Abhay- She founds it funny?!

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Ameres

@Ameres

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Posted: 14 years ago

It's funny that she founds this whole 'thing' funny. I mean I can't blame her really. It's all my fault but still'funny? Here I stand cursing myself for turning my worst nightmares into reality and all she can do is be surprised and laugh at her newly acquired powers. Sigh, humans. Oh wait does she still qualify for that? Maybe not. Who knows what to call her exactly?

At first I thought it will stop but no, the signs kept increasing and its becoming increasingly difficult to watch her turn into something I have always hated. She is turning like me. And yes I hate what I have become.

Her journey into the world of darkness started the day she met me. I curse the time I met her, letting her be a part of my life. I should have known that one day this will happen. But nothing can be done now. I stand helpless as she becomes more and more inhuman and more like us. A monster. It doesn't even suit her, calling her monster I mean. Just look at her, she is barely 18 her life just starting and I have ended it even before she had a chance to discover it. She wanted a happy world filled with love and laughter instead I gave her a dark one filled with only misery and hopelessness.

I still don't know what to do? Accept the fact that she is turning or wait for a miracle to happen.

'I can't let this happen to her', I always said this to myself, but I did exactly the opposite of it. I promised her of protecting her from the dangers of the world but I couldn't protect her from myself. How ironic I always thought that she is my promise of light. That she will be the one who will bring me out of my darkness but instead I pulled her into the dark shadows forever.

I'm sorry Piya. I really am for doing this to you. I hope one day you will understand and will be able to forgive me.

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I keep telling myself after every post that I will not make any more but still end making more. Sigh me and my resolutions. :|

Ok so this is an OS I guess lol. Don't know what got into me and I wrote this. Oh yes inspiration from the precap scene. Comments and LIKE's are most welcome. :D

Edited by sugaryanu - 14 years ago

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Rupa

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Posted: 14 years ago

Nice post !!👏

Loved the line

How ironic I always thought that she is my promise of light. That she will be the one who will bring me out of my darkness but instead I pulled her into the dark shadows forever.

How hopeless is the situation for abhay to see piya getting into darker ...loved how u brought the thoughts of abhay

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Sanchita

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Posted: 14 years ago

Love the OS. This is exactly what going into abhay's mind.

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Ameres

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Posted: 14 years ago

Titli-- Thank you!

Sanchitaroy-- Thank you hon. Well yes, we can see that Abhay is clearly in a very distressed situation...feeling helpless. Wish to see him smile.

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Ameres

@Ameres

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Posted: 14 years ago

Originally posted by: abhaylove

Nice post !!👏

Loved the line

How ironic I always thought that she is my promise of light. That she will be the one who will bring me out of my darkness but instead I pulled her into the dark shadows forever.

How hopeless is the situation for abhay to see piya getting into darker ...loved how u brought the thoughts of abhay

Thank youuuuu! 😃

Yes, the situation seems hopeless from Abhay's view. Atleast thats how perceive it. Seeing your love getting lost in the dark forever is something no one would enjoy. It must be really hard for Abhay.

Thanks for commenting.

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Sumana

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Posted: 14 years ago

uuuffffff...... how much can a character suffer yaar !!!! so rightly you have penned Abhay's thoughts, so full of guilt n helplessness, so full of darkness, whosoever comes in contact gets pulled into the darkness ..... mere aankho mein aansoo aa gaye .....😭😭😭

beautifully said buddy ...👏

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Rupa

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Posted: 14 years ago

Originally posted by: sugaryanu

Thank youuuuu! 😃

Yes, the situation seems hopeless from Abhay's view. Atleast thats how perceive it. Seeing your love getting lost in the dark forever is something no one would enjoy. It must be really hard for Abhay.

Thanks for commenting.

How true it is really painful when someone dont like there life and still have to leave with it . ABhay never liked being vampire and cursed himself and every moment of his life he is leaving and he fought against the destiny to keep piya away but now where he is ...piya too getting part of his life . His suffering is only increasing and painful to see that someone whom he loved so much is responsible to give her such life ....

keep writting such OS .. 😊

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Ameres

@Ameres

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Posted: 14 years ago

Originally posted by: Naz_Angel
very nice post👏

Thank you so much! 😳

Originally posted by: sumadear13
uuuffffff...... how much can a character suffer yaar !!!! so rightly you have penned Abhay's thoughts, so full of guilt n helplessness, so full of darkness, whosoever comes in contact gets pulled into the darkness ..... mere aankho mein aansoo aa gaye .....😭😭😭
beautifully said buddy ...

Exactly. it seems like he is cursed. No happiness is written for him.

Wish to see him smile and happy some day...

Thank you so much Suma! 😳😳

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Ritzie Ring'gghania

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Posted: 14 years ago

OMG Anu - This is what I always wanted to hear. Abhay's trail of thoughts. His side of story. His logics,his guilts, his justifications (well, he never justifies himself😆). And you gave exactly what I wanted.

Thanks for explaining it so beautifully. You know what I have read Midnight Sun (Edward's version of Twilight) at least 20 times. I am nuts about that. And I think I will be coming back to this post to read it again and again and again...

I am anyways a fan of your writing style and clear thoughts but I lurve you for that. **hugs**