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part 6
piya...
I was staring into space thinking of abhay...I tossed and turned to sleep...but nothing worked...he was so much into me...I still felt bad for pushing him when he kissed me though he took the blame on himself...he had said he wanted someone who'll stand by him at all cost ...such a nice man...I liked him more and more everytime we met...he was too good to be true...I craved for his company even now...I could still hear his voice and feel his comforting hands around me...could this be real?...will I experience love ever?...maybe I'll fall in love with abhay if am not afraid of love...all coz of Jay, my life is a disaster...Jay...his challenge...wat if I lose to him in this...god..plz help me...I prayed and drifted off to a very disturbing sleep...
"Hey... u seem tired after ur date"...misha smiled at me mischievously over lunch...she came to my apartment since she didn't have any work...she was a beautiful girl with auburn hair and a perfect body and heart...poor misha...Its been only a week since she found her fiance cheating on her...she was very heart broken but I was amazed at her rapid comeback...why couldn't I be like her?...
"Just had a disturbing sleep...how stupid of u to think otherwise"i smirked..
"So...how did it go...u liked him?...abhay, isn't it?"
"Ya"...I smiled thinking of him...
"By the way u r smiling, I guess u like him"
"I like him a lot misha and I know he likes me too...but am still scared to move on..." and told her what all happened yesterday...
"Aw...I like him already...maybe if u..." I cut asking her to shut up knowing what she'll say...I didn't like the thought of abhay with another girl...even if its misha..
"Someone's becoming jealous" she teased..
"Am not...Its just.."..."shut up piya"..."what?" I raised my voice seeing her frowning at me...
"Do u wanna be like this forever?...huh...just coz Jay did something to u, it doesn't mean tat all men will...ok?"
"I know mish.."..."do not interrupt" she ordered me with a stern look...
"Look honey...this abhay looks like a nice guy and u say u like him a lot...then y don't u give it a try?...y are u still afraid?... spend time with him...get to know him more...maybe he's the right one for u...If someone so good is right infront, y don't u give him a chance?...If u screw this up, then am gonna throw u out of the window...understood?" and I nodded...
"misha..." I said slowly after sometime..."what if my wounds never heal?...I don't wanna hurt abhay" I said on the verge of tears...thinking of abhay hurt caused so much pain already...she hugged me saying"oh baby!!!...I suppose abhay will be the best medicine for ur wounds...he understood u yesterday...I see u both already caring for each other...am sure everything will be fine"...she was the best friend ever...I didn't tell panchi anything abt tis coz I didn't want her to worry abt me when she was still celebrating her marriage...
The next few months flew away in a blink...It was late October now...I had given much thought to what misha said and decided to step further for the first time in 3 yrs to give myself a chance...I would talk to abhay twice or thrice a week...we even went for two more dates but he never pushed me for a kiss...all was well so far...now I didn't know wat would I do if abhay wasn't there...he seemed to fill my life...I guess am in love with him...but still afraid...that upset me a lot more now...poor abhay..he didn't know anything about this...my phone rang bringing me back to the world...It was abhay..
"Hey baby...u free in the afternoon?"...he sounded so happy...
"Only after 2 abhay...Is it ok?"
"Perfect" he shouted...
"Wats the matter abhay...u sound so happy"
"Ya...but I won't tell u till we meet up..."..I liked the way he teased me too...he does tat often anyway..."give me a call when u r free...I'll come pick u up...ok?"
"Sure abhay...bye"...I couldn't wait to share his happiness...wat could it be?...
It was 10 minutes after 2.00 when abhay picked me up at my office...he has always respected me and shared almost everything and if he hid something I wouldn't ask...he was the same way towards me...that got him to the top of my good book list...I knew he liked me a lot, but love?...I couldn't tell...he controlled his emotions too well except for that occasional, loving stare he used to give me...he now was constantly beaming and never told what was cooking when I asked...he took me to a new restaurant...It was nice and as we entered a private area, he came behind closing my eyes...
"abhay..wat are u doin?"
"Wait and see"...when we stopped he allowed me to open my eyes...
"Surprise" shouted someone...wat panchi!!!...my eyes were blurred at first and then got cleared...It was panchi and danish there...
"What!!!...panchi...wat r u both doin here?"..I said hugging her tightly...It was the first time we r meeting after her wedding...
