy and pushed him away.
asad moved a few step back but immediately holded her back
"face it zoya ap coward hai..ha ap hai! ap dar rahi hai apni feelings se k kahi ab ap unhe or nai rok payengi..ap punish krna chahti hai na mujhe.. theek hai to main tayaar hu..pr punishment sirf mereliye honi chahiye.. apke liye nai..do you get it.."
zoya looked at him confused
"mujhse dur rehna mere sath sath apke liye b punishment jaisa he hai..or main ye nai chahta..mere lie punishment yahi hogi k main sari umar apke sath rahu..apki unbearable shayari sunu...or uski tarif b karu...apke ut-patang harkato ko jhelu..or fir b apse pyar kru.. ap k sath hasu or apke sath rou ...apke sath ek full on adventurous life jiyu...or har pal apko khush rakhu.. isse bada zulm or kya hoga mujhpr zoya boliye.."
after hearing this zoya looked at him and could not able to stop herself from smiling. asad dint missed her smile he gain cuped her face in both hand and kissed her gently on forehead
"or fir b tumhe tumhare faisle pr teeka rehna hai..to jan lo ye koi saza nai hongi..kyuki isse bhugatne k liye main zinda he nai rahunga.."
zoya eyes got wide opened and she immediately kept her hand on his lips to stop him in completing her sentence
"Asad.. you dare not speak that again...again aisa kuch socha b to sach mujhse bura or koi nai hoga ...samjhe !!"
zoya scolded asad and asad listened to her like a school boy.she hugged him and kissed him all over his face...even he responded her the same..they both continued their crying and kissing each other as many time possible ...later asad kissed zoya's hand they wiped each other tears..when asad said
"zoya ...nikah krlo mujhse..."
zoya got surprised as if wat is he saying
"asad kya?"
"haan hum kl he nikah kr lenge...isse pehle k tumhara mind change ho ..hum kl he nikah krlenge.."
zoya smiled at his innocence
"asad main nai krungi apse nikah...apne meri shayri ka mazak udaya.."
zoya pouted and smiled teasingly
"nikah to krna hoga...warna ..ap janti hai mujhe ...main kuch b kar sakta hu..nam pata hai na..apko...hmmm"
"ha ha ..kyu nai ap sab kuch kr sakte hai ..."
"nai, main ek kam nai kr sakta ...main apke bina jee nai sakta .."
zoya felt so touchy and she embraced him in his arms and kissed him
asad too got involved and they both had their deep innocent ishqwala time together ...at a place where there was asad zoya and their love...and how can i forget, those stars who were smiling at them and witnessing their pure love ...
please ignore all gramatic and spelling mistake..just enjoy yourselves. and thanks for reading!!đ
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