all i can say is there is a lot to T than we see..yes she takes everyone for granted..but lets ask one question to ourselves..is taking love..unconditional love for granted..a mistake nowadays..then what are abhay and piya? piya knows that even if the whole whole including abhay himself tells her that he never loved her and never will..she will shake the universe with the velocity of her emotions bellowing "no!!!!!!!"...but that becomes something more than the definition of love itself..all T wants is platonic care...we all acknowledge a universal fact about social animals that they do not have the ability to have a diluted black character , nature and personality throughout their life..every human has their shades of good and bad...it is just an individual's choice and option of which shade of theirs they are fond of functioning more..right? T is always branded a big time bitch by everybody due to her insecure tactics which always go in vein..but rewind her actions and freeze for a moment and think that besides her family oriented elite money and status , luxuriously decorated garments which are laboriously flaunted 24x7 and a shoulder of a man to lean on...what else does she exactly have to make herself feel dignified and proud of as a human being? 😕...nothing , exactly..and she is very much aware of that , ..T KNOWS it...for the reason she is extremely insecure about the fickle things she is living on will slip away..cause she knows if one of them disappears...she will not have anything to lean back on as a human being.That is the very reason why she always attempts to show piya her place all the time , as piya never tries to achieve any one of T's achievements , and yet gets them without trying and that always threatened T , for the reason she kept on labeling her to be a "super despo" because of the very fact that piya lived in a luxurious environment in her life due to her own hard efforts of education and as a result , becoming a scholarship student...she got all the conventionally good looking men under her feet because of her simplicity in her nature and in her beauty..piya never tried and yet got all these fickle things which piya does not give much importance to..and T lives on these fickle substances of high society life and yet needs to fight it out with someone all the time like piya jaiswal..is what always and always threatened her.the fact that kabir is hers still does'nt wipe off the fact that piya was once his in her thoughts..why? inferiority complex ...a major case if you ask me..especially for girls who have never gotten certain amount of love and care in life... she does not get family love and warmth...and sits in her bedroom with her birthday dress on wishing someone smiled while she was blowing her b'day candles after no one accepted her invitation [ofcourse for kabir's surprise..but thats how she felt]...underneath lies an insecure girl who has never found love and warmth from anyone else who accepts her the way she is ..for the reason she hides that little lost girl who wishes for some love and security from someone by the mask of frivolous dressing and flirting and bitching to the outside world...everyone has their own defense mechanisms right? - that is T for you...and only kabir loves her despite what she is..and the moment T sees that, the little girl inside her smiles and glowers and urges the appearance ,the mask of T to make khichidi for the only one who actually sees her...would a cold blooded ruthless woman have the power to soften and make khichidi for someone if she is plain and plain evil ? i don't think so..she is just a normal person with her grey shades like every human being..who wants someone's friendship..but gets only two bootlickers who tolerate her dominance..the real small and vulnerably insecure girl inside her is just looking for somebody to love ..nothing else.
Edited by austenrox - 14 years ago
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