"Won't u ask me how am I doing first?..anyways..we both just planned to visit u and abhay here...we are heading north for danish's business conference from here...so abhay said we could surprise u..."
I enjoyed that day's lunch very much...It was nice to spend free time like this...
"So wat abt u both...spending time together..huh?"..danish asked...abhay and I looked at eachother and I said.."no danish...we are just good friends now..that's all"
"I won't believe u sweety...tell us the truth abhay.."said panchi smiling at me...
"Well...sort of...we went for three dates and..." before he could finish panchi shouted "three dates!!!..my god piya...u never told me anything when I told everything happening with us till now" and it was danish now who shouted "WHAT!!!...u told her everything happening with us?" with a funny look..."no danish..not actually everything.." panchi was continuing and I broke into a big laughter when the cute fight was still on...abhay was there beaming at them both...
"Stop beaming abhay" danish warned him..."what?...there is a free comedy show in air and u don't want me see it?"...we all broke into a big laughter and since it was time for the couple to go they left early...panchi wished me luck before going...I was left alone with abhay...as soon as we were alone the same feelings started to linger over me...I didn't know wen am I gonna get used to it or being near abhay...
abhay..
"They make a cute couple, don't they?" she asked smiling
"Ya..they are..um...u wanna go for a walk...Its cool outside.."...I asked and she agreed to it...we walked hand in hand in the beach as usual...I knew I was in love with her...It hurt a lot when she told danish that we were just good friends...I wanted more...how will I tell her?...I thought of the conversion I had with sid over dinner yesterday...
"When are u gonna introduce me to ur good friend piya man?..am dying to see the girl who conquered ur heart.."
"I'll do that soon"
"What...conquer her heart or introduce me?...atleast show a picture of her"
"Nope" I said smiling
"I swear I won't take her from u...am ur best friend"
"I'll kill if u do any such nonsense" I threatened him...I knew he wont and besides he was already in a relationship...
"You really serious about her abhay?"he looked confused..
"Yes sid...I've fallen for her without even knowing it...just realized it offlate...I can't imagine her not being in my life anymore"
"Then go tell her man...what are waiting for?"
"What if she doesn't feel the same way?"
"Its ok...u reveal it...maybe she'll realize after u confess ur love...maybe she is already in love with u and afraid just like u...If she doesn't like u, then y is she going out on dates with u when she has turned all guys before u?"..that was something I didn't think about...she has never told no for any date I asked...I had a little hope bubbling in my heart...but how to tell her!!!!!
abhay...
I put my hand around piya's waist moving her closer while walking on the beach...we both had always loved it...I looked down to see her beautiful face all happy...
"Still happy?"
"Ya abhay...thank you for the surprise by the way...never enjoyed lunch more..."
"Really?"...I asked pulling the band from her pony tail...
"Give my band abhay" she said laughing at me, catching all her flying hair...I teased her and ran ahead taking it with me...she ran hard to catch up and finally stopped when she couldn't...I ran back to her and teased her once more before handing it back...she mocked anger at me putting her hair back in a pony tail...she looked cute doing that...I tickled her and she started laughing hard...I went behind and lifted her when she tried hard to get off my grip...we both were laughing so hard...
"Looks like u've found someone"...I heard a voice shouting behind us and felt piya stiffening suddenly in my arms...I put her down and saw the colour draining from her beautiful face looking behind me...I turned to see who was it...
"Wat do u want Jay?" piya snapped at him...she had never mentioned him all these months...
"It looks like u've finally found someone piyali dobrial ...congrats...but remember girl...u'll never make it to the altar"he said it with a cruel face...I stood there looking btw Jay and piya...I didn't like the way he was talking to her and got angry...
"So ur own business now man...y do worry abt her?"... I shouted back at him when piya caught my arm nodding no...
"Am talking to my ex-girlfriend...u better stay away"he warned me...but I wasn't afraid...
"Shut up Jay...wats it with u if I marry or not?...afraid of losing the challenge..huh.." she asked standing infront of him to defend me and gave him a cold stare...
"how dare u talk to me like that?" saying so he hit her hard and she fell to the ground...I couldn't control my anger now and I threw myself on Jay and gave him a big thrash and shouted to stay away from her...when I turned around to piya, I saw her lying lifeless on the sand...
piya...
