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I have been trying to pen down my thoughts since yesterday, par patha nahi kyun, i couldn't...Maybe because it was incomplete...jo bhi ho...i wanted to write and words were simply refusing to come out...
Firstly a huge round of applause to KSG and SJ for such an amazing and flawless performance...I have been a huge KSG Fan since the time i can remember...and like i mentioned in my first post here on QH, he is the reason i even started watching Hindi Soaps in the first place...So KSG giving an amazing performance is not new for me...Infact with each and every performance he mesmerizes me.
But Surbhi...OMG i was totally floored...She managed to capture my attention during the promos, i always loved her dimpled smile, but i seriously, honestly did not feel that she had it in her to make me cry...The picture i posted above is what happened to me when i was seeing QH...A lone tear just escaped my eyes and i did not even know till it tricked down my cheek.
Surbhi as Zoya was simply outstanding today!!!👏👏👏
She stood there looking at the chaos that happened...unable to gauge what had happened, how it happened when her eyes caught hold of him getting out from the car...He ran like a mad man and she thought it he was coming for her...She opened her arms happy that somebody, that he had come for her only for it to be crushed...He passes by her and the next thing she sees he was hugging some girl and nurturing her wound...She walks away...No Complaints.
His eyes fall on the Pink Covered i-Pad and realizes that she was here too...The woman who was misfit for him and his family, but the one who made his world stop was present on the spot...He looks for her and catches her before she falls unconscious on the floor.
My heart went out to Zoya today, and was the heart-wrenching scenes in the Episode not enough that the precap was heart-wrenching too??
Was Asad at fault? Well NO...Not at all...His mind was preoccupied already when he reached the spot...His eyes were searching for a particular person...and he did not see anybody beyond that....
These are the facts, this is what happened yet it's simply hard to take in the fact that he just passed by her...Zoya had nobody in India, she was on a mission a mission to find her father, right now she was alone in a city that was new to her, the look on her face when Asad ran towards her spoke volumes of how happy she was that he had found her, he had come for her...FOR HER!!!
Somebody had actually come for her...The guy who poured out his heart to her, who keeps fighting with her yet comes to her aid was once again there for her...
The hurt in her eyes, the disappearance of her smile was a testimony of how crushed she was...that she had to face the reality that she was alone...All Alone!!!
In tonight's episode when Zoya tells Asad that she can take care of herself, more than her telling Asad it looked as if she was reprimanding herself ...for actually thinking that he came for her...It was like she was trying to make her understand never get carried away, she is alone, and Asad would never come for her...It looked as if somebody had ripped out her heart, slaughtered into pieces and put it back...That was the pain she was experiencing...
Asad ne jo kuch kiya jaan bhuj ke nahi kiya, phir bhi anjaane mein jo kiya that too affected her so deeply...He lives in her soul and she is still unaware of it...
What a beautifully scripted, directed and executed scene...after quite sometime something affected me this deeply...
UPDATED: Wishful Thinking
I really wish in the coming days the makers would show Asad, getting visuals/glimpses of how he ran past Zoya...and how her eyes showed helplessness and misery since that day...Something to show how much his actions even unknowingly affected her...
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