Abhay , just once in this lifetime of yours..

Abhay , just once in this lifetime of yours…..

…..Just once in this lifetime of yours , let go of all the strength and abnormal tolerance . For once in your lifetime , let those proud cheekbones and those intense eyes of yours melt into a lake of tears. For once in your lifetime , look at yourself in the mirror and ask that man that doesn't he have any right to live? For once in your lifetime , give love , life and your heart that one chance that will liberate you from this cave of darkness , desolation and damned loneliness. For once in your lifetime , stop crucifying yourself and see how it is to smile in the sun and laugh in the rain. For once in your lifetime, keep a hand on your heart and see how much it cries as your drown its wails in your sacrificing vows and promises. For once in your lifetime, just once….. fall in love with yourself. There is more to life than sacrifices , sufferings , self-immolation , relegating yourself to gallows just because you think you have no right to live. There is life ahead, there is light , there are rainbows , there are nightingales. Release yourself from these chains ……even if for a milli – fraction of a second in this life of 200+ years…. LIVE FOR YOURSELF.

Everytime , I feel that Abhay cannot surprise us more with his heroism or his suffering act , he manages to surprise us. You wonder if its possible for a man , a woman , a creature to have that kind of strength , conviction and complete surrender without a single flinch? When he tells you with a straight face ,deep eyes that hold a suppressed cry that he can live away from Piya without uttering a single word – when he looks at his reflection in the fire and says with a face and a voice that refuses to break down that Jay better be deserving of Piya – when he says that he is weaving dreams of a happy fairytale for Piya with a normal human being – when he assures Haseena that Jay is perfect for Piya because he has read love and fear for Piya in his eyes …… at that moment , you don't bother about whether Piya will remember her love for him or not, you don't rewind to go and check out Jay's expressions that Abhay claims to have seen , you don't give two hoots about Abhay trying to engineer Piya's life , you don't care whose heart is gonna break in this game of musical chairs ….. you just look at this so-called blood-sucking monster and wonder if it is possible at the human level or even superhuman level to take out your heart , throw it into the fire and dance at its barbecue party? Is it possible to even be 0.0001% of what Abhay's strength is? Its clearly ABNORMAL and IMPOSSIBLE.

I don't know what more to say after today's episode . Just this . I want Abhay's suffering , his tests of fire to stop. Be it anything , anyone or any way. Just end his suffering and stop the pain. He has forgotten what it is like to cry , grumble, scream , complain ……neither life loved him nor did death release him. And yet he is standing tall like a mountain – shaken , shattered , broken , down…. But never out. Like the Phoenix…. Always rising from the ashes. But sometimes you wish that he allowed himself to burn and just lie there.

Release yourself, Abhay. In this whole story , if there is that one person who deserves sunshine , happiness and some rest… its YOU.

Don't set yourself afire, all the time. Not all the bloody time.

P.S- Dipz , watch out , dahling. Haseena Raichand is on her way and she will TAKE YOUR BREATH AWAY. Literally.

Love and luck always,❤️

GOD bless everyone. 🤗

I want ABHAY to realise for once in his existance that in all this he also has the right to live. I hate watching him condemn himself and calling himself a monster because the damned cannot sacrifice nor love so freely like he does and never ask for anything in return other than the happiness of his one true Love. I didn't even Pay any attention To Jay or Pia. Only Abhay. My heart is crying out for him to Love himself. To live in the light. To allow himself a chance to see the brightside of life and actually live it. He is still in the shadows and will always be in the shadows unless he gets a thousand watts full of hard core electricity injected into his system stalking him down daring him to Live again.

my name is abhay raichand

Originally posted by: angel_ksg4ever

simply awesome..loved ur post..

Thank you so much, sweetz. 😳

Originally posted by: I-love-Roses

Awesome analysis!

Thank you, sweetz. 😃

Poco...I agree...Abhay dnt b a dukhi bahu...I hate this...im sad n crying...😭😭😭

Originally posted by: matwamango

I want ABHAY to realise for once in his existance that in all this he also has the right to live. I hate watching him condemn himself and calling himself a monster because the damned cannot sacrifice nor love so freely like he does and never ask for anything in return other than the happiness of his one true Love. I didn't even Pay any attention To Jay or Pia. Only Abhay. My heart is crying out for him to Love himself. To live in the light. To allow himself a chance to see the brightside of life and actually live it. He is still in the shadows and will always be in the shadows unless he gets a thousand watts full of hard core electricity injected into his system stalking him down daring him to Live again.

Right now the show is very limp and Pia and Jay aren't making the show any interesting for me. I'm bored of their game already. I thought having Abhay back will give the show a new lease of life but the creatives are ruining it by giving us the same old Saas Bahu script recycled. We are not thick. We need something concrete. Not some half baked rehashes of the old scemnes repeated and what was with the reebok scene.

Totally agreed. 😳...I understand that the creatives cannot let go of Abhay's melancholy and pathos , because that is what has made Abhay but i wish they balanced it with some respite for him. After sometime, you feel so much for him that you find his despair depressing.

Jay needs more concrete to his character and that is not gonna come from Piya , his dramatic hidden shots or his mother. That shade will only come when he is one-on-one with Abhay. Jay has come for him and that is how his character was born on paper first. 😆

Originally posted by: intruderfast

my name is abhay raichand

main duniya mein akela hoon

rahunga dukhiyaara, sadoo banaa rahoonga

aur leta rahoonga ladkiyon ki extraa dayaa😆😆

O TERI! 😲Pata chal gaya tujhe secret? To jaa unko bhi bata de jo ye kehte hain ki hum to sirf uski good looks ke deewabe hain...* rolls eyes *. Abhay evokes sympathy and empathy because of what he is and not how he looks. Conventionally, Vishal Gandhi is the most good looking guy on the show , so that way , we should have written poetry books in his love by now. 🤣