"piya...baby wake up...wake up piya..plz..." I heard someone call out to me..."open ur eyes for me piya...plz baby"...that was abhay urging me to get up...I slowly opened my eyes to his handsome face...I could see we were still in the beach...he was holding me and breathed a sigh of relief when I smiled at him...
"You ok baby?"...I liked when he called me baby...he even cared for me as if I am his baby...
"Ya abhay...nothings wrong with u right?"...he chuckled..
"Always concerned about others...thank god u woke up"...I smiled at him and it was only then I noticed his teary eyes...abhay was crying...
"Are you crying abhay?"...I asked silently...
"U shook the hell out of me passing out piya"... he lifted me off the ground scooping me in his arms and a tear rolled down his right cheek...abhay was crying...for me...that's when I completely fell in love with him knowingly and willingly...I wiped off his tear when he was carrying me back to the car...
"abhay...stop"..and he did...
"Something wrong?"...he asked a bit concerned...
"No...am fine..I just don't want to go yet"...he put me down carefully but never took off his hands from my waist...It felt good to be in protective and caring arms...I stood there watching the waves thinking about my feelings for him not knowing what to do now...how would I tell him...what will he think?...I didn't know if he loved me back...I wanted to ask him...I turned and looked in his eyes...he still had tears in it but was looking somewhere else...he cried for me...does that mean he is love with me too?...thousands of questions crowded my mind and I didn't know what to do about that...
"abhay.." he turned..."u said u never cry right?...y now...nothing terrible happened to me"
"No...Its just...nothing.."he said facing the sea...
"Y don't I believe u?...did Jay say anything to u?"..I was concerned very much abt tat now...
"I wouldn't be so worried if he had done so...am very badly angry on him for treating u like tat...has he sold off his senses or what?...son of a bitch...wat rights does he have on u still?...he has a wife at home and can't he be just happy with it?...Idiot"he was shouting into the air...he clenched his jaw and winced hard...he left me to stand near the water placing his hands in his jean pocket...
"I knew he would do anything to hurt me abhay...just leave it" I tried to calm him down but he wouldn't...I've never seen abhay in so much anger so far...maybe Jay had done something after I passed out..."tell me the truth abhay...wat did Jay tell u?...am sure he would've done something or else u won't be so angry"..I just stood looking at him...
"I said he didn't do anything"...he said through clenched teeth...
"Plz speak out the truth abhay"...I too got a bit angry now...
he suddenly turned saying.."u need the truth?..well...here it is"...he came to stand before me and took both my hands..."I have something to tell u piya...I can't hide it from u anymore"...I was afraid it would me some bad news...had he gotten himself into trouble beating Jay?...no god...plz don't do this to abhay...I prayed...the sun was setting in behind abhay...wow..what a sight!!!!
"I-I...piya u've been a very good friend and companion to me for sometime now but am..."...though he hesitated he was calm now and was looking straight into my eyes...was he gonna move from me?...has he found someone else?...after all this time?...my heart became heavy..."but... somewhere in the line I-I've fallen in love with u really hard...and that's y am so angry on him...for hitting u infront of me...angry on me...for allowing him to hurt u"...he breathed in hard and said "I love you piya" and squeezed my hands, with tears in the corner of his eyes...I caught my breath...I was so happy...he said he loved me...I could feel my heart beating really super fast and all other thoughts were out of my mind...my eyes filled with happy tears...
"Am not pushing u piya...take ur own time...I'll wait for u..."he said smiling down at me...I wanted to shout I love you to him but wasn't ready to say those words yet and neither wanted to make him wait for me...I pulled my hands out of his hold, threw it around his neck and hugged him tight...I cried in his shoulders not able to contain my happiness...he hugged me super tight and pulled back...I felt shy to look at him and bent down...
"What piya!!!...d-do y-you love me too?"...he lifted my chin forcing me to look at him...he still was waiting for my answer and his hands felt cold in my back...I smiled at him through my tears and nodded my head lightly indicating yes...he smiled and gently hit my forehead with his..."tell it out loud piya"...I said "yes" half laughing only for him to hear wiping away my tears..."what yes?...say the words"he teased me...I wasn't ready to speak those words yet...scared again though i've come so far..."abhay...I can only say yes for now...I'll tell those words when the right time comes"..."i wish it comes very soon"..he said lifting me off the ground and whirling around...
