I just want Abhay's suffering to stop . - Page 7

Originally posted by: Pocahontas

I just want Abhay's suffering to stop.

Hey guys,

I don't have much to say about today's episode. All BT heroines keep losing and finding their brains , so wait for Piya to get her brain back from the deep freezer.Pancchi is betting her heart over a vulture and you can only hope that she is Sid's last hope on redemption and finding his heart. And Sid's obsession over his baby brother and ruining him layered with a multitude of emotions is pathological. As I have said time and again, Sid needs to release the past , release Abhay and release himself. No matter what happened between them, whatever love they had between them was real and it is still locked somewhere.

Coming back to the topic of this post, I feel terrible for Abhay. Infact , he is the character I have connected to the most ever since this show began. From day 1 till date , I have only seen him suffer, suffer , suffer and suffer a little more. There is so much pathos , melancholy , poignancy and tragic beauty to this character that you feel quite protective and maternal towards him. You want to see him smile, live a normal life, at least live a set of 24 hours where he is not tormented and depressed. He is a reflection of a life that you would never wish for anyone ' alone , walled in, perpetually burning in a personal purgatory , tears dried up, a numbness that is hard to watch and giving up yourself to a lifetime of darkness and sadness. Yes, every episode has been a torture to watch Abhay like that. Just look at him ' 200 years of yearning , depression and self-loathing bottled up in a young man's body. When you see him, more than thinking about how hot he is or how rude he is , you feel this urge of reaching out to him and giving him a bear hug and telling him that "hey, don't hurt so much. All's gonna be okay. Release the pain. Release yourself."

What has Abhay done to deserve this eternal punishment? He is so beautiful inside ' he is more human than everyone around him put together ' he is so virgin at his heart. He has done so much for everyone without them ever finding out. He is there for everyone but who cares about him? Nobody. Piya loves him , yes, but is loving enough? No. Unless you have the power and strength to pull your soulmate out of his shadows and make him believe in the warmth of sunlight , it is just not enough.

Abhay depresses you and his vulnerability gets to you. You feel like protecting him from his own melancholic self and all the darkness around him. He doesn't open up, he doesn't express himself , he doesn't trust his own shadow.

I am just glad that Abhay had Metz once upon a time. At least , he has this much comfort and consolation inside him that even if for once , in his life , he was happy and he at least lived a mirage of a fairytale. If Sid thinks that Abhay has Metz-Syndrome, maybe he has. Because that time in Abhay's life is the most precious and most beautiful memory of a tortured ravaged life. Abhay was happy , once upon a time.

It is seldom that I feel like that for fictional characters. Or maybe it is my tendency to feel protective and maternal over tormented unhappy souls who are such beautiful human beings that life's unfairness to them hurts you. Abhay is someone like that and I guess that is why I feel so much for him, no matter how crappy or how happy this show gets. The actor of course has blown life into the character and everything about him seems real enough.

In the end , I just want Abhay to be happy and find his much-awaited fairytale. And no, I don't care who puts that one smile on his face which will stay forever ' be it Piya, Maithli or anyone. I just want to see him happy.

Sorry about the rant. I just felt like saying this about Abhay. This post is about Abhay only and no, I am not comparing his misery or its measures with anyone. Sorry about sounding like Emily Bronte and ranting about the long suffering Byronic Hero.

Thanks for reading.

Love and luck always,❤️

GOD bless everyone. 🤗

amazing ...finally somebody speaks my dill ki baat. that poor guy is so lost. even heathcliff from wuthering heights was better of!!

Originally posted by: SimplyAparajita

Heya pocu...agree with your every word.. :) your posts alwez touch my heart hun..🤗..And its not ranting... Seriously i love emily bronte..and even i thought that i will turn into her after seeing torture which abhay went through yesterday...😭....i mean seriously sometimes i feel like killing all those who are arround abhay and are so insensitive towards him... He sits alone all the time in class or any other place and no one has a cheek to care for him...i know pia loves him..but sometimes i just find it to be a mere teenage attraction... I mean..does love mean not trusting your soulmate.. Omg as far as i heard..love is blind and when you are deep in it then it blindfolds all the feelings..let it be trust or jealousy or any...she had a face to call him vamp and say atleast sid is better than a vamp like abhay.. Where was this vamp allergy when she ran into him in locker room and danced and roamed arround with him on valentine's day... Where was this disgust when she came back to dehradun... Where was this hatred when she was with him in jungle walking all way... Has he ever tried to even look at her with a bit of wrong intention which sid is doing.. People will support saying that pia said all this in anger... No its not done.. Its not the end of the issue... Cauz in frustration and anger we alwez blurt out what the deepest corner of our heart feels... Only this much love pia.. Only this much.. He fought his inner demons for your sake... Fought his own people... Made sure about your safety saved you millions of times...what kind of rule is this that every one can hurt abhay and trample his feelings because he is a vampire and he deserves this..and for your sake he tries to stop you or force you then you push him offsure as he is a scoundrel....pia You have a heart so you feel the pain and urge to cry ...and as per you abhay is heartless so he has no right to feel the pain... He doesnt deserve to feel even the pain...

