Today has got to be the worst day of my life. How could it happen to me? Why me? What have I ever done to anyone? The feeling of being possessed by a man that was supposedly my boss, the way he was touching me it made me feel like an object that could be thrown around. All I came to Mumbai for was an internship. Is this the value of women in this city? When he tried to exert his power on me it made me feel vulnerable, unsafe, and uneasy. I felt as if I was going to be dead any second. I slapped someone for the first time in my life and it made me feel terrible but he still didnt stop. What kind of a person is he? Today it was me what if it was anyone else? Tears dropped from Pankhuri's eyes as she wrote everything that was in her heart. If it wasn't for Adi today I would have lost all my respect, my dignity in seconds. The way he fought for me today was what a true friend would do. Her lips curved a small smile after she wiped the numerous tears forming in her eye lids. I haven't even thanked him properly, I'm trying to stay far away from him because of Aunty but we keep coming closer and closer. Like the dance. It was so unexpected, so unusual but after all that it felt so right. The way he swayed me like a swan across the dance floor was magical. The trauma that had took place an hour ago was vanished by his warm love and affection. I'm only his friend but why does it feel like something else? Why does my heart hurt when I dont talk to him or dont talk to him properly. He doesnt deserve this treatment. He doesnt deserve to be cheated by someone who he trusts blindly. But neither does Shivam ji he is here because he feels we have a chance together. I have tried to connect with him, he is a lovely person but it doesnt feel right. My heart is not agreeing. Whatever it may be today was a very complex day. Maybe tomorrow will bring something new, something special which will wash away all the sorrows and problems in our lives.
Like Dadaji says "Pyaar Ka Dard Hai Meetha Meetha Pyaara Pyaara" she closed the book placing her feather on the page and tucked it under her pillow.