He put me down and wiped off my remaining happy tears...holding my head he bent down for a kiss...this time I couldn't wait for him to kiss me...so I moved forward and met him half way...It was not slow like our first, definitely not like the second...screw the second...It was fast, fierce but passionate...I even loved the way he kissed me and I kissed with all the love I had for him...It was amazing to actually be in love...real love...when we parted laughing lightly he suddenly lifted me in his arms saying "ready to go now sweetheart?"...sweetheart!!!...wat...no one has ever called me sweetheart...not even my mom r dad...they called me sweety or honey...I was flying all happy...abhay mocked to throw me into the water and I gripped his neck tight yelling.."hey...am ready...scoot"...he laughed carrying me to the car...he reached for my hand when we were half way down to my apartment..."how will u drive properly if u keep holding my hand?"...he raised his eyebrows saying"see it for urself now"...
"Um..piya...do u wanna come to my apartment now?"...he has never asked me to come before...
"Sure abhay..y not?" and smiled at him...I wasn't afraid to go with him anymore...
abhay...
I never felt like taking anyone to my apartment...I only allowed sid there...but now it felt right to take piya...I've always dreamt of her at home with me...and today am gonna live my dream...I was afraid that she would slap me or run away when I confessed my love for her...It was a complete surprise to me when she hugged crying in my shoulders...I was actually confused not knowing y she was crying...and when she nodded her head saying yes when I asked if she loves me too, I would've been the happiest man on earth...sid was right...I reminded myself to thank him later...the best friend ever...
It was really a small apartment compared to hers...there was the living room, a tiny kitchen and a bedroom...perfect for me...It was very shabby as we entered...
"Sorry about that" I said moving away some things off the couch so that we can sit...
"Is it always like this?"
"Ya...am lazy to keep my home clean"
"Atleast u keep urself clean or.." she teased and sat next to me...I never brought a girl home...piya was the first one...my piya...she loved me too but I was desperate to hear those three words from her soft lips...
"Coffee?" she asked nodding towards the kitchen
"Am not leaving you without that"...she sat there without moving..."no coffee?" I asked
"My fairy is making it"...I raised my eyebrows and gave a crooked smile..."u look really cute when u do that, u know?"...she said beaming at me..
"Ah...thank u...but not cutter than my girl when she smiles"...saying so I shifted her to my lap...she was like a feather to carry...she kissed my right cheek swinging her arms around my neck...I looked into her eyes saying "thank u for accepting my love sweetheart"..her cheeks became my favourite shade when she blushed...
"Did u have plans to tell me today?... coz u said it all of a sudden"
"I didn't plan it for today...all was out when anger gave me the strength" I said smiling...she was playing with the hair in my nape and was looking at me so lovingly...she always had a smiling face...I wanted to kiss her again...I touched and stroked her right cheek and bent her head down towards mine...she didn't protest, instead closed her eyes and came closer...
She swallowed coming closer and gripped my hair...when our faces were so close I turned whispering "will I get my coffee now?" into her left ear...her face became my favourite red again and she was blushing like anything...she got up from my lap and said "Mind helping me with it?" with her left hand extended towards me...I caught it and led her to the kitchen...when I gave her whatever she needed she started making coffee and I sat in my loveseat watching her...she came with coffee mugs and gave one to me...I pulled her lightly to sit beside me...
"Do u cook?"
"Only if I feel so...I usually eat in the canteen or at sid's place"
"I'll cook for u someday" she said looking over her mug...I entwined my right hand with her left and looked out of the window drinking my coffee...
"Want some more?"she asked me holding the coffee pot
"No...enough"
"Didn't like it?" she asked with a sad face
"I'll never hate ur coffee" I said placing a loose hair behind her ear
"Are u upset abt something?"...yes I was...she knew me too well and that's y I liked her more than anyone...she placed her left hand on my cheek...
"What happened between u and Jay piya?" I asked her silently...she stiffened and took her hand from my cheeks..."am still angry on him for hurting u like that" I continued...
"Can I tell u some other day abhay?...I don't wanna talk abt him now" tears welled up in her eyes...I could never stand tears in her eyes and she was such a cry baby...I gathered her in my arms and she held on to me as if her life is in danger...I kissed her forehead soothing her...
We went out for a simple dinner that night to celebrate the start of our love...when I hit my bed thinking of her, I was so happy that I finally found my girl...
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