arrya : why me...

The pain and hurt that today I am getting is just because I am an illegitimate child…. My father didn't accepted me… this truth was hidden from me from all these years and I was living in an illusion that is now itself started to turn into a nightmare…. A worst nightmare that I couldn't even have thought in my life….

Suddenly I saw my family had grown a sudden detachment from me.. a loathing that was once like a spring of love.. the love and affection is turning into a detestation a grown aversion in everyone's eyes towards me and my family…

Is this what I deserved….

Am I responsible for this….

Was it my mistake that my father was such a low life of not accepting my mother after being impregnated her with me…. Was she wrong that she fought for me .. for my rights…. Suddenly I have suddenly realized that my life is nothing.. it was till now to the mercy of first my mother who carried me in her womb for nine mothers , the my father and mother who brought me up …. They showered me with all their love and affection they instilled me with all their cultures and right values….

" I was the shine of their eyes .. but suddenly I am like a dark bleak blot in their life….."

I am YASH….. only YASH…. Today I have realized that this is the only existence of mine In their life… I am nothing to them.. not even to my parents .. or the siblings that I thought were mine.. but relation changes everything… a truth changed my life…..

He looked at his sleeping angels….. they were sleeping so carefree.. with their guardian angel… payal was sleeping holding aarti's saree pallu and ansh and palak tucked in duvet with their mother patting them in the sleep… though aarti herself was in deep sleep but she didn't forget to let her babies feel that she is near them…. She was a mother…a step mother to his daughters but from the time he is seeing her she never even scolded them even if they were wrong…. And today I felt what is a step mother…..

What my mother has done today…. Today she has tarnished her upbringing by saying me a bad blood …an illegitimate child… but she had indeed forget that I am still the son of her husband who had betrayed my mother …

Yash was standing near the window .. today he knew what is right and wrong… all relations are now dissolved into illusion…. He is having no one except his wife and children…and his equally responsible mother who is the reason of his existence …..

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Next day…. Yash and aarti were ready to leave sindhiya mansion…. Yash had made up his mind that now he needs to start a fresh with his family… they had enough of sacrifices for everyone…. When none is counted… all the family members were standing seeing the son of the family going away… gayatri averted her gaze .. it was like she had forget that he is the same son she fought with everyone … his brother didn't saw at him…..

Only buaji was there who was there to support her nephew…. For the first time she protested for yash interest his right In front of her brother….

Buaji: you cant leave yash… you are son of this family… bhaiyya why cant you open your mouth now.. your son is leaving his house … for god sake now atleast accept your mistake … your son is suffering for your deed yash is suffering…. And why he is at fault..why you are the one who should be punished…and bhabhi the words you said to yash yesterday were the words that all of us and even you used for your this so called son AKASH who is good for nothing….

You proved that blood relations counts first…..

Yash was not expecting any sympathy from anyone neither he wants he had enough of this family but today listening to buaji he knew that may be she is harsh with her words but not wrong…..

Aarti didn't said anything…. She knew that today what yash is doing is correct they need to think for their life their children now…. The hurt and pain yash had gone through cant be forget….

Yash still took blessing from his parents…

Yash: maa I know that I am not your son… but what is my fault that the husband of yours destroyed three lives…. And i am still and will remain the son of Mr SURAJ PRATAP SINDHIYA and this is the truth that this is the truth that no one can deny…..

Today the love and affection that he always had in his eyes for everyone was lost … the blank and cold expression covered those chocolate brown orbs….

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Don't know why I wrote this but I just hate gayatri …. She just lost the right to be called as a mother….after what all she said to yash…and I really want yash to leave that selfish family and fight for his right….

You are free to curse me if you are not with my point of view…