Every one arround him has a right to love cry fret laugh hate and all and poor abhay..his soul cant be allowed to even cry...

Pocu.. You are so true... His soul is numb out of pain...his tears have dried long back... Yes he weeped for 2 centuries with no one to console him and wipe his tears... No one... How would have he felt? Seeing his love dying in front of him and him being helpless..every scream of maithli made him watch himself being torn apart... Why only he be victim of injustice... Why is destiny snatching away his pia that is his only reason to smile other than maithli's memories... All that sid feels is hate and alienation.. But what abhay feels is pain of losing his love.. Remorse of being useless and helpless that night... Guilt of being responsible for maithli's death... And most prominent feel is uncontrollable urge to break down but no shoulder for him in this mean world to cry upon...

All these feelings have been powerfully depicted by vivian through his eyes and moments... And no other actor could do it... Proud to be vivian's fan... And hopefully pia gets a brain and abhay gets his smile back

Hey! This is such a good write up on Abhay and i LOVE IT! 👏👏👏👏👏👏You are right. Piya needs to be more than a 17 year old swinging between the love of a woman and childish attraction and knock some sense into herself and some self-belief into Abhay. Piya needs to work on Abhay even if its against his will. The kind of man that Abhay is , you need to burst in, break down his walls and force him to see the sun. Loving Abhay was never easy and this was the first condition of letting yourself fall for him, Piya. Now, DEAL WITH IT instead of getting frustrated.😆

Originally posted by: sanchitaroy

I am feeling so terrible for poor abhay. Not just for a single day he got his happiness. He is suffering from last 200 years. No matter how much he rude to Piya but he always protective to Piya. Even when piya dressed as Maithili and broke him emotionally we thought he would punish a lot to Piya. But he didn't do anything except kidnapping her and that too he heeled her wounds next day. And yesterday u can see how much he loves Piya. As soon as he saw Piya with sid he followed them with his car forgetting that Piya told him to leave her alone. More suffering coming for him as I can see Piya is so much impressed with sid. She will start working with sid and abhay also there to protect her. But sid will more torture him by getting close to Piya in front of him.😭

Yeah, Sanchu. I mean, Abhay is some sort of a Guiness World Record if endless depression.😆😆😆😆😆....Abhay has done enough for Piya to last an entire lifetime. I don't see any happy times anytime soon for Abhay because Piya is angry with him and Sid is here to torture him which he 'thinks' he will enjoy. Damn, we need some disaster management for Abhay at this rate. 😆

Originally posted by: Pocahontas

Hey! This is such a good write up on Abhay and i LOVE IT! 👏You are right. Piya needs to be more than a 17 year old swinging between the love of a woman and childish attraction and knock some sense into herself and some self-belief into Abhay. Piya needs to work on Abhay even if its against his will. The kind of man that Abhay is , you need to burst in, break down his walls and force him to see the sun. Loving Abhay was never easy and this was the first condition of letting yourself fall for him, Piya. Now, DEAL WITH IT instead of getting frustrated.😆

Originally posted by: Pocahontas

Yeah, Sanchu. I mean, Abhay is some sort of a Guiness World Record if endless depression.....Abhay has done enough for Piya to last an entire lifetime. I don't see any happy times anytime soon for Abhay because Piya is angry with him and Sid is here to torture him which he 'thinks' he will enjoy. Damn, we need some disaster management for Abhay at this rate. 😆

Originally posted by: TOTAL-ROMANTIC

<font size="4">Aparajitha..!!!! YOU MADE ME CRY AGAIN.😭.But you are so sweet yaar..you have written exactly like told my feelings & frustration..🤗God I love to love BHAAY..HE MAKES ME GO DIZZY IN LOVE & PASSION..!! And me too know PIYA loves him..but no where close to what he loves her still..SHE is not deep like him ..HE IS PASSION ..She is just another girl as of now nothing special like METZ who died for AHAY..I WANT TO SEE A PASSIONATE PIYA..Not this PIYA..who has no faith for her won deep inner feelings..😭</font>

thanks dear... :) i just took out all that which was bottled up inside since yesterday night...when i say abhay seeing pia and sid all jolly..and the way he sided away cornering himself behind his car... That scene killed me thousand times... I mean... It was like he was trying to hide his heart from himself..as if he was running away from the fact that pia was so comfortable with sid.... I know people may call it jealousy.. But jealousy is such a small word for a tough heart like abhay... Yes he is a tough heart but not a stone heart... And you know hema.. Whats the thing about abhay which i can happily die for... Its his attitude... " pia whether you hate me or you love me thats your decision...as i cant control your heart... But keeping your decision aside..i will alwez be there for you...i will alwez protect you from this world till my last breath... And if sacrificing my soul is the only way to prove that i still have a heart which cries for pia..then i am ready to sacrifice my soul million times.,"... But its so hard to watch this silent lover die inside slowly.. :( the more i watch that scene the more i cry...

Originally posted by: SimplyAparajita

thanks dear... :) i just took out all that which was bottled up inside since yesterday night...when i say abhay seeing pia and sid all jolly..and the way he sided away cornering himself behind his car... That scene killed me thousand times... I mean... It was like he was trying to hide his heart from himself..as if he was running away from the fact that pia was so comfortable with sid.... I know people may call it jealousy.. But jealousy is such a small word for a tough heart like abhay... Yes he is a tough heart but not a stone heart... And you know hema.. Whats the thing about abhay which i can happily die for... Its his attitude... " pia whether you hate me or you love me thats your decision...as i cant control your heart... But keeping your decision aside..i will alwez be there for you...i will alwez protect you from this world till my last breath... And if sacrificing my soul is the only way to prove that i still have a heart which cries for pia..then i am ready to sacrifice my soul million times.,"... But its so hard to watch this silent lover die inside slowly.. :( the more i watch that scene the more i cry...

Originally posted by: Pocahontas

<font color="#ff0066">Hey! This is such a good write up on Abhay and i LOVE IT! 👏You are right. Piya needs to be more than a 17 year old swinging between the love of a woman and childish attraction and knock some sense into herself and some self-belief into Abhay.Piya needs to work on Abhay even if its against his will. The kind of man that Abhay is , you need to burst in, break down his walls and force him to see the sun. Loving Abhay was never easy and this was the first condition of letting yourself fall for him, Piya. Now, DEAL WITH IT instead of getting frustrated.😆</font>

i am so happy that such a good writer like you loved my post.. :) :) thanks alot..pocu...i loved your reply....especially the line which i have highlighted...👏..👏..👏..👏..👏..👏
@blue... Omg...its the best line i have heard about a dark love story... You are an awesome writer pocu and your posts are worth reading thousand times...

Originally posted by: TOTAL-ROMANTIC

<font size="3">iT'S awesome aparajitha...adn see you get applause from the greatest writer herself..I AM JEALOUS of YOU..I swear..😉BUT I SO AM HAPPY TOO🤗because for what youhave written you so deserve that & more !! I want to save this thread of POCA..for everybody's answers Specially yours & POCA's..BRILLIANT..is too small a word..I would like to end yo with these words for<font color="#990066"> ABHAY aka VIVIAN..HE IS THe MAN YOU NEVER GET..!! THE BEST LINE... WRITTEN BU THE tzarina HERSELF..!! TO VIVIAN AKA ABHAY..!!😍</font></font>

omg... TR you liked it so much......:) i am so happy that you cant imagine.... Yesh i am happy that pocu liked it too.... :) :) :) :) :) :) thanks a lot ... Thanks .. :)...i dont have words right now....and yes vivian is the best and my first and last choice for playing abhay's role.... And no one can do these miracles which vivian did.... He so easily fitted himself in abhay that his every expression is worth dying for... And its something like.... Omg only 2 min or 5 min screen space... Please ekta just give him nearly 15 min out of 20....he is rocking.

@ hema... Yes.. Please dont watch that scene... As if you watch it.. You will cry your eyes out and then you will want to watch it more and more so that you can hate pia for behaving like some silly teenager going all lovey dovey on a guy which she met few seconds back just to impress him... I hated pia for being so comfortable with sid even when few minutes back she hurt abhay so badly.. Poor abhay.. He doesnt say any thing to any one and thats why every one takes advantage of his silence..